Tony's POV

I was finally in the car with Maison on the way to our house she picked out for us. I had her get a house since I was going to propose to her soon, but she didn't know that.

"I can't wait for you to see the house! It's perfect for us!" She said smiling from ear to ear.

She looked so beautiful with her sunglasses on and he hair in a messy bun and her crew neck on. Why was she wearing long sleeves in the middle of summer though?

I shook my head and shook the thought away with it. I didn't need to worry about the temperature right now when I was with my beautiful girlfriend.

"It has four bedrooms and four baths and has a backyard with a pool and its right near the beach!" She said turning into a driveway and driving down a long road. "And it's out of the way so if you do become really really big the fans won't find us." He whispered and giggled.

"You are too adorable." I said kissing her neck.

She giggled and cut off the car.

"Here we are! Isn't it amazing?" She asked jumping out of the car.

I got out of the car slowly looking at the house. It was a beautiful house. It was a two story brick house with gray shutters and a grey door. It had grey garage doors and a pathway to the house.

"It's amazing Maison." I said getting my stuff out of the car.

"Don't worry it's more us when we get inside." She said grabbing my hand and pulling me to the house.

She unlocked it an opened the door and I saw the most awesome house ever! There were music records all of the walls and most importantly there was an R2D2 Xbox.

"Where did you get that? I don't remember that from our old apartment!" I said walking up to it.

"It was mine when I lived with James. I texted him our old address and told him to mail it to me. With all the other game consoles I ha over there. So we have that Xbox a Playstaion 3, Wii. All the gaming systems you could think of. I used to be a gamer if you can't tell." She said blushing.

"You never told me! Why did you get the Star Wars Xbox when you didn't even like Star Wars back then?" I asked.

"James loved the movies so I bought it for him. He barely played it though so I just kept it in the living room and played it on my days off." She said smiling.

"Well I'm happy about that. God I have the best girlfriend in the world." I said kissing her lightly.

She giggled and pulled me upstairs to the bedrooms and I saw one with red and black sheets on with purple and black sheets and one with pick and purple sheets. The last one had teal and brown sheets.

"The one with red and black is our bedroom. The others are guests. Unless something happens but hopefully that won't happen for a while." She said blushing and rubbing her neck.

I laughed an hugged her.

"Don't worry it won't. Not for a while." I said kissing her lightly.

"So uh you might want to get ready. The guys and their families are coming over for a big dinner that I'm already cooking downstairs." She said running down the stairs to the kitchen.

"Your stuff is already in your closet and bathroom stuff is in the bathroom connected to our room." She yelled from the kitchen.

I just smile and go the the bathroom and see if everything is there. It is other than my face razor. I bend down and look through the cabinet and see a box. I tilt my head to the side and open it up. It was a box full of razors. It had a note in it as well.

"Tony if you are reading this I'm sorry you found these. It started after you went to tour the second time without me and the nightmares started again. It was the only thing that would make me fall asleep. I didn't want to take you away from what you love so I just kept it secret this whole time. I love you an I hope you don't freak out on me like my parents did. They kicked me out when they found out once. Anyway please just don't yell at me when you find out. Just hug me out of no where and ill know you found this. Love always Maison O'Hara."

I sat in the ground and felt tears roll down my face. That why she was wearing long sleeves in the middle of summer. That's why she won't let me see her arms. She hated herself for those dreams so much that she hurt herself just to fall asleep and I knew nothing if it.

I got up and ran downstairs and I saw Maison cooking dinner and I pulled her away from the stove and just hugged her.

"Damnit. You found it." She said an automatically started crying.

I was running my finger through her hair and was shushing her softly in her ear and slowly led her to the ground.

I was rubbing her back when I hear the doorbell ring.

"I'll be right back baby. Don't move." I said getting up quickly to the door.

When I opened the door Mike and Vic were there with beer in their hands.

"Do you guys mind staying upstairs for a moment? Uh it hard to explain right now but just do it." I said pushing them up the stairs and closed the door and ran back to the kitchen where Maison was still on the floor crying into her hands.

I run over to her and hug her close and rock her back and forth and shush her in her ear again.

I pulled up her sleeves and saw the scars on her arms and bent down and kissed everyone if them while saying I'm sorry in between each kiss.

She just sobbed even more and grabbed a fistful of my shirt and cried into my chest.

"Hello everyone! Lets have a fiesta!" I heard Jaime yell through the house.

"Hello? Anyone home?" He asked walking towards the kitchen.

"Hime-Time go upstairs with Vic and Mike." I said through the kitchen.

"Why? What's wrong?" He asked walking in.

When he walked in Maison tried to cover her arms up but didn't do it time.

Jaime looked down and saw the scars and had a look of pain on his face.

"I told you she should have come on tour with us! But no! Our manager wouldn't let us!" He started pacing.

"Jaime please go upstairs. This is why I told you to in the first place." I said looking at him.

"I think Mike and Vic have a right to know! That's like their little sister right there." He said running upstairs.

"Can you do this Maison? Vic can help you. He used to self harm. He can help you the most." I said rocking her back and forth.

She nodded and used me to get herself up off the floor.

"Jaime what's wrong?" Mike asked being pushed by Jaime.

"Maison show them." Jaime said.

She whimpered and shook her head at first.

"Maison what's wrong?" Vic asked concerned.

"You're pregnant aren't you?" Mike asked.

She shook her head quickly and rolled up her sleeves and showed them and started crying again.

"Maison." Was all Vic said before pulling her into a hug and almost started crying.

"I tried so hard fix you." I said almost in tears and Maison could hear it.

"Babe you did! You did for almost two years! You helped me so much! You were there even when I didn't need you! If you were not there the night James hit me I would still be living with him an probably be dead! You saved my life! It's just the nightmares got so bad! I couldn't take it anymore! You are not the reason for this!" She screamed pointing at her arms.

"Yeah it's that asshole James! If you would have given me the chance I could have beat his ass! That prick had no right to hit you and cause this much pain on you! No right! But you wouldn't let me touch him!" I said with tears in my eyes.

"Because I was protecting you!" She screamed with more tears rolling down her face.

"I don't need protection! You do!" I yelled back.

"Tony! Stop!" Vic yelled trying to pull me away from the situation.

"You don't yell at people who are going through things like that. Trust me I know." Mike said looking at me.

Jaime was hugging Maison trying to calm her down.

I sighed and ran my hand through my hair and calmed down.

Next thing I know Maison is breathing fast and is crying at the same time.

"I think she's having a panic attack." I said moving Jaime out of the way and picked her up and carried her upstairs and went into the closet and cut off the light and went into the darkest corner and held her close.

"Maison I'm so sorry about everything. I didn't mean to yell at you." I said rocking her back and forth.

"I need music." She gasped.

I got out my phone and put on some of our music and played it really loud for her to hear and kept rocking her.

I did this until she fell asleep. I kept the music on but picked her up and set her on the bed and kissed her arms again and left my phone still playing the music on the nightstand and went downstairs.

All the guys looked at me and thy all stood up in unison.

"Hey Tony. How is she?" Vic asked.

"I got up there into the closet with her and put on some of our music and she calmed down an fell asleep. Guys I don't know what to do. She's so broken again." I said rubbing my face.

"Hey everything will be okay. She will be okay. When she wakes up I will go talk to her and help her as much as I can. I'll be her personal therapist." Vic said smiling.

"Thanks man." I said sitting down.

"Everything will be alright. I promise." Vic said rubbing my back.

If only I could believe that.

Notes

Poor Tone Tone! I really like this chapter! Anyways Comment Rate and Subscribe :)