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I Count Your Heartbeats Before You Sleep

Is This What You Call Love

I hadn't spoken to anyone since that day. Kimberly called me a few times but I didn't pick up, so did Tony and Vic. I couldn't face anyone right now with out breaking down and crying; how stupid have I been. Since I was all alone, no one can tell me what to do. It has been exactly 2 weeks since I seen Tony. I haven't been going to school, not that I think he even cares; now that he has Stephanie. I don't even remember if I have eaten since that day nor have I had the energy to get up and shower. I just decided to lock myself up in my room, until I can stop crying all the time. I've been thinking of drinking away but I'm just going to get more headaches. I really hated what Tony did to me. I know it isn't Tony's fault, it is my own for believing a guy like that would actually fall for me. What really got to me was why I fooled myself into something that is clearly impossible. Especially when he only thinks of me as his bestfriend.

I actually felt like eating today though, I let out a sigh and started to make my way to the kitchen.Once stepping inside the cold kitchen, I open the refrigerator only to find it empty, great now I have to go out or I can keep starving myself. Since it's been a while of going out and getting sun light I've decided to stay in.
I make my way back up to my room. I close the door behind me and pulled out my phone, I sat on my bed, leaning against my wall and started crying again when I saw messages from Tony. I started to read them one by one. I had maybe about ten, twelve texts from him all wondering why haven't I called him back, or why haven't I been going to school. Do you see what I've done to myself, I practically set myself up for this. you're stupid Melodee! I don't want to think about anything so I decide to take a nap.

After I woke up and felt rested, I get up and head to where I had left my phone. I unlock it and check what day it was. Uh!? It's been 2 more days since I've gotten up. I actually felt guilty for making everyone worry for me maybe I should text them back. I go to my messages and send everyone the same text 'Hey, sorry I haven't replied to u, been busy, I finally got a job! well see u soon!' I lied I haven't gone out at all but today I felt extra hungry maybe it is time for me to stop and face reality even if it hurts like if someone drop a whale on my face. And that hurts, I make my way to my bathroom and get in the shower.

I didn’t realize until now that I’ve been in the shower for a long time now. All I've really done is sit down and and cry, letting water do it's job by itself. I need to stop making this worse for myself. Melodee forget it! but what if I can't forget him. I stood up and started thinking again, I faced palm myself, and got out and changed myself for the day.

Tony POV
It's been a while since I've hung out with Melodee and I'm starting to miss her, alot. I haven't seen her or heard anything about her. She's been missing school, it's almost going to be 3 weeks.

"Honey baby, what's wrong?" Stephanie asked, we were at school, she sat in my lap while she played with my hair. Me and Stephanie have been dating, I really liked her. It turned she was the one that had been calling me anonymously saying she liked me. She's really awesome but the guys don't seem to like her. Especially Kimberly, I've asked her if she or Vic have seen Mel, now that they are dating they probably spend time with her but all she said that she doesn't know anything. I really miss her company, telling her everything, it's been hell not having her here. Today I'm paying her a visit I have to see her, maybe she's sick and she is all alone.
"Oh sorry Steph just thinking about Melodee."
"Melodee? That girl who is like ditching school?"
"She isn't ditching Steph, no one has heard about her." I bring her off my lap and excuse myself from her.
"Tony what are you doing!?"
"I'm going to call her."
"Again?! Do you like her or something. Leave her alone she doesn't desrve you! I do!" I was getting real tired of her jealusy. I hear Stephanie start to get impatient, she makes her way towards me and turns me around. She pressed her lips against mine, I didn't fight it as I was kissing back. She pulled away.
"Babe i'm so sorry, just go visit her, I'll come with you."
"No, I need to do this alone." And with that I kiss her cheek, I couldn't wait until after school to see her so I decided to ditch school.

I got some McDonalds for Mel, I played with the key chain while I thought if I should bother her or not. After finally deciding, I go ahead and start to head to Mel's place..
After approching at her place, I parked the car as soon as I found a spot, I grab the bag of food and head to her door. I was about to knock when the door opened. I was suprised to see Melodee up and all ready, looking really pretty.

Melodee POV

After drying myself I felt like sleeping away again but I suddenly thought why do I keep doing this to myself, Tony doesn't care, I am hurting myself wasting my time on something that is impossible. I let out a sigh and get ready, I throw on some clothes. I go down stairs, I take two-steps at a time. Everyone is at school so their is no chance of seeing anyone might as well go out.
I grab my earbuds and place them on my ears, once opening the door I find someone at the other end, I immediately regret ever opening it.


Here is what Melodee was wearing just incase you want to see http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=82668933
sorry for the mistakes i was writing this in a hurry. comment and tell me what you guys think and it's my fisrt fanfic sorry if it sucks.


Omg this was so awesome please update soon! This is one of the best stories ever man!
Darling Darling
I would just like to point out that there was a typo that made me laugh my ass off! "...I grabbed his back hair..." OMFG THAT MADE MY DAY. XD
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Of course lol =)
Ashlynn202 Ashlynn202
this is the best story iv'e read so far <3333
Arcelia_Fuentes Arcelia_Fuentes
Aww! You're welcome! :D
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