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I Count Your Heartbeats Before You Sleep

I Don't Ever Want To Lose My Best Friend

Tony's POV

"Alright.." Mel said biting her bottom lip. I was pretty excited for my girl friend to actually get to know my best friend instead of me always describing how she's always been there for me.

"So do you guys want to like head somewhere and hang out?" Stephanie asked.

"Hmm can we just stay here." Melodee answered as she sat on a bench near by. We did the same.

"So Melodee can I call you Mel?"

"Sure go ahead." Mel said looking at the ground not wanting to face Stephanie.

"Mel how did you meet my lovely boy friend, I bet he's such an awesome best friend. uh?" Stephanie's hand met mine's as she interlocked our fingers.

"Yeah he is a awesome friend!" My cheeks felt red, I scratch the back of my neck trying to hide my redness. Stephanie soon enough notices, with her thumb she tilts up my chin and rubs her nose with mine's. Mel slaps her thigh while she takes a deep breath, she looks up and then brings her attention back to us letting a small chuckle escape her mouth.

"I got to go guys." Mel starts to make her way towards her car.

"Mel wait up!" I make my way towards her but something stopped me.
"Tony wait! You know she likes you right? Why else would she leave just like that. Don't be stupid Tony."

What? Was Stephanie right. Did she really have feelings for me. Who am I kidding of course she did, that explains her weird behavior ever since I got with Stephanie.
Nice going Tony!

"Tony?!" I snapped back to reality but ugh this is to much to handle right now! The girl I used to always be wanting finally liked me, I had her, but now I belong to someone else.
"I- I don't think she does." I lied, I had to lie to Stephanie but I don't have time for Stephanie if Mel really did like me I can't let her go.
"I'll see you later Steph." And with that I run over to Mel, hearing my name being yelled by a angry Stephanie, I jump into the passenger's seat and face Mel.

"Whoa, Tony what are you doing here?"

"Lets go to your place I.. have to um ask you something." She nods and starts the engine.

Melodee's POV

The drive to my house was silent, I'm a little nervous with what Tony wants to ask me. I could cause us an accident with all of my thoughts. I can't stop myself from thinking of the baddest thing he could say like;
why have you been ignoring me? or We can't be friends anymore! I pressed my hands harder on the steering wheel and continue driving.

I turn off my car and pull out the keys. I relax in the car seat and let out a sigh. "Come on." I grab my bag from behind and step out of the car Tony as well.

We walk side by side until we reach the front door, I pull out my keys from my bag. I carefully open the door and let Tony in while I follow behind closing the door behind me.

"Wow! It's so empty." Tony finally spoke up.

"Yeah, but as soon as I graduate I...I think I'm uh leaving, I'm moving up with my brother and well my family." I admitted, yeah I'm sure going to miss these people especially Tony but there's nothing left for me to do here anymore.

"You're leaving me?" I nod with sigh.

"Just when I thought you were mine."

"What?" I ask.

"Mel I know." what do you know, Tony what do you know.

"What is it that you know?" I ask trying to play it cool.

"I'm not sure but.." Tony got closer to me, don't jump to conclusions Mel he's probably getting comfortable.

"But what Tony?" I manage to say. Tony starts to make his way closer to me, when he reached my side he placed one of his hands on my shoulder while the other one held my hand.

"I..do...you..hmm... I.. I have to go." Tony said slipping his hand out of mine's. This is bullshit, pure bullshit, I am so stupid of course he wasn't going to kiss me. I am so dumb, I always jump to conclusions. Tony made his way to the front door, he waved good-bye and left.

Tony's POV

It's been a few days since I seen Melodee, she did come the day after the 'incident' but I tried my best to avoid her. After that day I haven't seen her, she's not coming to school again. I know it was a bitch of me just leaving her like that the other day but I got nervous, It felt odd, the weird thing is I never get nervous around Mel, I trust her. I've always 'liked' her, more than that I felt like she was the one.

I never regretted doing anything i always choose wisely.

Not this time.

I regret not telling Mel I liked her. Now I know it was true; she did like me if she didn't she wouldn't act this way around me. I regret not realizing it sooner, I'm so dumb. I regret getting with Stephanie, she was a pain in the butt I should say, ever since that day I left her for Mel. I do like her don't get me wrong she's fun, pretty and all. I like her but to be honest one of the other reasons I got with her was because I wanted to forget Melodee, I thought maybe seeing someone else would get me to forget her. It worked, but all of a sudden all this feelings are coming back.

I felt like telling her, but another part of me is scared she doesn't feel the same way. I know I have to do something fast. I don't want to lose her. I don't want Bryan to get in the way. Bryan. That name I hate it, not just that I hate the guy. He tried hitting Mel, my Mel well not really 'my' Mel but still.

I sat on the couch thinking back to that day, suddenly flashbacks of me and Mel came to mind;

"Yeah but still you should of talked to me!" I said while laughing. We sat at the beach where me and Mel always come and talk. We sat on the sand trying our best not to get sand on our self's.

"I was scared! I felt like I bothered you!" She let out a sigh.

"Mel you never bother me! To make you feel better I always wanted to talk to you!"

"Aw Tony." I pull her up, she is now standing on her both feet.

"Oww Tony what the-" I picked her up and placed her on my shoulder, I ran to the water and threw her in it. I laugh at her as she is trying to stand up. She squints her eyes and gives me the evil look. I start to run away but not fast enough, she catches up to me and pulls me down into the water. She laughs as I try and swim, and get her back.

~end of flashback~
All this memories are coming back, but why now?
I felt off all day. Thinking about this is making me feel like shit. I never get like this. I decided to get up and take a shower.

I get dressed putting on what ever came on my hand first. I don't know where I'm heading but I know all this thinking is making me feel stupid. I grab my keys and wallet and head straight to my car.

I put the car in park, turned off the engine and right as I was getting out I thought of something I should of done a long time ago. I slip my phone out of my pocket and dial Vic's number, besides me Vic is pretty close to Mel, I use to be scared something was happening between them but as soon as I found out Vic was happily with Kimberly that pain in my chest went away.

"Hey bro what's up?" Vic answered.

" Hey man, I was just thinking.. um..you know how you're pretty close to Mel?"

"Ah yeah sure. What about her?"

"Well I don't know man. Stephanie told me that she thinks Mel likes me, and I mean I don't know what to do." I spoke into the phone.

"Tony..Tony. Tony." Vic laughed on the other end.

"What?" I say a little concerned with what Vic was going to say.

"Tone I'm not suppose to tell you but I know you still like her, I see the way you look at her. And I'm not saying anything about her!"

"Come on, tell me what you know I don't know what to do man!" I whined.

"Alright, Yes tony. Melodee does like you."

" Oh."

"What are you going to do about it tone."

"I got to go." I hung up. Now it was proven Mel does have feelings for me. I stepped out of the car and made my way into the Bar in front of me. I felt bad, stupid, not to see this sooner, I just had to let it out somehow.

"Give me something to forget."


Omg this was so awesome please update soon! This is one of the best stories ever man!
Darling Darling
I would just like to point out that there was a typo that made me laugh my ass off! "...I grabbed his back hair..." OMFG THAT MADE MY DAY. XD
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Of course lol =)
Ashlynn202 Ashlynn202
this is the best story iv'e read so far <3333
Arcelia_Fuentes Arcelia_Fuentes
Aww! You're welcome! :D
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