Let Love Bleed Red
Darling, You'll Be Okay
I was so shocked that Vic asked me to be his boyfriend. No one has ever liked me before, let alone asked me that. Don't get me wrong, i was ecstatic. But, i couldn't shake the voices in my head telling me that he just feels bad for me. God damn i hate these voices!
"When can we leave?" I asked Vic, who had his arm wrapped around my shoulder. He removed his arm, causing a whimper to escape my lips at the loss of contact.
"I'll go ask." I nodded then watched him leave. The room felt emptier and colder without him in here. A thought popped into my head that i wish hadn't. What if he doesn't come back? I shuddered at the idea of him just leaving me. He wouldn't do that. Would he? My worries were lifted when he sauntered back into the room with my doctor.
"Can i leave?" I asked with high hopes that i'd be able to get out of this hell hole.
"Well Mr. Quinn, you have some minor bruising on your ribs and neck. Nothing too serious. All i need is someone to sign these discharge papers, then you are free." The doctor said. I grinned at his words and happily cheered.
"Who's going to be signing your papers?" He asked. To be honest i didn't know. My dad's in jail and i have no idea where my mom is.. So who?
"I'll do it." Vic chimed in. I shot him a confused look.
"How old are you?" The doctor questioned.
"17, sir. But, Kellin doesn't have any family around here. It was only him and his dad." The doctor thought for a second before sighing and handing Vic my paperwork. Vic signed a few things before the doctor exited, allowing me to get dressed.
I attempted to get out of bed, but screamed out in pain once i sat up. Vic rushed over to my side and slowly helped me out of bed.
"You okay?" He asked, concern lining his voice.
"Y-yeah. I just want some medicine to make the pain go away." I whimpered. I couldn't help but notice how much i sounded like a child just now. Vic nodded just as the same annoying ass nurse rudely walked into the room. There's something about her that pisses me off.
"You in any pain?" She asked, dumbly.
"No shit i'm in pain!" I snapped at her. I saw Vic try to hide his laugh and grinned, slightly.
"I will g-go get you a prescription." She stammered before hurrying out of the room.
"Kells, she's fucking petrified of you." Vic laughed. He guided me over to the chair that held a bag, most likely holding the clothes i was about to change into.
"While you were sleeping i had my brother drop of some clothes for you." Vic announced before pulling out a pair of black skinny jeans and a gray v-neck. I blushed when he pulled out a pair of boxers.
"Need help getting dressed?" He asked. I bit my lip before nodding slowly. He smiled before telling me to put my arms up, to which i complied. Vic lifted my shirt up before pulling it off my body, and gasping.
"Kellin you're skin and bones!" He shouted. I looked down, ashamed of the reason behind it. But i didn't see skin and bone at all. I saw fat, and tons of it. Vic put his fingers under my chin and gently raised my head up, wiping a few stray tears away with his thumb.
"Do you...Starve yourself?" As he asked that question i felt tears well up in my eyes before they poured out. I grabbed onto Vic, sobbing into his shoulder. He soothingly rubbed my back and hushed me.
"Kellin, you don't need to starve yourself. You're absolutely perfect. Please try to stop?" Vic said with tears in his eyes after he pulled me off of him.
"I d-don't know if i c-can.." I said, truthfully.
"Move in with me and my brother. I can help you. You already mean so much to me, Kellin. We can beat this...Together."
"When can we leave?" I asked Vic, who had his arm wrapped around my shoulder. He removed his arm, causing a whimper to escape my lips at the loss of contact.
"I'll go ask." I nodded then watched him leave. The room felt emptier and colder without him in here. A thought popped into my head that i wish hadn't. What if he doesn't come back? I shuddered at the idea of him just leaving me. He wouldn't do that. Would he? My worries were lifted when he sauntered back into the room with my doctor.
"Can i leave?" I asked with high hopes that i'd be able to get out of this hell hole.
"Well Mr. Quinn, you have some minor bruising on your ribs and neck. Nothing too serious. All i need is someone to sign these discharge papers, then you are free." The doctor said. I grinned at his words and happily cheered.
"Who's going to be signing your papers?" He asked. To be honest i didn't know. My dad's in jail and i have no idea where my mom is.. So who?
"I'll do it." Vic chimed in. I shot him a confused look.
"How old are you?" The doctor questioned.
"17, sir. But, Kellin doesn't have any family around here. It was only him and his dad." The doctor thought for a second before sighing and handing Vic my paperwork. Vic signed a few things before the doctor exited, allowing me to get dressed.
I attempted to get out of bed, but screamed out in pain once i sat up. Vic rushed over to my side and slowly helped me out of bed.
"You okay?" He asked, concern lining his voice.
"Y-yeah. I just want some medicine to make the pain go away." I whimpered. I couldn't help but notice how much i sounded like a child just now. Vic nodded just as the same annoying ass nurse rudely walked into the room. There's something about her that pisses me off.
"You in any pain?" She asked, dumbly.
"No shit i'm in pain!" I snapped at her. I saw Vic try to hide his laugh and grinned, slightly.
"I will g-go get you a prescription." She stammered before hurrying out of the room.
"Kells, she's fucking petrified of you." Vic laughed. He guided me over to the chair that held a bag, most likely holding the clothes i was about to change into.
"While you were sleeping i had my brother drop of some clothes for you." Vic announced before pulling out a pair of black skinny jeans and a gray v-neck. I blushed when he pulled out a pair of boxers.
"Need help getting dressed?" He asked. I bit my lip before nodding slowly. He smiled before telling me to put my arms up, to which i complied. Vic lifted my shirt up before pulling it off my body, and gasping.
"Kellin you're skin and bones!" He shouted. I looked down, ashamed of the reason behind it. But i didn't see skin and bone at all. I saw fat, and tons of it. Vic put his fingers under my chin and gently raised my head up, wiping a few stray tears away with his thumb.
"Do you...Starve yourself?" As he asked that question i felt tears well up in my eyes before they poured out. I grabbed onto Vic, sobbing into his shoulder. He soothingly rubbed my back and hushed me.
"Kellin, you don't need to starve yourself. You're absolutely perfect. Please try to stop?" Vic said with tears in his eyes after he pulled me off of him.
"I d-don't know if i c-can.." I said, truthfully.
"Move in with me and my brother. I can help you. You already mean so much to me, Kellin. We can beat this...Together."
update! !!!!
2/27/14