Let Love Bleed Red
You've Gone Too Far
In a flash i pulled Balz off of Kellin and knocked him to the floor. He was purely shocked, the look evident on his face. Aside from shock, he was also angry. He probably didn't guess that i'd show up so fast; destroying any further plans involving Kellin. I didn't care, though. I didn't care about anything in that moment besides getting Kellin out of there and teaching Balz a lesson. Nothing went through my mind, no hesitation or second thoughts, as i began punching him over and over again.
Eventually, i was pulled off of the now very blood and bruised Balz. I half expected the person to be either Chris or Ricky but it was Mike. The two were no longer in the room so i assumed Mike kicked them out. Kellin was still on the couch-now-bed, now clothed, and sobbing uncontrollably. I looked at him and felt my heart shatter.
"Go be with him." He whispered. I nodded and ran over to Kellin's shaking body, immediately wrapping my arms around him and pulling him to my chest. It took everything in me not to go back and continue beating the shit out of Balz, but Kellin was far more important than that.
"V-vic..." Kellin whimpered, wetting my shirt with his ongoing stream of tears.
Out of the corner of my eye i noticed Mike whispering something into Balz ear before pushing him back onto the ground. He walked over to me and Kellin, instantly frowning.
"Lets go.. There's no point in being here anymore." Mike spoke softly. I sighed and nodded, swallowing back my anger and the tears that threatened to spill. I needed to be strong, for Kellin.
I picked Kellin up bridal style. He whimpered and hissed loudly every time his lower half would move even the slightest bit. It shattered my already broken heart into tiny microscopic pieces. I gently placed Kellin in the backseat and slid in myself, holding him close when he leaned towards me. Mike shut the door for me and climbed into the drivers seat, pulling out of the driveway as soon as he turned the car on.
How could i have let this happen?
Kellin finally calmed down after 3 full hours of non stop sobbing. It was nearing 4 o'clock in the morning and i was exhausted, but i wasn't going to sleep till Kellin did. We were lying on my bed under the warmth of my comforter, doing nothing but holding onto each other for dear life. I never really prepared for this moment and the after shock of it all. I guess i kept telling myself that i wouldn't let Balz anywhere near Kellin and believed it so much that when it came down to it, i was incapable of doing so. Sure, i was outnumbered but still.
"Vic?" Kellin's small voice whispered. I hummed in reply, kissing his head comfortingly.
"Are...Are you g-gonna leave me n-now?" He questioned. I stayed silent for a moment, honestly shocked that Kellin would think that. I rolled over and face him, rest a hand gently on his hip as my other one held my head up.
"Never in a million years, Kells. Why would you think that?" I asked. Kellin shrugged and looked down. I noticed a tear slip down his face and place two fingers under his chin, pulling his face up. A broken looked laced his usually flawless face; now only flawed because of the painful looking cut on his lip and nasty bruise on his jaw. Didn't matter, he was still perfect to me.
"Because B-balz...Balz..He.." Kellin stuttered.
"Shh, you don't have to say it. But don't worry Kellin. I would never and will never break up with you. You have my word, baby. It's very late, we should get some sleep. Okay?" Kellin nodded and shifted, wincing at the movement. I turned the light off and wrapped my arm around his waist after i rolled back over. I kissed his shoulder lovingly before whispering,
"I love you baby, no matter what. We're gonna get through this..together."
Eventually, i was pulled off of the now very blood and bruised Balz. I half expected the person to be either Chris or Ricky but it was Mike. The two were no longer in the room so i assumed Mike kicked them out. Kellin was still on the couch-now-bed, now clothed, and sobbing uncontrollably. I looked at him and felt my heart shatter.
"Go be with him." He whispered. I nodded and ran over to Kellin's shaking body, immediately wrapping my arms around him and pulling him to my chest. It took everything in me not to go back and continue beating the shit out of Balz, but Kellin was far more important than that.
"V-vic..." Kellin whimpered, wetting my shirt with his ongoing stream of tears.
Out of the corner of my eye i noticed Mike whispering something into Balz ear before pushing him back onto the ground. He walked over to me and Kellin, instantly frowning.
"Lets go.. There's no point in being here anymore." Mike spoke softly. I sighed and nodded, swallowing back my anger and the tears that threatened to spill. I needed to be strong, for Kellin.
I picked Kellin up bridal style. He whimpered and hissed loudly every time his lower half would move even the slightest bit. It shattered my already broken heart into tiny microscopic pieces. I gently placed Kellin in the backseat and slid in myself, holding him close when he leaned towards me. Mike shut the door for me and climbed into the drivers seat, pulling out of the driveway as soon as he turned the car on.
How could i have let this happen?
Kellin finally calmed down after 3 full hours of non stop sobbing. It was nearing 4 o'clock in the morning and i was exhausted, but i wasn't going to sleep till Kellin did. We were lying on my bed under the warmth of my comforter, doing nothing but holding onto each other for dear life. I never really prepared for this moment and the after shock of it all. I guess i kept telling myself that i wouldn't let Balz anywhere near Kellin and believed it so much that when it came down to it, i was incapable of doing so. Sure, i was outnumbered but still.
"Vic?" Kellin's small voice whispered. I hummed in reply, kissing his head comfortingly.
"Are...Are you g-gonna leave me n-now?" He questioned. I stayed silent for a moment, honestly shocked that Kellin would think that. I rolled over and face him, rest a hand gently on his hip as my other one held my head up.
"Never in a million years, Kells. Why would you think that?" I asked. Kellin shrugged and looked down. I noticed a tear slip down his face and place two fingers under his chin, pulling his face up. A broken looked laced his usually flawless face; now only flawed because of the painful looking cut on his lip and nasty bruise on his jaw. Didn't matter, he was still perfect to me.
"Because B-balz...Balz..He.." Kellin stuttered.
"Shh, you don't have to say it. But don't worry Kellin. I would never and will never break up with you. You have my word, baby. It's very late, we should get some sleep. Okay?" Kellin nodded and shifted, wincing at the movement. I turned the light off and wrapped my arm around his waist after i rolled back over. I kissed his shoulder lovingly before whispering,
"I love you baby, no matter what. We're gonna get through this..together."
update! !!!!
2/27/14