For the rest of the day i made sure Kellin was 100% safe. Either me or Mike stayed with him and if Balz or someone from his group showed up, we immediately left. I honestly couldn't believe what i witnessed in class. It broke my heart to see Kellin struggle against Balz as he forcefully made out with him. I just wanted all of the madness to be over and done with.

"Are you okay?" Kellin asked softly, his hand rested on my shoulder. I put down the can of Pepsi that i was drinking out of and sighed. I had gotten him to eat a yogurt, which was good, although he barely made a dent in it.

"I'm fine. Just frustrated and pissed off." I shrugged. Kellin nodded in knowing and frowned almost instantly.

It was silent a few minutes as i continued sip out of the soda can in deep thought and Kellin hesitantly took a few more bites of his yogurt.

"I really am okay..." He spoke up. I scoffed and shook my head.

"Bullshit, don't lie me." I spat, more bitter than intended. A look of hurt flashed across Kellin's face before he turned away. I was instantly filled with regret. I put my hands on his shoulders and turned him to look at me.

"I'm sorry or snapping at you. I'm just really stressed and frustrated 'cause of all of this." I apologized. I was shocked and a little worried when the look of hurt changed to anger.

"And it's my fault, isn't it? Because of me, you and your brother didn't talk for months! Because of me, you have to go through all of this shit! It's all of because of me, it's all my fucking fault! Well i'm sorry okay? I didn't say you had to stick around and with this!" Kellin shouted, tears streaming down his face.

"None of this is your fault Kellin, that's ridiculous. I'm sticking around because i want to, not because i have to. What's with you?" I argue. I didn't get why Kellin took what i said so offensively, it was pissing me off.

"Yes it is Vic! You can't have a normal relationship because Balz and his group won't leave me alone! If you're sick of having to deal with him, that's fine, i'll do it by myself! I don't need you sticking up for me if you don't want to!" He yelled as tears stained his pale face. He was now stood up, bending over to yell in my face as his hands were balled up into fists. I was stunned at this sudden outburst. I never saw that side of Kellin before.

When i realized how hurt and upset Kellin looked, i started to soften a bit. His beautiful baby blue eyes where blood shot from crying and his face was stained with salty tears. His clenched fists were trembling and he just had an overall broken look on his face.

"Who ever said i didn't want to?" I began, my voice lighter. "I love you Kellin, that's why i'm still here. Yes i'm frustrated and angry but not at you or because of you. I'm frustrated that this is happening to you and that i can't do much about it. I'm angry because i can't stand the thought of Balz or one of his friends touching you, in any way. I'm never going to leave you, Kells. I'll stick by your side through everything." I spoke softly, my hands holding his. A single tear fell from his eye before he pressed his lips to mine.

"I'm sorry for freaking out on you. I'm just scared and i feel bad for making you go through this." Kellin sighed. I pulled him onto my lap and allowed him to cuddle up against my chest.

"Don't be sorry, baby. I understand." I smiled. Kellin nodded and snuggled deeper into my body, sighing in content at my warmth.

I held him for a while and eventually he fell asleep. As quietly and gently as i could, i brought Kellin up to my bedroom. He looked so precious wrapped up in my comforter with his head on my chest. Times like those meant the most to me. Even though he wasn't conscious, i still enjoyed the silence and the sound of his slow breathing. An hour passed before there was a knock on my door.

"Come in." Mike walked into my room with a smile on his face.

"What are you so happy about?" I questioned, an eyebrow raised. Mike sat down at the edge of my bed and grinned excitedly.

"There's a party at my friends house tonight." He stated. I gave him a puzzled look. Why should i care? As if Mike read my mind, he spoke up again. "You and Kellin should come with me man! I know you haven't been to a kick ass party in forever, and i'm sure he's never been to one before. It'll be awesome." He exclaimed. I glanced at Kellin who was still sleeping peacefully half on my chest and half on my shoulder before directing my gaze back to my brother.

"He probably hasn't but i don't know man. I don't think he's ever had alcohol before....And what if Balz and his group are there? I don't wanna risk anything." I shook my head skeptically. Mike was silent for a minute in thought before his face lit up with excitement once again.

"This kid doesn't even know Balz or any of his friends. He doesn't chill with that kind of crowd, mainly stoners and skaters. Besides, it's never too late to get shit faced!" He cheered loudly, making Kellin mumbled incoherently and roll over.

"Bro, i don't kno-"

"It'll be fine, trust me!" Mike cut me off. I looked at my sleeping boyfriend once more before shrugging.

"Yeah, i guess so." I sighed. Mike cheered even louder than before, waking Kellin up. I smiled when Kellin cutely pawed the sleep from his eyes and sat up, yawning.

"Why are you guys so loud?" He asked groggily. I laughed and rubbed his back as he yawned again. Mike grinned widely at Kellin before cheering:

"We're going to a party!"

Notes

sorry i haven't updated in forever!!! i've been so busy with school and everything, i barely had time to think! but don't worry, i'm back!

sooo, they're going to a party! how do you guys think the party is going to turn out? xo