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Let Love Bleed Red

Why Can't Things Ever Change?

My heart nearly stopped when Mike walked into the room. Vic has no idea that it was his brother who put me in the hospital... Can i even tell him? The look Mike gave me said otherwise.

"Hey Mike! Why are you here?" Vic asked, obvious confusion in his voice.

Mike sat on my bed nonchalantly, as if he didn't almost kill me earlier today. I don't even think he feels guilty!

"Just wanted to check in on everything, y'know." He said shrugging.

"Bullshit." I blurted out. My eyes widened when i realized that i had spoken that out loud.

"What?" Mike asked, confusion in his voice and anger in his eyes.

"N-nothing.." I mumbled.

We sat there for a while in a not so comfortable silence. Vic absentmindedly played on his phone while i was being glared at by Mike. I wanted to tell Vic that Mike beat me up, but i can't. That would put a huge strain on their relationship, and there already is one! I really do fuck things up don't i? I still don't get, and don't think i ever will, why Mike despises me so much.

"Don't worry Kells, we'll find out who did this." Vic spoke up with determination in his voice. Mike's eyes darted to Vic and back to me. He silently warned me to keep quiet. Vic must have noticed Mike staring me down and furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

"What happened between you two? There seems to be more tension today.." Vic asked.

"Nothing, nothing at all. Right, Kellin?" I didn't know whether to agree with Mike or confess to Vic that it was him. Tears started rolling down my face at the immense pressure.

"Baby, why are you crying?" Vic questioned worriedly. I didn't know what to say, so instead i raised my arm and pointed directly towards Mike.

"He did it." I whispered, almost inaudibly. I knew right then as the words escaped my mouth that i'd regret it later. Who knew later would come so soon?

"You son of a bitch! I told you to leave him alone! You almost fucking killed him, Michael!" Vic yelled as he stood up to face Mike. Mike stood up too, his gaze shifting from me to Vic. I was petrified of what Mike and his friends would do to me after i got out of the hospital.

"He fucking hit me first, Vic! God dammit, you always make him out to be so innocent! It's fucking disgusting!" Mike shot back.

"He is innocent! Since the day i brought him home you've given him shit, why Mike? What did he ever do to you? And i bet he hit you because you were bothering him. But where's the mark that he made hitting you? Do you wanna compare damage? If you killed him i would have never forgiven you." Vic yelled. I was surprised that no nurses or doctors came in because of how loud they were being.

"He's a little bitch and he fucking deserved it!" Mike started, walking around my hospital bed so he was closer to me. "Since the day you met him i've barely spoken a word to you, and that was before i started tormenting him! I saw how mesmerized you were by him at school and i knew you would ignore me for him! I'm sick of it! Why won't you just fucking kill yourself already!?" He yelled, directing the last sentance towards me.

By now tears were pouring down my face and i was sobbing harder than ever. What he said about me was mean but i also felt so bad that when i came around, Vic stopped paying attention to him. I didn't know it bothered him so much. But, why do i feel like that's not the whole story?

"Get out." Vic growled.

"See? Once again you're picking him over your own brother! Whatever, i'm fucking done." I watched as Mike stormed out of my hospital room.

"Vic?" I whimpered. He looked at me with a cold expression on his face. I don't think it was directed towards me, but the situation. Although, i'd be lying if i said it didn't hurt me.

"I can't Kellin, i'm sorry." Vic mumbled emotionlessly before walking out of the room too.

What did he mean by that? Is he breaking up with me? I can understand why he would, i just potentially ruined his relationship with his brother. Where am i going to go? I don't want to go back to that place, once my dad gets his hands on me i'll be dead for sure! Even if he didn't, i can't possibly live without Vic.

I rolled over, crying harder and harder as every negative thought that popped into my head. Before i knew it, my eyes slipped shut.

Notes

i don't know how i feel about this chapter. idk. well, hope you guys liked it.

Comments

update! !!!!

@Vic'sMicrohoneCord oh thank you!!!!! I'm glad you like both of them! and I definitely will :)

Lexi Johnson Lexi Johnson
12/10/13

girl I <3 Wretched and Divine on BVB fanfic but this?! Oh em gee this is like PERF. Please make a sequel once this is over!!!!!!

Update soooooooon
Janese Janese
11/9/13
Update soooooooon
Janese Janese
11/9/13