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Trying to Hold It All Together

When you dream of me tonight, am I close to where you are?

Tony ran his fingers throughout the beautiful green grassy all around him. The sweet smell of spring occupied his nose while his eyes fixated on the person lying beside him. A small giggle escaped her rosy lips as she leaned her head up against his stern chest. Together they watched the sunset; forever in awe of its striking colors and eternal beauty.

"I love you Melanie," Tony whispered into his girlfriend's ear. He could feel her lips curl up into a smile as he said that. Her head nuzzled into his chest even more; the feeling sending chills down his spine. Tony let one of his tattooed arms gracefully slide down Melanie's side before interlocking their fingers with one another.

This was the girl he had fallen for in just a few months, the same one who had taken him to new heights. She was the first thing on his mind when he woke up and the last thing before he closed his eyes to sleep. Melanie meant everything to him along with his family and the band.

From her dazzling, green hues to the beautiful smile he adored seeing daily. She was the only one able to bring him out of the dark after his tragic break up with Stephanie: the one he thought he had truly loved in the beginning. Unlike Stephanie though, Melanie had a heart. That's where the two of them both differed from one another.

In the blink of an eye, soft lips found their way onto Tony's unexpectedly. Vanilla mixed with a slight hint of cherries lingered on his lips which caused him to moan. Melanie on the other hand smiled into the passionate kiss she was currently sharing with her boyfriend. Arms belonging to Tony, protectively wrapped around her body as he deepened the kiss.

She felt her knees weaken at his movement for she was helplessly in love with her best friend, boyfriend, and soul mate. The kiss was broken after she moved her lips away from Tony's and muttered a sweet "I love you Tony" back his way. A smile formed on his mouth as the two continued to lie beside each other in the field; his hand softly stroking Melanie's brunette locks.


The bright California sunshine peeked out from Tony's windows. Slowly, his eyes fluttered open while his body shifted in his place. He desperately hoped that his mind wasn't playing games with him once more but he was wrong yet again. His hands clenched at the empty white sheets next to him. A year had passed since anyone had slept there; a year filled with both pain and tragedy.

Tony's heart urged him to go back to sleep but his mind wanted him to go a separate way. If he were to close his eyes once more then he would hopefully be able to dream about Melanie for the second time or worse a nightmare. Uncertainty left him puzzled and confused, he wanted to go back to remember all his joyful times filled with laughter but he didn't want to relive a disaster he genuinely wanted to forget.

It didn't take him long to make his final decision. One by one, his feet moved from out of his bedroom and into the kitchen. A familiar blue can with white writing on it graced the palm of his hand. The only way Tony would be able to get over everything was to drink his sorrows away. He felt as if it was his only option.

In the end, his heart still longed for what it had lost.

Notes

sorry I haven't updated this story but it's on mibba as well and I forgot I also posted it here.

-Austincarlily

Comments

@theghostinside
Thanks. (: I'm hoping to put up at least one or two chapters by tonight.
Austincarlily Austincarlily
9/1/13
this is so good aaahhh
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9/1/13
@hollaforadolla
Thank you so much I'm glad you love it. (:
Austincarlily Austincarlily
8/26/13
This is amazing!
hollaforadolla hollaforadolla
8/26/13