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Let It Be

Lay With Me

Austin and I had gone through two movies and an entire pizza before we started actually talking. Not that it was awkward before, believe me it was anything but that. Every second spent with him was just naturally enjoyable. We didn't even have to be doing anything.

"Nia?" he said and looked down at me.

"Yeah?" I answered enthusiastically and turned my face to look at him.

"How're you and Tony?"

"We-we're good. I-uh-we're actually having a baby..." I felt guilt hit me like a truck when I said it, and I don't know why.

"Oh wow congratulations!" His eyes were filled with sadness even though there was a wide smile across his face. His eyes didn't scrunch up with this smile. It wasn't real.

"Austin I'm so sor-"

"For what Antonia? You have nothing to be sorry about. You're having a baby with your boyfriend. Lots of people do that," he shrugged and turned to face the tv again.

"Austin?" I whispered after about ten minutes of pretending to watch Radio.

"Hmm?"

"I did like you ya know. Back on Warped?" I turned to face him and hoped I wasn't starting something I couldn't finish.

"So why'd you go back to him huh? Why didn't you just end things with him and give me a chance?"

"I love him Austin," I whispered looking away from him.

Austin turned to face me quickly and cupped my face in his hands.

"Look at me and tell me you love him, Nia," He demanded.

"Austin I do!" I shouted.

"Say it Ni!"

"Tony is my-" I was cut off by Austins lips. His hands dropped from my face and he gripped my hips. My own arms snaked around his neck and I kissed him back roughly. Austins hands traveled up and down my sides while they pulled me closer to him. When we pulled away I just stared at him in shock. "Oh my god," I cried and covered my mouth with my hand.

"Shit I'm sorry Antonia-I-I have to go I-" he got up quickly and headed towards the door.

"Austin please don't leave me here alone," I whispered. His hand stopped on the doorknob.

"Antonia we can't do this," he said in a low tone.

"Just lay with me Aust," I practically begged. He let out a sigh but walked over to the couch and sat down.

"I'm sorry." Austin said as a commercial popped on between the show we were watching.

"Its fine."

"No Nia it's not fine you're with Tony and I knew that-"

I threw my arms around him and hugged him close to my body. He stopped talking and let out a slow breath.

"Its fine," I whispered into his neck. I felt my hot tears running over my cheeks and down my neck.

"You're having a baby with him," Austin whispered.

"I am,"

"I'm happy for you I just-"

"Austin just lay with me. We don't need to talk about this now," I responded.

He didn't say another word. We would probably never talk about it. We didn't even talk about our feelings for each other during Warped, how would we discuss this?

~

The next morning Austin left at around nine. We had both fallen asleep in Stephanie's spare bedroom, tangled up in each other. I took a shower, ate a bowl of cereal, and wrote
Steph a note thanking her for her to read when she woke up. After taping the paper to the fridge I gathered my things and headed across the small patch of grass back to the apartment I shared with Tony. My hands fumbled with the keys before I actually got the door unlocked. When I pulled it open Tony was sitting on the couch, in his boxers, watching Teen Titans. My lips curved into an smile and I placed my bag on the dinning room table. Tony turned to face me with a blank expression. My feet carried me over to the couch where I laid beside him and rested my head on his lap.

"I'm sorry Tone," I said while he stared at the tv screen. His lips turned up into a crooked smirk.

"It's all forgotten," he smiled and leaned down to kiss me. When he did, it felt nothing like the kiss Austin and I had shared last night. What was happening?

Comments

PLEASE UPDATE!

tony's plugs tony's plugs
1/21/14
yay i'm glad she's friends with austin and not cheating on tony lol
paigetheveil paigetheveil
8/9/13
I like her and Austin together
Tonys_Turtle Tonys_Turtle
8/8/13
Austin is always fucking shit up! lol Keep her and Tony together!
Vics_Girl22 Vics_Girl22
8/8/13
Ohhhh shittt...
tony's plugs tony's plugs
8/8/13