This Love Was Out of Control
To The End
"When do you leave again?" I asked Mike as I walked into the kitchen.
"Fifteen days. Are you sure you're going to be okay with Franky and Collin by yourself?" He raised his eyebrows at me.
"I'll be fine. Franky is nineteen, he can take care of himself." A small laugh came from my lips as I pulled to fridge open to get some tea. "Are you doubting my parenting skills?"
"Never, I pray that you raise our children as well as you've raised your brothers" He smiled and wrapped his arms around my waist. I almost choked on my tea.
"Our children?" I said once I got air. He frowned.
"You still hate kids?"
"I don't hate them...it's just...what about my tummy" I bit my lip and avoided looking into his eyes.
"You still hate them" He groaned.
"No, I don't. I just said I didn't. I'm worried about my tattoo's" I shrugged and walked over to the sink to
rinse out my cup.
"You have that cream stuff at the shop so you don't have to worry about it" Mike said leaning against the corner of the counter.
I stared at him for a few minutes while I thought. Kids didn't seem like such a bad idea, I was really just worried about Mike not being able to be there when our first baby was born. I was terrified of being alone for that and I didn't want to tell him. It would make him feel horrible. Plus, Collin is starting high school next year, how could I deal with a dumb teenager and being pregnant at the same time. The fact that both of us were avid drinkers and pot smokers wasn't too appealing either. If I got pregnant now, he wouldn't be on tour when I got near my due date. I think.
"If this baby isn't a boy I'm gonna hurt you. I need a big strong boy to take care of our little girl" I glared at him. His eyes lit up and he ran over to hug me.
"Really?!" He screamed twirling me around.
"Really. Don't forget, I get to name our first born" I grinned up at him when my feet were placed on the ground again.
"You still remember that"
"Oh I don't forget promises like that" I smirked
"Nothing Star Wars related please" Mike begged.
"Watch out Anakin Fuentes is on his way" I laughed
"No babe please don't do that" He groaned.
"I'll let you name the girl Hermoine" I suggested, raising my eyebrows.
"No, Luna. And her middle name would be Lovegood."
"Oh my god!" I screamed pulling my iphone from my pocket.
"What?"
I opened twitter and tapped on "compose new tweet".
@LunaLovegood I promised you'd be the first to know and I'm keeping that promise, Mike and I are officially back together and it's been a couple weeks. We got a house out here in sunny San Diego! Hope to see you around!
I tapped send tweet and smiled up at him.
"Remember the girl I tattoed 'Forget Regret' on a few years ago? I promised I'd tell her when we got
back together" I giggled and headed towards the living room to tell Collin we had to leave.
"How do you remember things like that!" Mike shouted from the kitchen.
"I'm amazing!" I laughed walking through the front door with Collin to take him to school.
~
"So when do you come home?" I said spinning in the office chair that was seated infront of my macbook.
"Twenty-nine days" He smiled after looking at his phone "How are the boys?"
"Annoying" I groaned "But Collin is sleeping at his friends house the night that you come back so we can work on that thing we talked about before you left" I bit my lip after finishing my sentence.
"What thin- oh" He smirked.
"Mikey come here right now" I frowned.
"Why baby?" The smirk on Mike's face didn't falter a bit.
"You know why"
"You guys are not doing this again!" I heard Jaime shout in the background.
"I don't know what you're talking about" I said loud enough for Jaime to hear.
"Collide is almost over! No more cam sex! Please!" Vic's voice came from somewhere on the bus. I heard honking coming from my driveway.
"Baby, I have to go. Leo and I have work" I frowned. Worry spread across his face after he glanced at his phone.
"You're like three hours late! Go!"
"No, you're in Jersey, three hours ahead of me."
"Right I knew that"
"Bye Mikey" I laughed.
"Bye beautiful, I love you" He blew me a kiss as he finished speaking.
"I love you too whiskey hands" I said blowing a kiss back to him before I hung up.
~
This whole Collide with the Sky tour was killing me. I would have gone with them if I didn't have Collin to worry about at home. Geez, I'm starting to make Collin seem like a problem. My heart ached every time I thought about Mike. I wanted to be with him so bad.My hand reached over to the stereo system in the shop and I turned the volume up, dancing around the shop after to Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls. I was stopped when I slammed into someone in the front of the shop.
"Well that's one way of saying hello" laughed a voice that was all too familiar.
I looked up and stared into his dark brown eyes. He cupped my face and pressed his lips against my own passionately.
"But you said" I heard myself say after we separated. He kissed me again. "Twenty-nine days" and again
"I had the schedule!"
"I gave you the wrong one" Mike laughed. Another kiss.
"On purpose?"
"On purpose" He smiled down at me.
"You buttface! I was going crazy thinking we had a whole month left!" I frowned. My arms wrapped
around his torso and my cheek pressed against his chest as I hugged him. " I love you Michael."
"I love you too Victoria. I hate not having you with me everywhere. Let's go get lunch?"
"I have work, I can't-"
"Get outta here!" I heard Dennis scream from the back.
"Go get your bag" Mike laughed.
I ran off to the back to grab my purse, receiving a look from Leo as I passed her.
"They're home!" I screamed running past her again.
"Where are we going?" I questioned as we walked down the street holding hands.
"Oh just some place" He smiled and held the door open to a restaurant. It looked so familiar but I couldn't
figure it out.
"Mike why do I know this place?"
"You'll remember eventually" The smirk on his face didn't falter in the least while we ate our sushi. I
pushed my plate towards him so he could finish for me. That's when I realized where we were.
"This is where you took me on my first day of school!" I practically shouted.
"Finally!" He laughed, throwing his hands up. "Okay let's play 20 questions"
"Isn't that what people do when they're trying to get to know each other." I said as I swirled my straw around in my drink.
"No you have to guess the thing I'm thinking of" He laughed.
"Okay is it big or small?" I rolled my eyes.
"Small"
"Is it alive?"
"No, it's an object"
"What color is it?" I chewed the inside of my cheek while I thought.
"Silver"
"Is it in the shape of a heart?" I said smiling as I touched my locket.
"No, it's not something you've seen before"
"How am I supposed to know then" I pouted.
"You'll get it" He laughed "Keep going"
"Small and silver....a spoon?"
"No"
"A quarter?"
"Nope"
"I don't know Mike!" I looked around, my eyes landing on a womans hand. "A ring?"
"Exactly" He said.
I turned to face where he was sitting, but found him kneeling next to me instead. A small black box rested in the palm of his hands. My heart sped up and I almost forgot to breathe.
"Mike wh-"
"Victoria, you're the only person I want. I want to be able to wake up and see you smiling at me every single morning for the rest of my life. I love knowing that you're what I have waiting for me at home when I finish up a tour and that you don't mind me playing the drums in the house. You were there in the beginning and I want you to be there when it all comes to an end. I love you Vicky, will you marry me?" He slowly slid the ring onto my finger.
"Yes!" I threw my arms around his neck and I listened to people clapping around us.
I'd never been so happy in my life and nothing would ever change the way I felt about Michael Christopher Fuentes.
"Fifteen days. Are you sure you're going to be okay with Franky and Collin by yourself?" He raised his eyebrows at me.
"I'll be fine. Franky is nineteen, he can take care of himself." A small laugh came from my lips as I pulled to fridge open to get some tea. "Are you doubting my parenting skills?"
"Never, I pray that you raise our children as well as you've raised your brothers" He smiled and wrapped his arms around my waist. I almost choked on my tea.
"Our children?" I said once I got air. He frowned.
"You still hate kids?"
"I don't hate them...it's just...what about my tummy" I bit my lip and avoided looking into his eyes.
"You still hate them" He groaned.
"No, I don't. I just said I didn't. I'm worried about my tattoo's" I shrugged and walked over to the sink to
rinse out my cup.
"You have that cream stuff at the shop so you don't have to worry about it" Mike said leaning against the corner of the counter.
I stared at him for a few minutes while I thought. Kids didn't seem like such a bad idea, I was really just worried about Mike not being able to be there when our first baby was born. I was terrified of being alone for that and I didn't want to tell him. It would make him feel horrible. Plus, Collin is starting high school next year, how could I deal with a dumb teenager and being pregnant at the same time. The fact that both of us were avid drinkers and pot smokers wasn't too appealing either. If I got pregnant now, he wouldn't be on tour when I got near my due date. I think.
"If this baby isn't a boy I'm gonna hurt you. I need a big strong boy to take care of our little girl" I glared at him. His eyes lit up and he ran over to hug me.
"Really?!" He screamed twirling me around.
"Really. Don't forget, I get to name our first born" I grinned up at him when my feet were placed on the ground again.
"You still remember that"
"Oh I don't forget promises like that" I smirked
"Nothing Star Wars related please" Mike begged.
"Watch out Anakin Fuentes is on his way" I laughed
"No babe please don't do that" He groaned.
"I'll let you name the girl Hermoine" I suggested, raising my eyebrows.
"No, Luna. And her middle name would be Lovegood."
"Oh my god!" I screamed pulling my iphone from my pocket.
"What?"
I opened twitter and tapped on "compose new tweet".
@LunaLovegood I promised you'd be the first to know and I'm keeping that promise, Mike and I are officially back together and it's been a couple weeks. We got a house out here in sunny San Diego! Hope to see you around!
I tapped send tweet and smiled up at him.
"Remember the girl I tattoed 'Forget Regret' on a few years ago? I promised I'd tell her when we got
back together" I giggled and headed towards the living room to tell Collin we had to leave.
"How do you remember things like that!" Mike shouted from the kitchen.
"I'm amazing!" I laughed walking through the front door with Collin to take him to school.
~
"So when do you come home?" I said spinning in the office chair that was seated infront of my macbook.
"Twenty-nine days" He smiled after looking at his phone "How are the boys?"
"Annoying" I groaned "But Collin is sleeping at his friends house the night that you come back so we can work on that thing we talked about before you left" I bit my lip after finishing my sentence.
"What thin- oh" He smirked.
"Mikey come here right now" I frowned.
"Why baby?" The smirk on Mike's face didn't falter a bit.
"You know why"
"You guys are not doing this again!" I heard Jaime shout in the background.
"I don't know what you're talking about" I said loud enough for Jaime to hear.
"Collide is almost over! No more cam sex! Please!" Vic's voice came from somewhere on the bus. I heard honking coming from my driveway.
"Baby, I have to go. Leo and I have work" I frowned. Worry spread across his face after he glanced at his phone.
"You're like three hours late! Go!"
"No, you're in Jersey, three hours ahead of me."
"Right I knew that"
"Bye Mikey" I laughed.
"Bye beautiful, I love you" He blew me a kiss as he finished speaking.
"I love you too whiskey hands" I said blowing a kiss back to him before I hung up.
~
This whole Collide with the Sky tour was killing me. I would have gone with them if I didn't have Collin to worry about at home. Geez, I'm starting to make Collin seem like a problem. My heart ached every time I thought about Mike. I wanted to be with him so bad.My hand reached over to the stereo system in the shop and I turned the volume up, dancing around the shop after to Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls. I was stopped when I slammed into someone in the front of the shop.
"Well that's one way of saying hello" laughed a voice that was all too familiar.
I looked up and stared into his dark brown eyes. He cupped my face and pressed his lips against my own passionately.
"But you said" I heard myself say after we separated. He kissed me again. "Twenty-nine days" and again
"I had the schedule!"
"I gave you the wrong one" Mike laughed. Another kiss.
"On purpose?"
"On purpose" He smiled down at me.
"You buttface! I was going crazy thinking we had a whole month left!" I frowned. My arms wrapped
around his torso and my cheek pressed against his chest as I hugged him. " I love you Michael."
"I love you too Victoria. I hate not having you with me everywhere. Let's go get lunch?"
"I have work, I can't-"
"Get outta here!" I heard Dennis scream from the back.
"Go get your bag" Mike laughed.
I ran off to the back to grab my purse, receiving a look from Leo as I passed her.
"They're home!" I screamed running past her again.
"Where are we going?" I questioned as we walked down the street holding hands.
"Oh just some place" He smiled and held the door open to a restaurant. It looked so familiar but I couldn't
figure it out.
"Mike why do I know this place?"
"You'll remember eventually" The smirk on his face didn't falter in the least while we ate our sushi. I
pushed my plate towards him so he could finish for me. That's when I realized where we were.
"This is where you took me on my first day of school!" I practically shouted.
"Finally!" He laughed, throwing his hands up. "Okay let's play 20 questions"
"Isn't that what people do when they're trying to get to know each other." I said as I swirled my straw around in my drink.
"No you have to guess the thing I'm thinking of" He laughed.
"Okay is it big or small?" I rolled my eyes.
"Small"
"Is it alive?"
"No, it's an object"
"What color is it?" I chewed the inside of my cheek while I thought.
"Silver"
"Is it in the shape of a heart?" I said smiling as I touched my locket.
"No, it's not something you've seen before"
"How am I supposed to know then" I pouted.
"You'll get it" He laughed "Keep going"
"Small and silver....a spoon?"
"No"
"A quarter?"
"Nope"
"I don't know Mike!" I looked around, my eyes landing on a womans hand. "A ring?"
"Exactly" He said.
I turned to face where he was sitting, but found him kneeling next to me instead. A small black box rested in the palm of his hands. My heart sped up and I almost forgot to breathe.
"Mike wh-"
"Victoria, you're the only person I want. I want to be able to wake up and see you smiling at me every single morning for the rest of my life. I love knowing that you're what I have waiting for me at home when I finish up a tour and that you don't mind me playing the drums in the house. You were there in the beginning and I want you to be there when it all comes to an end. I love you Vicky, will you marry me?" He slowly slid the ring onto my finger.
"Yes!" I threw my arms around his neck and I listened to people clapping around us.
I'd never been so happy in my life and nothing would ever change the way I felt about Michael Christopher Fuentes.
I didn't even realize people read it on there I just stopped updating lol
9/23/13