You Said Forever

Today I skipped out on school I was in a fog everything hurts I was gonna spend my day moping around . I didn't care as I made my way down stairs in my over sized task and batman PJs I layed on the couch watching h2o on Netflix I got through about 14 episodes til I heard the boys come into my house but they never walked into the living room so I got up as I was walking to the kitchen jaime greeted me "hi babe" he looked sad and this like me just gone "hey baby wasup" he backed away from and stated to speak
"Taylor i have to let you go i don't love you like i wished i food and I'm sorry" my heart broke i began to cry he was leaving like the rest i got mad"just get out JUST GET OUT! I HATE YOU" with that he was gone i looked outside to see their tour bus leaving

*later on

I have drank so much my lungs feel like liqueur that shift i wanted to be deaf i didn't text nobody or wrote a note just took my lipstick and wrote IF I SURVIVE CALL NO ONE and with that i downed a handful of sleeping pills and some cough syrup with vodka i was feeling the world go numb Where are you im sorry

Notes

Sorry chapter wheezing this soon it sucks