i turned around just as the bullet went through the window and hit someone or something we all looked around checking to see if we were all good till i saw Angel drop to the floor his whole shirt was soaked in blood i ran to him i tried to apply pressure to his shirt everybody went to find who shot at the bus soon we waited till the ambulance arrvied they took him away but i had to stay behind because i still had a tour to run for a week left worths then back to SD i was confused as in what to do

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after i was sitting in the back lounge in jaimes arms i was so sad i had called the hospital they were gonna send angel to san diego hospital from their i could bring him home we were on our last show i was greatful to be going home cindy hasn't showed back up at all i turned the music up in my ears as waves started to play

I'm slowly drifting away (drifting away)
Wave after wave, wave after wave
I'm slowly drifting (drifting away)
And it feels like I'm drowning
Pulling against the stream
Pulling against the stream

as the other verse came on jaime pulled my ear phones out "babe shows in about hour lets go" i put my head phones back in and got up i havent really spoke much

"hey carlos did the cd's get signed for merch" i asked him "yeah" i walked onto go make sure the decorations were set up soon an hour passed i was sitting side stage making sure everything was running smooth

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tour was over offically now i was on my way back to sandiego we had just arivied to the airport with our luggage and music equipment we were swarmed by a ton of fans who gave me many hugs soon after our plane was coming in about 1-2 hours i was sitting in two chairs streched out i was on the phone with angel

"how are you'' i gushed

"fine tay really in doing good" he spoke in a low voice

"im be their soon ill take you home ill visit everyday" i choked out thats when i noticed the tears coming down my eyes jaime snaked his arms around me


"please dont cry taylor im healing i can still walk sure it hurts but time heals everything "he told me

"i know i shouldnt im sorry but i just feel like i ruined the whole tou ri cant help it but i dont wanna make you feel bad so im gonna say bye but i love you" i hung up the phone as jaime rocked me back and fourth i didnt want to sit so i walk away he tried to follow but i kept going i sat on the floor in an empty area soon vic came and put his arm around me i leant into side as he told merling darling youll be okay

Notes

it was my sister birthday so she begged me to let her update/helpso i wouldnt say this chapter is the best