I woke up on the floor with the sun shining in my face as I sat up I had a really bad head ache pain in my side I groaned and searched through drawers till I found some aspirin I took down three. I took a shower and pulled on blue skinnys and a amity affliction shirt Some red vans and a all time low beanie I grabbed my book bag and headed out as soon soon as I was walking to check mail since its been forever since we been here I ran in to someone and landed on my bum "what the " I could finish as I looked up to see jaime from that band before today " I'm sorry I didn't see you " he put his hand out I took it "i-its fine" I rushed by him and took the mail and proceeded to my car " hey wait up " I seem him running toward my car oh no the voices ,whispers run he doesn't like you he's only going to hurt don't get to close " I'm sorry I have to go please " I backed out of the drive way and sped away to school As I walked into school I see Kevin I walked up to him "please tell me why angel give me a reason " he huffed "look you just can't be around me your a loner your family doesn't like youJust get lost" his words they ripped holes in to me like I was set on fire I just wanted to die I was snapped out of my thoughts when I saw Cindy hands go and shove me " stay away bitch" she spat at me I looked at angel he looked away I watched my happiness leave With a smile on his whores face I got tried to get up but I winced at my ribs they hurt my body was only 95 pounds I started to cry as people started "hey you okay" I saw jaime and his friends "I can't get up " jaime picked me up carefully "thanks but bye I have to go " I limped out of school and sat in my car I pulled out the dash board I pulled out my blade its been so long I traced over the old silvery scars I plugged in my phone and turned up enlarge hearts I heard a knock on the window I didn't bother to look I have no friends my family hates me probably just death knocking on my window I heard the door open and I was pulled out and hugged "is this angel " I heard a laugh " no this is jaime " I was shocked " when why are you here you will just leave like everybody " I pushed him away I cut feel blood seep through my jeans I looked at my arm " You don't have destroy yourself I barely knock you but I feel your worth everything" why why was he saying all of this I'm am nothing I don't deserve to be saved I deserve to die I was going weak from the lost of blood

I slighly fainted and he caught me " no no go away let me die go live your life " i was fading slowly i kept repeating let me die.... Just let me die right before i went out i heard "no cause darling youll be okay "

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I woke up in my room wrapped in covers as i sat up my arms were bandage and my shoes were off i got up walking down stairs to see 4 boys in my living room they all looked at me i looked at them till jaime got up and walked over to me and hugged me the rest came and hugged me also they pulled away and said in unison " I Love you" i was confused they barely knew me " why do you love me " the shortest one spoke " because darling your scars dont faze us i see a pretty girl with a forced smile and btw im vic " my heart beated faster at his words i backed away as jaime grabbed my hand and pulled me upstairs into my room "let me help you" i wanted to say no but i felt sonething " im a ricking time bomb just leace to go off save yourself im worthless" he got upset and grabbed my waist "NO YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL I WONT LET YOU DIE SO STOP SPEAKING THAT I WOBT ALLOW YOU TO" He was screaming i began to cry not because he yelled cause i could feel he cared but i was stuck on Angel as i was wrapped in jaimes arms i pulled away and paced " i know your thinking of angel i know it hurts but you have to let it go i heard what he told you in the hallway" i started to wipe tears as he came and just kissed me i ran out the rim and down the stairs and straight into the tallest one with nice tattoos I hugged him I don't know why bit I did he gladly hugged back " I'm sorry its that jaime kissed me and he yelled at me " he shushed me then jaime came down stairs "Taylor I'm sorry "
I looked at him and said its fine we sat on the cousglh as they told about how they got record deal with fearless records i was zoneing out when i heard vic say they were going on tour for 7 months i guess they noticed cause jaime pulled me closer " see your leaving me to i knew it " the one with gauges spoke tony " yeah but we leave next week also" it was like sadness all over again as i sobbed in to jaime he kissed my cheek " dont worry babe im not leaving you" he just called me i was about to reply when the door opend in walked angel

"What the fuck taylor"

Notes

Chapter two guys well why do think angel is visiting Taylor why is he surprised at the guys