It feels so right, I just know it's wrong.

Kellin's P.O.V.

Victor and I were currently on his couch. Victor had been pampering me all day since I told him what happened. He definitely took my mind off of things with what we did earlier. I honestly never thought I'd have someone to call mine, but now I do and it doesn't even matter if he's my teacher...I mean it sounds weird, but...in reality, it's just two people with a bit of an age gap looking to be loved and feel loved.

I hope we last long enough to the point where we can say we love each other. I don't want to have to go through what everyone calls "heartbreak." Does it really feel like your heart is breaking? To lose someone so close? Is it the same feeling I got when my mom died in my arms? If I were to call anything "heartbreak" it would definitely be what I experienced last night.

"Let's go eat?" Victor asked, running his fingers through my hair.

"Yea." I nodded, trying to smile. I was cheered up but not that cheered up to forget what happened. Victor looked at me and hesitantly leaned in, he stopped midway and then kissed my cheek.

"You know, you don't have to be that shy around me. I'm just a teenager." I chuckled. "I want you to kiss me."

"I'm sorry.." Victor sighed. I shook my head with a smirk and pulled his face close to mine, squishing my lips against his. Victor pulled my body closer and propped me up on his lap.

"Have you really only every gotten a blowjob?" I asked, remembering what he said in class.

Victor looked at me with wide eyes and rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly before speaking.

"Yea..."

"But you dated that one guy for two years."

"I wanted to wait..."

"Until what?" I asked.

"U-Until we...got married. I know, it's dumb, hu? I've just always thought no one should have me entirely until it's sure that we'd be together forever. Sounds really stupid to say it out loud.." Victor shrugged. Then it hit me.

"Is that why you didn't want me to touch you?"

"Sort of...the only reason I ever let Justin touch me was because he'd been waiting so long and...I just thought I should give him something, you know? He put up with me for two years. He always told me he loved me and I guess I could see that he did, but he just wasn't good for me so we broke up and I don't like talking about him. So we're done talking about him, okay?" Victor spoke sternly. I nodded and hopped off his lap. I stuck my hand out allowing him to take it and wind our fingers together.

"Let's go to Wendy's. I wanna try their new Smoked Gouda chicken." I smiled.

"Okay." Victor laughed. "But I'm trying their Pretzel Bacon Cheeseburger."

"You gonna share?" I asked.

"Of course." Victor smirked. "Wait, what time is it?"

"Um..." I took my phone out to check. "12:07" I answered.

"Good. No one from school should see us." Victor smiled. I nodded and we both walked out the door, headed for his car. When we were at Wendy's, we both got what we said we would and took a seat in the back.

"Oh my god, this is paradise!" Victor cheered, holding his burger in the air.

"You're fucking adorable. You're like a big kid." I laughed. He took a big bite into his burger, groaning in satisfaction.

"Yea velyucutoo wanabyy" Victor spoke with his mouth full.

"What the fuck did you say?"

"I said, well you're cute too. Want a bite?" Victor spoke again, this time no food in his mouth.

"Oh. Well yea, you promised." I grinned. Victor and I switched burgers, each taking a big bite.

"Oh my god." I gasped. "This is better than mine!"

"No, no, no. Yours is better than mine. Wow." Victor spoke with wide eyes. He took another bite of my burger, I took another of his. Soon enough we had finished the entire thing.

"Oops." I chuckled, swallowing my last piece. Victor sat back against his side of the booth and stared at me, a smirk rising to his face.

"What?" I asked.

"You know, this could be our first date. I could take you somewhere else after this." Victor suggested. I smiled, feeling my cheeks warm up. Victor reached across the table and held one of my hands. My cheeks instantly went hotter. I felt my stomach swarm with butterflies.

"O-Okay.." I mumbled. Victor laughed, holding my other hand as well. I locked our fingers together, smiling like an idiot. I thought our little moment would last longer but then I heard a group of familiar voices enter Wendy's. I turned my head to see Jenna, Matt, Chris, and Tony. Shit.

"Vic, we have to leave." I urged.

"Why so soon?" Victor asked.

"My friends are here." I whispered, sliding down further in my seat. Victor looked to where they were and within an instant he was doing the same as I.

"What are they doing here?!" Victor whisper yelled.

"We're teenagers, Vic! We skip school and do shit." I whisperer yelled back.

"How are we gonna leave?" Victor asked.

"I'll go sneak out and meet you at your car, okay? Wait a while and act natural before you come outside too." I spoke.

"Okay." I got up quickly, starting to walk until Victor spoke up again."Babe." I turned around, smiling at the name that made my heat flutter in my chest.

"Don't let them see you.." Victor spoke. I nodded, quickly making my way out of Wendy's. Once I was out, I stood next to Victor's car waiting till' he got out. It took about eight minutes before he was finally out. I was worried as hell.

"Kellin." Victor spoke, walking towards me. I sighed in relief.

"God, what took you so long?" I asked.

"They saw me and started talking to me. They were being weird."

"Yea, they're weird people." I shrugged. Victor and I got into his car as discreetly as we could and drove off to Victor's 'mystery location'.

Notes

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