*Skylar Pov

Today when Vic and I got up he left the bus to make a phone call, and came back saying that Jack and Oli were taking me to a theme park, for today's reason, because his stomach was upset. I shrugged ignoring the fact that he was acting rather suspicious and that he was pouring a lot of hot sauce on left over tamales from last night. I slowly cruised back to Vic's and my bunk grabbing a pair of shorts and a Sempiternal t-shirt. I didn't even bother to walk to the bathroom, because I figured the guys were asleep. I pulled off my shirt, leaving me in my bra, when someone behind me whistled. I turned and Mike's head was poking out of his bunk.

"What the fluck Mike?" I angrily whisper-yelled, trying not to get Vic's attention.

"Damn I see why you got paid all that money for sleeping with a bunch of men." He smirked.

"Screw you Mike." I grabbed my shorts and t-shirt, and stormed to the bathroom. I put on my shirt when I heard a knock. I opened up the door, fully decent and saw Mike and immediately slammed the door shut. I locked the door, and slumped to the floor. I felt everything start rushing over me again and I didn't want to break down again. I searched around for blades, or something hot. I got an idea and ran over to the shower head, unscrewing it. Three blades fell out. "What the hell?" I knew these weren't mine. The pounding got louder. I remember why I was in here. I placed the blades back.

"Sky!" I heard Vic yell.

"Doll Face!" Jack screamed. Someone pounded on the door again. I moved the mirror, and found two taped on the back of it. Yet again not mine. Who's are they though?

"Skylar please!" Oli yelled. The pounding kept going.

All of a sudden it just stopped. There was some whispering before Mike spoke. "Sorry Skylar for making that uncalled for comment."

"I heard you but it's not okay that freaking hurt Mike. Guys chill I'm getting ready. I took one of the blades from behind the mirror, and made one little cut below my ribcage, on the side, just enough to draw a little bit of blood. I wasn't doing this because I was upset, like my original intent. Now I want to figure out who's blades they are, because surely they'll confront me.

"Fine." They all said in unison. I wiped off enough blood from it so that it wouldn't drip. I hope this works because I'm breaking a promise. I quickly put a little bandaid on my little cut and put the blade back where I found it. I slid off my pj pants and then put on my jean shorts. I walked out of the bathroom and into the living room/kitchen and all of the guys chitter chatter stopped. They all stared at me.

"So are we going to go or what?" I rudely asked.

"Yeah but Mike wants to talk to you first." Oli sympathetically smiled. Mike got up and walked out of the bus; I followed.

"Self harm scars across your ribcage?" Mike asked.

"So?" I asked refusing to show emotion.

"On your arms?" He asked. He clearly wanted me to explain, but I don't feel like breaking down in front of him.

"What's the point of this Mike?" I questioned him back.

"Why?" He asked genuinely.

"Ask the guys. They at least have been nice enough to make me want to confide in them." I snarled and went to go back in the bus. Mike grabbed my arm and spun me around. He pinned me into the bus.

"Tell me, now." He snarled back. I kneed him in the balls and opened the door to the bus. "Oli! Jack! Let's go." I yelled. I heard them scamper out. They both looked at Mike who was hunched over in pain.

"Dude not cool." Oli told me.

"You two need to stop with your games." Jack walked over to Mike and helped him up. He grabbed my arm and dragged me in front of Mike.

"Mike is scared that you are only going to hurt Vic. Skylar doesn't want to tell you her story, because you've hurt her, to try and get her to go away, so she doesn't trust you because you've hurt her. The fact that you don't trust Mike makes him lash out at you, even worse. You lashing out at Skylar makes her break down, which is making her want to kill herself, which will hurt Vic." Jack explained to the two of us.

"Skylar do you really want to commit suicide that badly, because of what I've said and done?" He shyly looked down at his converse.

"I've wanted to end it all for a while, Vic, Vic well is my light in complete darkness. I've had a rough life..." I muttered.

"How? You have been making so much money!" He snapped.

"Look up the trending stuff on twitter. Holly's video is there and something else of mine. Maybe then you'll understand." I snarled. I walked off with Oli and Jack.

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"Nice shirt." Oli smirked, while I was getting out of the car at the theme park. Apparently Vic had called in early and we got the VIP treatment and everything is free.

"Sweet parking." Jack cheered. I glared at him.

"Aww is Doll Face still grumpy?" Jack ran over and picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. I hit his back.

"Hey lost boy put me down!" I screamed. He gently set me down.

"Did you just come up with a nickname for me?" He asked, excitement lay behind his eyes.

"Yup!" I squealed.

Notes

It took me forever to figure out what nickname to give Jack. Next chapter or in the next few you'll find out what the gunshot was. Also I didn't know what to write for being in the theme park so I just ended it here. What's up with Vic? Why did he stay back? Fear of heights or maybe something else! Read on to figure out.