I awoke yet again alone. I hope this isn't a pattern or anything. I sat up in bed, and recalled what I did yesterday. Let's see, I woke up, tried to go on tumblr, got interrupted by Vic, then Oli came home then he was gone. Then for the rest of the day Oli and I watched moves on the couch, and I never changed out of my pajamas. Oh wait I hope I don't smell...I sniffed the collar of my pajama top, and nodded. I'm going to take a shower. I yawned and stretched out my arms. Slowly I got out of bed and shuffled my feet down the hallway and to the bathroom. I opened the door and stripped down. I turned over and looked in the mirror. I smiled at my "mane." Basically my just longer than shoulder length hair, was super wavy and frizzy. Parts of it stuck up. I scanned down my body, my smiled dropping as I did so. My ribs were cut, burned, and scared. My arms had words etched into them, words that slashed my heart at one point. Maybe I'm better off dead. I shook my head, trying to shake myself of the thought. I may not be Vic's anymore, but I did promise not to do this early. I opened up the shower curtain, got inside, then I shut it. I turned the shower up to where it was mildly scalding my skin, just where I liked it.

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I walked out of the shower and pulled blow dried my hair. I shut my eyes and pretended to be a model at a photo shoot. I imagined what it must feel like to be a model for something. It must feel great. People pay you to look pretty and to take photos of you. I opened my eyes to discover my hair was dry. I wrapped the towel around me and emerged into the hallway. Slowly, I walked into Oli's room. I searched around for some underwear and a bra. Finally finding them, I slipped them on. I found a pair of shorts too. I looked around in Oli's room, which already had all my clothes thrown around it. I smell tested my shirts, and found not a single one was clean.

"Oli!" I yelled out the door.

"Yeah?" He responded.

"Do you have a t-shirt or something I can wear?" I asked.

"Yeah of course!" He responded. I flopped down on his bed the exact moment he walked into the room. He eyed me down, not really sexually, but with caring eyes. I sat up. He turned to his walk in closet and entered it. About thirty seconds later, he reappeared and threw a shirt at me.

"Thank you." I smiled.

"No problem." He winked at me, and I felt the blood rush to my cheeks. I pulled on the t-shirt and Oli smiled. I got up and wrapped my arms around him.

"What ever did I do to be able to be with someone as amazing as you?" I asked.

"You were you, and that's far beyond good enough," He pecked my lips, "far beyond it hun." I dropped my arms and grabbed in right hand with my left hand. I intertwined my fingers with mine. He and I made our way out of the bedroom, and walked through the hallway into the kitchen and to the living room. We sat down on the couch, and Oli sat down on the couch. I sat down next to him. I leaned my head on his shoulder, and he pulled up the internet. Like yesterday, a Skype call came in. Oli hit accept before I could stop him. Sure enough it was Vic.

"Hi Skylar, Oliver." Vic nodded. Oli's face hardened. We all sat there awkwardly. I took my head off of Oli's shoulder.

"Hi Vic, why are you ringing?" Oli finally broke the silence.

"I just wanted to ask Skylar if she was okay with being just friends, and talking like friends would." He explained. Oli nodded, as if to show Vic without saying it he understood.

"So ask her." He demanded.

"Skylar, I know you've forgiven me for my outburst, but do you want to be friends?" He asked.

"Of course Vic, I'm fine with that," I responded, "I just can't really talk for a long time now, Oli and I were going to watch a movie." I lied, trying to get Vic off the other line.

"Of course. I'll leave you two to it." Vic hung up.

"Wow we were going to watch a movie I didn't know that." Oli smirked.

"Shut up." I lightly punched Oli in the shoulder, and rested my head on his shoulder.

"Whatever you say Sky." He smiled, and snuggled his head next to mine.

Notes

Yeah so short chapter, going to go drive stuck shift bye!