*Skylar Pov

I woke up today again with Jack, but this time we weren't alone. Looks like Alex came down here to see the bae. I was still in my bathing suit, and so was Jack. Alex was curled up to Jack's side, and Jack had his arm loosely wrapped around him. Oh Jalex, I ship that.

"Jalex." I shook Jack, which shook Alex too.

"What?" They both groaned at the same time. I grinned.

"Haha you guys responded to Jalex." I laughed. They both glared at me.

"Shut up." They both said at the same time.

"Aww you two are so in sync, you guys should go out." I teased, and just for good measure, I added in a wink at the end.

"Whatever, at least we have each other, and only one if you know what I mean?" Alex smirked. I felt that one hard. I stopped teasing and laughing.

"I have to go to the bathroom." I sighed a stood up. Jack grabbed my wrist as I got up.

"He didn't mean it, Skylar." He said with pleading eyes.

"I'm fine don't worry I just have to go to the bathroom." I sighed, and Jack released me. When I got to the bathroom, I shut the door and grabbed my razor from the shower. I'll have to go out and buy more. I found some random objects, and was able to break the blade parts of the razor free. I sat there, and contemplated doing this. If I chose to, it would make a nice distraction from the whole situation that I had to figure out, and soon. I fI did this though, they'd both be disappointed in me. Yet again, they won't notice, Vic hasn't left his room in a solid two days and Oli is still in a hotel. I'll only make a few, it will be fine, right? I sighed and brought the razor to my skin. I made on cut and it felt really good. Yeah I deserve this don't I? I made another. This is for involving Oli. I made another. For kissing Oli while I was with Vic. I made another, this was for not being able control myself around them. I was making another, for making them wait so long, when the door burst open.

"Skylar stop!" Jack yelled, grabbing my bloodily blade and throwing it at a wall. It struck the wall in such a fashion that in stayed in there. "What the fuck are you thinking!" He yelled. I looked at him with my teary eyes.

"I'm sorry." I cried. A figure appeared behind Jack. Vic pushed past Jack. It was Vic!

"Skylar." He cooed holding up my wrist.

"I'm sorry I never meant to do this much." I whispered.

"It's okay. We're going to get you help okay?" He nodded at me, awaiting my answer.

Another figure appeared. Oli! What was he doing here? "Woah, Sky what are you doing?" He asked. I sat down on top of the toilette, and he kneeled next to me, grabbing my arm from Vic.

"Skylar, you know I came just in the perfect time. He scooped me up and set me down on the counter. He pulled out the tools to tend to my wounds. He bandaged me up.

"We are taking her to a good friend of mine. He's a shrink. She'll like him." Vic told Oli. Oli just nodded. Vic scooped me up this time. Oli went ahead and started his car. How he has an american license and a car here is beyond me.

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"How exactly are you planning on choosing?" The shrink asked.

"Honestly it's like choosing food or water. I need both of them." I shrugged.

"Well do this. What if Oli move back?" She asked.

"I would be heartbroken." I sighed.

"And now imagine if one of them died." I imagined ___ dying. Tears sprung to my eyes.

"I think you have your answer." She smiled.

She was right. I knew now who I am supposed to be with. I just want to sleep on it and make sure it's right before I break ___'s heart.

Notes

Delaying another day, because before I went to write this I got two more comments, and I really want to let you guys have time to vote. It will be closed at 5 p.m. tomorrow. If you are following the story, I urge you to vote, because this is the most conflicting thing I have ever come across in my writing.