200 Reasons To Live

*Skylar Pov

When I woke up I immediately called Vic. He answered on the fourth ring.

"Skylar?" He voice cracked, and I could tell he had been crying for a solid two or more hours before I called.

"Vic?" I croaked.

"Skylar I'm missed your voice." He sniffled. I could feel myself tearing up. "I'm going to miss seeing you. The last time I will see you is when we fought." The tears were building up, threatening to spill.

"Vic don't say that! Come on you are trying to save me from doing this to myself. If you go I will." I pleaded.

"You'll be fine, you have Oli, Mike, Jaime, Tony, Jack, and all of sleeping with sirens to keep you safe." He told me.

"No! You have them too, besides maybe Oli, because he's with me."

"They all are really pissed at me and shunning me out for doing what I've done."

"No! Please don't! They'll get over it!"

"Goodbye Skylar, I love you." He whispered.

"No Vic-" I yelled into the phone. I tried calling him, but it went to voicemail. I screamed in frusteration. I threw my phone on my bed and dropped to my knees and just screamed. I didn't know what else to do. I'm so far away from him, I won't be able to get to him in time.

"Skylar are you okay?" Oli was in my room right infront of me.

"Vic's gone, he's going!" I screamed.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"Oli, he's going to kill himself." I whispered. He ran out of the room, and came back with his phone. He was calling Mike.

"Hello?" Mike asked.

"Mike this is Skylar, go to Vic, I don't care how pissed you are at him, he's not picking up, and he told me." I started hyperventallating. "Suicide!" I yelled into the phone.

"Shiz!" Mike yelled and hung up. I handed Oli's phone back to him. The rest of the day we heard nothing from anybody. Oli tried to keep my distracted, but nothing worked. At 3 in the morning, I finally passed out from exhaustion. All I could think of was Vic.

Notes

Yeah only 11 I'm catching up. This is the fourth chapter of something I've written today.