When I woke up I was in a bunk. What? I went to sleep on the ride home from the photo shoot. Oh I must be in Oli’s bunk. I hopped out and went over to the kitchen area, which was in the back of this bus. I bumped into someone. Me being the klutz I am, fell over.

“Hey I’m sorry.” The person offered me a hand.

“So whom did you sleep with?” Lee smirked.

“Haha, no one on this bus.” I sassed.

“Oli then it is.” He took a drink of his beer.

“What time is it?” I asked rubbing my temples. Great I have a headache.

“Two A.M. What are you doing here?” He asked.

“Oli-” He cut me off.

“Slept with you.” God he is getting on my nerves.

“No goddammit I was breaking down yesterday at a photo shoot because of issues with my boyfriend, who I don’t even know if I can call my boyfriend. He thought I cheated on him because I slept-” He butted in again

“With Oliver.” He said.

“Dude shut the fuck up.” My hands started trembling, and the walls were closing in.

“Are you okay, your face is paper white?” He asked. I sat down.

“Get Oli.” I gasped for air. He went running off.

“Oli! Oli! Dude some chick is in the kitchen, she looks like a ghost.” He explained to him. I heard the thudding of feet. Oli’s face appeared in front of me.

“Sky, Shhh.” He brushed some hair away from my face and tucked it behind my ear. I started shaking worse and fell over sideways. I was gasping for air, really loudly. He moved my head into his lap. He stroked my hair.

“I-i-i-I can’t bre-breath.” I managed to get out.

“Just inhale,” he made the inhaling noise, “and exhale.” He exhaled loudly. I tried to follow his breathing. It took what seemed like twenty minutes for me to calm down.

“Oli why was I in a bunk?” I asked.

“You were tired, and I figured I’d just sleep on the couch, you had a rough day.” He kept stroking my head.

“Oli stay with me? Please I’m scared. I had a nightmare.” I whispered.

“Yeah okay.” He shifted around and I took my cue to get up. I sat up, and Oli pulled himself up to his feet, then picked me up and put me in the bunk, as far back as I could go, and then he hopped in.

“Thanks Oli.” I mumbled drifting into dreamland. I bit my fingernail, a bad nervous habit of mine.

“I’m here for you Sky.” He pulled the curtain closed.

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When I awoke again it was Oli, shaking me.

“Hey Sky, I have to go, I have a set soon, make yourself at home here.” I opened up my eyes and he was outside the bunk, fully dressed to preform. I yawned and hopped out of the bunk. I loosely wrapped my arms around Oli’s neck, and hugged him. I pulled away from him.

“Okay bye.” I yawned and walked back to the area where I broke down earlier. I heard him walk out of the bus and off. I opened up the fridge and grabbed a beer. I hope the guys don’t mind. I popped the top off using the counter. I walked to the front of the bus, which had a single couch. It was nice having a separate living room and kitchen for once. I turned on the television, when a knock came from the door. I rolled my eyes and snuck around to see who it was. Vic. I rolled my eyes and when back to the television.

“Skylar! I know you are in there! You weren’t with Jack or Kellin!” He yelled. I turned the television up. He pounded louder. “Skylar I want to talk seriously! What happened? Mike said you stole blades and ran off!” He yelled louder. I turned the television up louder. “SKYLAR!” He screamed. I sighed and turned the television off. I walked over to the door. I knew what he had said when I knew what I was trying to do to myself. I over heard it, when Oli and Mike were talking about it. I don’t feel like talking to him.

“Go away Vic I don’t want to talk.” I yelled from behind the door, a tear slipping down from my eye, and down my cheek.

“Skylar please! I screwed up! I should’ve known you wouldn’t do that!” He pleaded. I sat down with my back to the door. Another tear fell, followed by many others.

“Vic I said I don’t want to talk.” I shakily said. There wasn’t a response for a little bit.

“Skylar are you crying?” Vic asked voice just as shaky as mine was.

“Go away Vic.” I yelled wiping away tears.

“Skylar, I’m here when you are ready to talk. I’m going now.” That’s the last thing I heard. I just sat behind the door sobbing for a little bit. I walked through tears, and went back to Oli’s bunk. I fell asleep exhausted from crying so much.

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“Whoa look at that one!” I pointed at a shooting star going by. Oli and Jack took me out and away from the city, to see a meteor shower. They both laughed at me.

“Shut up.” I punched Oli, and then Jack, really hard.

“Oww doll face!” He used his special nickname for me.

“So when are you and Vic going to make up?” Jack said randomly.

“I don’t know if that’s going to happen.” I murmured.

“Ok, but you really like him and he really likes you, and he went searching for you today, and you wouldn’t even see him.” Jack shrugged.

“It’s too hard. He doesn’t truly trust me like he says.” I exhaled loudly.

“Well do it soon doll face, I’m tired seeing two wonderful people fight like this..” Jack told me.

“Oh lost boy, don’t you see? It’s too damn hard on me.” I sighed.

Notes

Yeah so I owe you guys 11 chapters, because I said I would update a chapter a day, so you'll be blasted with updates.