For the love of god, will you bite your tongue
Before we make you swallow it
It's moments like this where silence is golden
(And then you speak)

No one wants to hear you
No one wants to see you
So desperate and pathetic
I'm begging you to spare me
The pleasure of your company

(When did the diamonds leave your bones?)

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

(Go to hell for heaven's sake)

No one wants to hear you (save your breath)
No one wants to see you
So desperate and pathetic
You think that no one sees this
I think it's time you knew the truth

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

When did the diamonds leave your bones?
Leave your bones?

You're not a shepherd, you're just a sheep
A combined effort of everyone you meet
You're all flesh with no bone
Feed them to the sharks
And throw them to the wolves

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

Go to hell for heaven's sake
Go to hell for heaven's sake
Go to hell for heaven's sake

I listened the whole time while Oli sung. We were supposed to be traveling down to Maryland with the rest of Warped, but Oli wanted to record that part now. I was less sad this morning when I woke up in Oli's bunk. I guess music is a good release after all.

"Hello Oliver would you like your water?" I asked, trying to get a rise out of him by using his full first name. I held out a water bottle to the sweaty man.

"Yeah but first you need to get punished for calling me Oliver." He picked me up and over his head, and started to spin around.

"Oliver stop!" I yelled.

"Don't call me Oliver!" He kept spinning me. I giggled.

"Oliver!" I teased.

"Nope!" He yelled. Suddenly the walls started to close in again. Vision went blurry and my heart hurt.

"Oliver!" I screamed, scared.

"Nope what is it?" He teased, not understanding me.

"Bloody hell!" I screamed. He stopped spinning and set me down.

"Skylar?" He timidly asked, as I sat down, swaying. He got close to me.

"Augh." I muttered. I plopped back onto my back. Oli leaned over me and pressed a hand to my forehead.

“You are really hot, Skylar, and pale.” He whispered concerned.

“Aww thanks so flattering.” I tried to lighten the mood.

“Seriously Skylar?” He moaned. A hot flash hit me really quickly.

“Augh!” I screamed.

"Skylar calm down!" He yelled holding my shaking arms down. "Skylar!" He screamed. Suddenly the panic filled his eyes and he backed away from me. I was being picked up by someone else.

"Shhh calm down. You'll be okay." A voice said. What the heck?

---

"Are you sure about this?" He asked, handing me a bass guitar.

"Yeah." I walked into the studio with Black Veil Brides.

"Why are you stealing my instrument?" Ashley whined. I laughed and handed him the guitar. "Thanks!" He bounced up and down with his beloved bass.

"Ash, there is no need to be a retard." Andy teased. Ashley stuck his tongue out at Andy.

"Dude stop fucking around, we aren't supposed to be in here." Jinxx scolded Ashley and Andy. I giggled.

"What is that funny?" Ashley tried to sound serious. Everybody ended up laughing at Ashley's crappy attempt of being intimidating.

"Ready?" Jake asked. I shook my head yes. They started playing my current Black Veil Brides song.

"Racing faster," He started.
"Escape disaster," (Me)
"Partners in crime will leave their mark" Both of us sang together.
"We make our own way," (Him)
"No thoughts of yesterday," (Me)
"Black hearts of chrome and battle scars" (Andy)
(Chrome and battle scars) (Me)
Oh. (Andy)

"The legacy,
Born from a dream,
On leather wings,
Rose from the streets,
With our hands on destiny," (Me)

"We came from nothing," (Andy)
"But promise one thing," (Me)
"We'll change the world with these guitars," (Andy)
"So listen closely," (Andy)
"And don't stop working," (Me)
"No one can tell you who you are" (Andy)
(Tell you who you are) (Me)
Oh,

"The legacy,
Born from a dream,
On leather wings,
Rose from the streets,
With our hands on destiny,
The legacy,
Born from a dream,
On leather wings,
Rose from the streets,
With our hands on destiny," (Andy)

"Aaaahhh-ouch, go!" (Andy)

"Run" (Me)
(Run) (Andy)
"Run
Never look back!" (Me)
"Run" (Andy)
(Run) (Me)
"Run
Never look back!" (Andy)
"Run
Run
Run
Never look back!
Run!" (Me)

"The legacy,
Born from a dream,
On leather wings,
Rose from the streets,
With our hands on destiny,
The legacy,
Born from a dream,
On leather wings,
Rose from the streets,
With our hands on destiny," (Both)

Andy high fived me when we finished. I looked over where Oli was in the other room and he gave me a thumbs up. I hugged all the guys.

"Thanks so much guys!" I was so happy.

"No problem, you might want to thank Oli. He arranged this." Jake whispered the last part in my ear. I nodded and smiled at them.

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Later that night as I was drifting off to sleep I heard someone walk near Oli's bunk. The person picked me up.

"Sorry but I'm kidnapping you Doll Face." The person whispered. I smiled, knowing immediately that it was Jack, and snuggled into his chest.

Notes

Any reasons you think life is worth living? Comment below. Also who do you guys think picked up Skylar at the recording studio?