You Said Forever

*2 days later*
Jaime's POV~

I held my beautiful boyfriend as he cried. His whole body convulsed with large sobs. Mike had not come home, but we found a note for a goodbye.

The note was left on the doorstep this morning.


~Flashback~
I woke up to the sound of a large thud from the front of the house. I looked over at Vic, who'd also been awoken by the thud. He shot out of bed, hoping the same thing tat I did; that Mike had come home.

We both ran to the front door, but the sight that greeted us was not the one we had wished for. Tony was on his knees in front of the open door, and he was staring into space, holding a small piece of paper.

Vic ran to Tony and took the paper from him. His brows furrowed as he scanned the note. He read it over several times, as if not believing what he was reading, then he looked up. A single tear rolled down his cheek. I slowly moved towards him, and gently took the paper from his shaking hands.

Dear whichever one of you cares,

I know now what I've done. I know how badly I've hurt all four of you. I see now that I am nothing but bad for this family, I'm a disgrace. Vic, I'm sorry that I hurt you. You are my big brother and even though you hate me, I love you. None of this was your fault I promise. Jaime, I know you probably hate me as well, I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I don't know why I reported Alex, I guess I was just jealous that he made Savannah change. That she cared for him and used me, and I guess I also wanted revenge on behalf of Tony and I. I'm sorry. Savannah, I am extremely sorry to you too. I really regret taking away possibly the only man you really loved. I know for a fact that you hate me, but I still love you. I love all of you.

Finally, I will address the love of my life. My dear Antonio, I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me for leaving you like this. I am so sorry for what I've done. I don't want to leave you, but I deserve the torture of never seeing you again. I love you, I always have, I always will. Please, for your sake try to forget me. I am nothing but a bad memory anymore. I love you Antonio, forever and always. Forgive and forget.

Be contented in knowing that I will never again bother any of you...this is my fault, not yours. I love all of you, and I hope that you can find the undeserved kindness to forgive me for hurting you. Goodbye, family.

~Michael Christopher Fuentes

*Flashback ends*

I remember the exact words of the note, and I know that I most likely will never forget them. All four of us are torn to pieces. Tony won't leave Mike's bedroom, Vic hasn't stopped crying, Savannah is completely numb and won't stop frantically calling Mike's phone, even though she's gotten voicemail every time. I am drained of emotion. All I can do is comfort Vic.

I can no longer find any reason to smile. There is no way to contact Mike, we've all tried. I don't know exactly what he meant with his note, he could be hiding, he could be dead, no one knows. Vic has fallen asleep four or five times- I can no longer keep count- and each time he wakes up screaming for his brother. There is nothing anyone can do, this whole household is completely inconsolable.

I was mechanically rubbing Vic's back, my mind was flooding with thoughts of the brothers and their happy times together. It almost seems as if I hadn't adopted Savannah, none of this would have happened.

That's crazy, I know. I love her to death, but she caused so much drama. True, she wasn't the sole reason that everything happened the way it did, but lately she was a big portion of it.

My thoughts and Vic's sobs were interrupted by a shrill "MIKE?!" from Savannah's room. Vic and I looked at eachother and then he shot up off of my lap and sped to Savannah's room. I followed close behind him, almost running into Tony who had also gotten up and made a run for Savannah.

I stood in the doorway and saw Savannah in the middle of the floor smiling and holding her phone. "Oh God, Mikey. We love you- all of us. Please come home," she said into the phone. I heard muffled speaking on the other side and she nodded, walking past Vic and I and handing the phone to Tony. He looked surprised, but took the phone anyways.

"Baby?" he asked shakily. I heard more muffled talking and Tony's face was flooded with tears in a split second. "Mikey, baby come home...I'm begging you......no, no love, you don't deserve this.....Vic loves you too I promise....okay," he said hoarsely, then handed Vic the phone. Vic wasted no time, he snatched the phone from Tony. "Baby brother, I love you, I swear. I didn't mean it, I love you so much please hermano, please come home to us.." he said quickly into the phone. I heard the mumbling yet again and then a beep. Vic's eyes got wide, then rolled back and I caught him just in time.

What did Mike say? I won't know until Vic wakes up. I hope it's soon.

Notes

I'm so sorry it's been so long /.\ I have so much to catch up on omg I hope you liked this update :P I love you guys!

~Shayde~