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You Said Forever

I Love You, And It's Killing Me

Jaime's POV~

Vic and I spent about thirty minutes in my hiding place, then we moved to our bedroom. "Hey babe, I'm gonna take a shower, okay?" Vic said after a few minutes of sitting in silence. I nodded and he went into the bathroom. I got up and wandered into the kitchen, where I found Mike and a shirtless Tony standing at the table and holding slip of paper. Mike looked mad again, and Tony's eyes were brimmed with tears.

Now curious, I walked over to see what they were reading. It was a note from Savannah, telling us that she'd be staying at Alex's for three days. My mind immediately went to Jack. He was always the jealous type, and now that Savannah and Alex were....a couple....there's no telling what Jack would do to her. He was very protective over Alex and would stop at nothing to have him forever. My eyes widened. I don't understand why she didn't ask me for permission....unless...she must've asked Vic!

I rushed into the bathroom. "Hime, what's wrong love?" Vic asked from the shower. "Did you give Savannah permission to go to Alex's?" I asked, trying to stay calm. "Yes, but I think it's better that she is away from Mike and Tony, and-" he started, but I interrupted him. "JACK IS STILL LIVING THERE! VIC, OH MY GOD! WHAT IF HE DOES SOMETHING TO HER?!" I yelled. Vic cut off the water.

"I thought that Jack moved out already? I thought he had his own place!" he exclaimed, rushing to get out of the shower. I shook my head. "I'm gonna call her," I said, taking out my phone, and tapping on Savannah's contact name. It rang and rang, but I got voicemail. "WE have to go get her, Vic," I said seriously. He nodded and grabbed his keys, then we were out the door.


Savannah's POV~

After we finished our 'song', Alex took me inside the house. He gasped and his eyes grew wide when he saw a picture of him and Jack on the table just inside the door. The glass was shattered from the frame, and there was blood on the shards. He turned to look at me.

"Savannah, honey, we have to keep you away from Jack. I kind of just broke up with him today..." he said, sounding as if he was sort of half aware that he was speaking. He told me that he'd broken up with Jack just before the end of tour! Well, I guess it's only fair since I never told him about Tony or Mike. I nodded and he looked kind of confused at first, then shook his head and took my hand.

"So why do I have to stay away from him?" I asked. "Because, he's a really jealous type of person, and I have no idea what he'll do if he ever gets to you, but I'm sure it won't be good," he explained, still looking around. We continued to walk through the house, but stopped when we heard Jack clear his throat behind us. Alex turned slowly and pushed me slightly behind him.

"It's bad enough you cheated on me with this little whore, but now she's moving in? What the fuck is wrong with you Alex?!" Jack asked through gritted teeth, glancing quickly at the overnight bag I had with me. Alex let go of my hand and stepped in front of me. "Jack, she's not moving in. Some stuff happened at home and so she's staying here with me for a few days, that's all," Alex explained in a calm tone.

"Oh what? Did Tony and Mike find out that you played them both while you were dating Mr. Gaskarth here," he said, with a knowing smirk. I gasped. How had he known? Alex turned around, looking hurt. "What?" he asked. I shook my head. "I'll explain later, it's really nothing, though," I sighed, and Jack laughed.

"No it's not nothing! You're a whore and a bad liar! Savannah over there dated both Tony and Mike after breaking them up! It all happened right after tour ended, and I have texts from both of the guys to prove it! Savannah, honey, didn't anyone ever tell you that you aren't supposed to have three boyfriends at once? You disgust me!" Jack spat. Tears welled up in my eyes as Alex searched them for the truth. I nodded and he sighed, then turned to Jack again.

"You know what? I don't care what she's done, she'll never have hurt me as badly as you did, Jack! You lay a single hand on this girl and I swear to God that it will be the end of you!" he yelled, then turned to me. "And as for you. We're even I guess, but even means done. You can stay here till shit at your place gets better, but after that, nothing. Don't talk to me, either of you! I love you, and it's killing me. You're killing me Savannah, and Jack, you killed me a long time ago," he said, and I heard his voice crack towards the end. A stray tear rolled down his cheek and he pushed past me. He went into his bedroom and slammed the door, and that's when I broke down. I ran to the bathroom, and only got a glimpse of Jack's pained and saddened face before I closed and locked the door.

I crawled into the bath tub and reached into my purse. I found what I was looking for and disassembled it, pulling the cool metal razor off and pushing up my sleeves. I just lost the one that I really loved. Why do I have to be such a whore? What the fuck is wrong with me? I don't deserve any of them anyways. I don't deserve anything I've had. I pushed the blade into my skin and slid it once across my wrist. I watched the bright red drip down onto the floor of the tub.Once became twice, twice became three, three became a dozen new cuts. I deserved every single one of them and I knew it. No one wanted me anymore. I was mesmerized by the glistening ruby droplets falling from my arm, so I kept going until I couldn't feel it anymore.

I love you, and it's killing me. Well, Alex, it's killing me too.

Notes

Drama bomb! Did she really deserve it? Does anyone really deserve this? Stay strong my lovelies <3

Love you beautiful people!
~Shayde~

Comments

@PierceTheVannaaa
I updated :)

PoshKiwi21 PoshKiwi21
11/5/14

@PoshKiwi21
girl don't you worry about it, I'm glad you are okay!and You're most definitely not a bitch! ily bbg please don't try again love <3 the story can always wait!

Hey I love you and this story :) I'm sorry for being a bitch and not updating but I was in the hospital for a suicide attempt, I will be updating soon I promise.

PoshKiwi21 PoshKiwi21
11/3/14

Omg please don't die Mike

Fucking hate Mike goddammit!!

PoshKiwi21 PoshKiwi21
8/25/14