Mike's POV~

"Lilly, I swear I was going to tell you as soon as you got home, but Alli got to you first, and I have good news as well," I tried quietly, watching her pace around the kitchen. She stopped. "Good? I guess anything's better than this," she said sarcastically, pulling lightly at the ends of her hair.
"There's a big chance that the baby isn't actually mine," I explained. "How so?"she asked. "Tone saw her coming out of another tour bus in only a pair of underwear," I replied, relieved she was giving me a chance to explain. She nodded.
"Lillian I love you, I promise. This, whether it's mine or not, won't change anything, please," I said as she began to pace again.
"I don't even know if I can trust you anymore Micheal, you said you loved me when you left and then you went and slept with some whore while I wasn't there. I know I love you but honestly, this is just too big to look over, especially with the pregnancy. I feel like I'm just used for your pleasure, and lately I can't even look at you without seeing you in bed with that other girl," she said after a long sigh. Tears sprung to my eyes.
"Lilly you mean so much to me, please don't do this. I really love you, I promise, and-" I began, but she cut me off again. "But can I even trust your promises anymore? What about the promise you made not to hurt me? Huh? What ever happened to that?" she asked harshly, and I could hear the hurt in her voice. I had no idea what to say or do. I stood up and moved towards her, but she moved backwards, shaking her head. "No, Mike. Just not now, I can't do this," she said.
I stopped and stood still. "Please Lilly, I will do anything and everything to prove to you that I love you, that I mean it. I love you so much, and I'll go capture the stars and bring them to you if it meant you'd understand just how much you mean to me. I love you-"
"Just stop, Mike. Talk to me when you get your shit together and find out if you're an accidental father or whatever, but for now, you and I don't exist. We're done," she interrupted, grabbing her keys and slamming the door behind her. I stood in shock. I just lost probably the most amazing thing that had ever happened to me, the love of my life, and the reason I'd hung around for the last year. Now I'm determined. I have to prove to her how much I love her, how much I need her. I just have to.

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Tony's POV~

I listened to the conversation between Lilly and Mike. Though I shouldn't have let it, my jealousy took over and I was happy that they'd split up. I wanted Mike for myself, and I felt terrible that it had gotten this bad. I wanted to talk to Mike, but would I just say something that made it worse? Here goes nothing.
"Hey Mikey, I heard what happened. Tough break, man. But one door closes and another opens, right?" I said, trying to be cheerful, but that just earned me a glare. He looked at me like I'd just said the craziest thing in the world.
"Are you kidding me, Tony? I fucking love that girl that just walked out the door. There's no way I'm letting her go, I've never felt more in love in my whole life. She's so perfect and I want her to know that losing her would be the absolute end of me..." he said, a bit harsh in tone.
"Mike you just lost her, let it go. There's a very slim chance she'll come back, especially if Alysha's baby is yours, give up," I said, and he looked absolutely horrified. Oh my God, did I REALLY just say that? How selfish can I get?
"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ANTONIO?! I am getting her back, that woman is the love of my life! I can't just fucking give up! I won't give up until the day my heart beat stops, I will never stop trying to get her back, even if it's absolutely hopeless. The day she herself tells me to give up will be the day I do, because that's when my heart will stop beating," he said, honesty and pain clouding his eyes.
I nodded and walked out back. Sitting on the edge of the small porch, I took out the pack of cigarettes I bought a year ago for emergencies. Realizing the man I love will never love me the same way is a pretty big emergency. So I lit up.

Notes

I'm sorry that I'm a depressing writer, but as Frued said, writers write best of what they know. :^) so yeah, sorry I didn't update Saturday I was gone literally all day at All-Region auditions. But it payed off, 600 people auditioned, 20 chairs were available, and I got 10th chair!!! :D I get to advance to Area :) Anywho, DRAMMAAA! I hope you enjoyed the update! I will make my best effort to write again, but I can't tomorrow cuz I'm going to a BMTH/ADTR/MIW concert lol see you beautiful people when I get back!Love you!
~Shayde~