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The Forgotten Fuentes

Man of Mystery

Lilly's POV~

I was hysterical. Alli took my phone away from me and started yelling at Mike, and I became more hysterical. I forgave him, and I know Alli was just trying to be a big sister, but seriously, she needs to leave him alone. I can't deal with all of this anymore. Mike cheated on me, Alli was mothering me and had two kids, the boys were all on tour, it's too much.

I felt my chest tighten up and I couldn't breathe. I started gasping for air, and Alli's yelling got louder. It felt like everything was happening at once. I heard her slam the phone on the bed and vaguely saw her turn to me before the whole world faded away into darkness.


Alli's POV~

This bitch! He doesn't even care what he does to my baby sister, does he?! And Vic was supposed to be watching him to make sure this didn't happen, he promised me! I finished my rant and hung up, throwing the phone down onto the bed. I turned to Lilly just in time to see her pass out. She fell backwards, hitting her head on the bedside table on the way down. I heard Clara start to scream, which caused Chandler to begin crying as well. I looked towards he door, then back down at my unconscious little sister. I sighed and heaved her up onto the bed, then went to calm the kids.

"Shh, babies. Mommy's here," I said, walking into the room, lifting Clara, then Chandler, into my arms and rocking both of them slowly.

It took about 45 minutes to get them to go back to sleep, but finally, after a feeding and a diaper change, they went back to sleep. After laying the twins back in their cribs, I went to check on Lilly. The door was nearly closed when I got there, telling me that she'd woken up. I raised my hand to knock, but decided against it. I heard sniffles and soft sobs from her room, and I looked through the small crack of the barely open door.

She was sitting in the middle of the bed, facing away from the door. I could tell that she was on her phone....but it looked like she was trying to hide it from the view of the door....like she was afraid that I'd find out she was on the phone. I backed away from the door a few steps.

I hate that she feels like she has to hide from me. I only want what's best for her...only to take care of her...she knows that, right? Oh God, I'm starting to sound like my mom...that's why she's acting the way she is around me, I'm acting more like her mother than her big sister. I looked through the crack again to see her softly talking into the speaker. Part of me wanted to stay and eavesdrop, to make sure that she wasn't going back to Mike after what he'd done....but I knew that was wrong. She deserves to make her own mistakes, live her own life...to learn from experience. But if this continues I will not hesitate to beat the shit out of that boy, he and Lilly both know that. So for his sake, I hope he treats her right.

Mike's POV~

I remained with my head on the table. Every one of the boys has tried to comfort me, but they just don't understand what I've done. Alli scared me. She made threats that I knew she wouldn't hesitate to follow through with, and I was almost afraid to go home for fear of what she'd do to me.

I felt my phone begin to vibrate, and I looked up to see the caller ID flashing Lilly's bright, smiling face...the face of the most beautiful and important girl on earth...on my screen. I started to reach for it, but retracted my hand, fearing that it may just be Alli, calling to yell at me again. I let it ring. After it stopped ringing, there was silence for a few moments, then a notification popped up, informing me that I had a new voicemail. I ignored it and stuffed the phone into my back pocket, deciding to check it in the morning, I really didn't feel like being yelled at anymore that night.

I went to the bathroom, informing everyone that I was going to do a quick shower and then I was going to bed. They all nodded, but Tony frowned. I ignored his disapproving expression and went into the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror.

Worthless piece of shit, look what you've done to Lilly. She fucking hates you, and rightfully so you filthy manwhore. You don't deserve someone like her, and she doesn't deserve someone as disgusting and ugly as you. What the fuck are you still doing on this planet? the voice in my head sneered. I hadn't heard that voice since I met Lilly....well, not until the night I slept with Alysha.

I lifted the small mirror away from the wall and pulled out my silver friend once again. I hurt her, I deserve to hurt. I locked the door and stripped down, stepping into scalding shower water. After about three minutes of being burned, I shut off the water and sat down in the floor of the small shower, taking the blade to my thigh. I made one,then two thin lines. They kept multiplying....two became four, then six, then twelve, and pretty soon my thigh had "I promise" permanently scarred into it. The blood ran down as I cried silent tears.

I heard a soft knock on the door. "Hey Mike, I know what you're doing in there. May I come in?" I heard Tony whisper, and I sighed slightly in relief that it wasn't Vic. I reached over and unlocked the bathroom door.

He stepped into the tiny bathroom, struggling to close the door behind him. He looked at me and I became aware that his eyes were brimmed with tears. "Mike, you don't deserve this. I know what you think about yourself. You are none of those things Micheal. Not worthless, not a piece of shit, you just made a careless mistake. We all make mistakes like that sometimes, but everything will move on, it's in the past now. Lilly doesn't hate you, neither do I. Alli's mad, but she doesn't hate you. You're the only one that hates you Micheal, and that hurts all of us, especially Lilly, Vic, and I. The three of us.....we all love you Mike..." he said. I stared, shocked. I think that is the most I've ever heard Tony say.

He helped me stand up and he washed my leg off, carefully bandaging it up. I put my sweatpants on and Tony smiled sadly at me. He pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly. "I love you Mike, don't forget that," he whispered into my ear. That boy is more mysterious than the dark side of the moon.

Notes

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I AM SOOO SORRY IT WAS THE FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL AND I'VE BEEN SUPER BUSY :( I wish I'd had time to update more, but it's a three day weekend so I'll try to do a few before I go back to school on Tuesday:) Please bare with me I'm really trying /.\

Anyways, what do you think Lilly said in the voice mail? And, Tony...what the fladoodles? I hope you liked the update, and again, I am sooo super sorry! I love you beautiful people and unicorns!

~Shayde~

Comments

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2/17/15

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2/17/15

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2/17/15

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2/17/15

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2/17/15