I woke up earlier than the guys i was still on my pi's i went downstairs thinking I was the only one but found out it was mama and papa Fuentes too.

"heyy mina how'd you sleep"

"hey papa and mama fuentes i sleped like an angel i haven't felt like this in a long time and thank you"

"for what what have we done that we deserve a thank you and here i think you want hot chocolate"

"thank you and a thank you well umm just thank you ill be outside enjoying nature"

"okay and you welcome your like a daughter to us"

i went to the back and climbed up the stairs to go to the roof again i put the song disclosure by latch feat. sam smith not to loud or to low tho just so i can hear and no one else can. i started to tear up i didn't think i would feel this way in a long time. I didn't think i wouldn't use my blade this weekend. I didn't know they would all be so nice. so thats why i thanked mama and papa Fuentes. They were just so nice.

"hey lex"
"huh.. oh hey vic how did you find me"

"my mom and also i know you would be on the roof *click click*"

"did you just take a picture of me"

"yup you look so adorable with you looking like a turtle ima put it on instagram whats yours so i can tag you haha its even cuter with you holding hot chocolate on your hand"

"its @sadlittlesoull_"

"why that name"

"cause i have a soul and its little and its sad"

"ahh I'm coming up are you crying"

"huh no I'm not"

"ya you are you have puffy eyes"

"okay so ya i was"

"why"

"just happy I'm here and met you guys"

"oh well i know thats not all of it but ill drop it and I'm happy we met you too and you can tell me anything"

"no i can't you wouldn't get my problems"

the song of bring me the horizon came on called go to hell, for heavens sake came on. and my phone started to vibrate a lot and it was pissing me off.

"yes i think i would if only you knew my past and you like bring me the horizon"

"ya there my favorite band and how do you know them ugh stupid phone why do you keep vibrating"

"uh i know that band I'm friends with them"

"oh cool..wait what the heck how do you know like every famous person"

"look up pierce the veil"

"okay oh wow how the heck did i get a lot more followers oh nvm just cause you posted that photo of me and your in a band with ohh so thats who jaime is he looks crazy with his hair "

"hah he is now put the song the first punch and then hold on till may by my band and i wrote those songs and tell me if your related to the songs or not"

i started to play the songs that he told me to play after they were both done now i knew how tough he could have been in he's earlier youth.

"yes yes i can relate to this music but one question what made you write this"

"well i use to cut ya i cut but them mike four out and he wouldn't stop bothering me if i had cut or not so i stopped but not just for mike but for myself and writing music made me just want to not cut"
"ohh.."

"ya so can you tell me what wrong now"

"fine but promise me you won't tell anyone like anyone"

"okay i promise"

"this is why i wore something to cover my whole self"

i took half of my turtle off no i wasn't gonna show him my cuts not this time

"how did you get those bruises on your back"

"ym mom"

"but she seems so nice"

"thats why i was so happy to stay but then right when i left to get my clothes right when she closed the door she started hitting me and well i just wished i was here cause you guys just always seem so happy all the time thats what i want but i can't only when my dad is around he is the only one who can make my day he's my everything and well my own mother doesn't even want me she blames me that she had a kid when she was 16 she blamed me she couldn't have her fun anymore and get drunk she blamed me for everything and i have twice a hell hole i even get hurt at school and well i just we'll for you its writing songs for me its drawing and playing the guitar and I've actually tried writing a song but i just never knew how to start it so ya and don't worry i don't cut never thought of that "

"ohh well how bout this warped tour is coming in a month for summer how bout you come with us and thats good you don't cut btw were going to the beach if you wanna go"

"sure but i don't have anything for the beach"

"its cool we can go to the store and buy something ill buy it for you"

"its okay i have money i ill pay it"

"no ima pay"

" i don't like people paying for my stuff so ill buy it"

"ugh fine but I'm paying for half of it"

"okay fine with me"

we both went inside and mike somehow just came up to me and carried me by the shoulder this this felt good agin. this reminded me of my dad i wanted to see my dad so bad i was gonna call him i was also gonna have to call my mom too even tho i hate her i was gonna see if i can stay another day maybe even until monday morning.

"put me down mikey"

"nah I'm good"

"fine ill just have to do it the hard way"

"you really think screaming for help would work"

"uh ya what you think"

"it won't be nessary (idk know how to spell it :3)

"okay GUYS I LOST MY VIRGINITY TO MIKE FUCKEN FUENTES"

"wow was that really nessary right now"

"Michael Christopher fuentes did i just here that you had sex with lex"

"no ma"

"its true he's just lying and uh thanks for that great sex it was fantastic wasn't babe"

"what the fuck lex"

"what did i do something wrong"

"wait DID YOU GUYS USE PROTECTION"

"FUCK we didn't"

"LEX STOP THAT WE DID NOT HAVE SEX TOGETHER"

"babe she's gonna find out latter on anyways OMG what if I'm pregnant!!!"

HAHA I WAS DYING INSIDE I CANT BELIEVE MAMA FUENTES BELIEVED ME GOOD THING PAPA FUENTES WASN"T HERE OH SHIT HE JUST WALKED IN

"guess what honey Michael lost lex's virginity"

"did they use protection"

"no they didn't"

"MICHAEL CHRISTOPHER FUENTES YOU DO NOT FUCK A WHAT !$ YEAR OLD"

"for the 3rd time i did not fuck her"

"ya you did and uh you have a big dick"

"LEX WHAT THE HECK STOP IT!!!!"

"okay okay we need a pregnancy test right now because i don't know if I'm pregnant or not HAHAHAHA okay serially we didn't have sex i was just playing with you guys HAHAHAHA btw I got this on video to show jaime and tony HAHAHA btw i have a password on my phone and uh you will not erase that video MWHAHAH"

"ugh fucken lexjust don't put that on the internet"

"omg thats a great idea just kidding i won't ill just tell the whole universe you know okay ill stop now"

"thank you"

"at least she still has her virginty and isn't pregnant"

"nah i lost it with my boyfriend….KIDDING"

"omg stop scaring us lex or else you'll end up sleeping outside"

"mama Fuentes that actually isn't a bad idea we can have smores and tents yeee"

"actually that is" vic said

i went back upstairs to call my mom and tell her i was sleeping for another day she said it was fine so i then called my dad but he didn't answer so i called Jonathan, my boyfriend

"hey babe whats up"

"hey wyd doing and why are you out of breathe "

"oh uh I'm running"

"oh well okay text me when your done running"

I hung up on him and decided since he live kinda close by i would surprise him when he gets home from running i told everyone i would be back i was just gonna go get something from the liquor store ya i know i lie a lot i finally got to his house and went inside.their was no one home well i only heard moaning and heavy berating. i was guessing maybe Jonathan's parents which is gross. i opened Jonathans room.

Notes

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