always have a part of me

We were tangled in each others arms, naked, a little sticky, just letting the other catch our breaths. For someone who's normally shy as hell girls, Tony knew exactly what to do in the bedroom, and the kitchen, the living room, shower, against a wall, in the pool, you get the picture. But it wasn't just physical, like it was with Mike. Tone loved to make me feel loved, and then afterwards we just jumped back into being best friends. I didn't want more than what we had, and neither did he.

"Put on your swimsuit Max, the guys are gonna be here in a minute. " Tony said, finally climbing out of bed to get ready.

I did the same, feeling his eyes on my naked body the whole time. We grabbed our things and headed out to the pool. Rian and Cass were busy grilling. Alex and Jack were in the middle of a splash war in the center of the pool as Lisa rolled her eyes and laughed by the side. Dani was sitting in Vic's lap with his hands roaming all over her body.

His eyes caught mine and I watched as he whispered someone in her ear, making her pout before climbing off. I knew he was coming over to me, but I did a 180 and headed towards the kitchen. I glanced over at Tony, nodding to let him know I was fine. I went straight for the fridge, grabbing an ice cold beer. I reached out to grab the bottle opener when a hand snaked around my stomach, making its way to my bikini line as lips attached to my neck.

"I just couldn't resist. You in that bikini is the sexiest thing I have ever seen." Vic purred.

"I'm sure Dani would love to hear that." I replied coldly.

"Not this again. Look, you're still seeing other guys, I don't get why you're so mad at me." he said, turning me around.

"Yeah, but I'm not pregnant with any of their children or living with them." I pushed on his chest, immediately wanting to leave the party.

"Come on Max, don't think I don't know you just fucked Tone. I can smell sex on you. But you're mine, I know you love me." he smirked.

Ever since I had let it slip that I loved him and wanted a real life with him, he had been using it against me. I really fucking wish I didn't get so drunk that night. I really wish I had never started anything with him in the first place.

"You hate relationships, that's why you're fucking other guys. Dani and I do the same, we just also want some sort of life together. Get over it and let me fuck you until you're happy again." he said before nibbling on my ear.

I tried to push him away, I was not in the mid to deal with this right now. I had never understood how such a small man could still have so much strength.

"She said fuck off, fuckface." Mike called, pulling his older brother off of me.

I didn't mistake this for a sign that he cared, he just wanted me for himself.

"Dani is looking for you. Baby mama drama. Go calm her down Vicky. " Mike said.

Vic rolled his eyes and went back outside. Mine pulled me into his chest, kissing the top of my head.

"Why the fuck do you put up with that? His girl is knocked up, that's messed up. Too much drama for me." he looked down at me. "I'm all you need. "

"You're doing the exact same thing." I said angrily, pushing him away. "What is it with you Fuentes boys and not being able to commit to one girl. I don't fucking get it."

I walked away, ignoring as he called after me. I went outside and sat at one of the pool side chairs, just observing rather than interacting. Dani was hitting on Zack, Vic on some random girl who was there.

I get polygamy, I do it myself. What I don't get is living with someone, having children together, and still sleeping with other people. That's where I draw the line. I knew I would end it with Vic, we couldn't ever be what I wanted. I just also knew leaving him would be incredibly hard to do.

Notes

Second chapter, woop woop. Let me know what you guys think. I should keep posting the previously published chapters tonight and be done by tomorrow, at least two new ones to come maybe more if I'm in the mood. Comments are much appreciated. I love all types of feedback.