... We All Fall Down

"NO!" I yelled and opened my eyes. I look to my side, and sigh as I saw no one. "That's right." I reminded myself. The guys went back to tour. I wiped my face and put on the robe around me. I slide on some fluffy slippers and went to Dennis's room. I opened the door and see he was playing with his toys. "Hey Dennis." I said as I got him into my arms. He looks at me and smiles, showing his gums. I kiss his cheek and go to the living room. I got the laptop and signed into Skype. I went to warm up Dennis's bottle and heard a little ping. I rushed to the living room and gave Dennis his bottle. I pressed Tony's account name and waited to see his face. "HEY!" Tony said and waved to Dennis,who started to kick and flap his arms. "Someone happy to see me." "He hasn't seen you in 4 days. What do you expect?" "For him to say Dad." I shake my head. "How are the two most important people in the whole wide world doing?" "Awh! You cheesy bastard." "Only for you Fosters." He winks. "How are you guys?" "We've been good. Busy.. But good." "Busy? With what?" "Paperwork." I look at the ring on my finger and felt a smile form on my lips "Wedding plans." "Soon I would say Perry to you too, Fosters." "Soon, Perry. Soon." He smiles and then looks at Dennis. "I miss that little one trying to pull the beard." He does air quotes on beard. "He probably misses it too..cause he's trying to get the computer screen." In fact he was. Dennis was reaching for the screen, and scratching my arm. "Dennis". I spat at him and he starts to cry. I sigh and gave him his blinky. "This boy... Just like his father." "Or his mother." Mike added. "Hey Ni Ni." "Hey Mikey. By the way, I haven't seen this girlfriend of yours." He rubs his hands together. "About that.. Umm... She's not in San Diego." "Where is she?" "She's a model." "She travels as well?" He nods. "I need to look her up. What's her name." I got my phone and opened up Safari. "Alysha. Alysha Nett." I type in her name and her pictures come out. "Holy shit Mike... She's fucking hot!" I kept on scrolling down. "Hot damn." "HEY! THATS MY GIRL!" He complained. "Might steal her from you.." "Not if I don't show you to her." "Nah.. I got Instagram." He rolls his eyes. "I'm joking you freaking giraffe. But she's really pretty. I need to meet her." "You will.. You should! I'll call her so you and the rest of the girls can have a date." "Alright." He nods and leaves. "Wait the fiancé doesn't get any opinions?" Tony yelled at Mike. "NOOO!!" Tony rolls his eyes and laughs. "It's just girls Babe. Vaginas and Boobs." He chuckles. "Okay.." "Besides, I'm not 17 anymore. I'm 21, almost 22.and a mother, how do you expect me to be in danger with some girls?" He looks at me and sighs. "Because of everything that's been happening to our lives. If we almost lost Vic and Mike, we lost your dad and Xavier and Emma. I'm afraid to lose you too." I look at my purse, that always had my gun. "I can't imagine a life without Nita Tegan ." I wipe the tears that had fallen. "TONY!" "That's your call." "I guess it is." "Go kill them you ninja turtle." "I will.. I love you." I look into his eyes. "I love you too." And the screen goes black.

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