Darlin you'll be okay

*Samantha Pov

My vision was flooded with white. I screamed. Where was I?

"Samantha!" I heard Vic yell. I guess I failed at dying again. I groaned.

"Andy? Vic?" I murmured with a massive headache.

"Yes!" they say at the same time.

"Please don't try this again. This was the first and last time you try anything like this ever again." Vic said.

I heard Andy giggle and I started giggling too.

"What?" Vic said totally confused.

"Stop laughing Andy you sound like a girl, so I can explain this to Vic." I laugh.

"You sound like the girl!" Andy shoots back cracking up.

"Because I am a girl idiot!" I laughed barely able to breath.

"CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME?" Vic sternly said.

I calmed down, "This isn't the first time I've ended up in the hospital because of me trying to kill myself. This is what," I turn to Andy, "the sixteenth time?"

"Not even! It's the fifth!" I protested.

"Why didn't you tell me about this before?" Vic said the hurt plain in his eyes.

"Vic," I grabbed his hand, "I am really screwed up and I didn't want you to know. Do you know how screwed up I am? You don't deserve to put up with me Vic, neither do you Andy," I closed my eyes. I couldn't stand to be their faces.

"Samantha you don't realize how special you are. You are going to change the world, and the world won't get impacted by you if you die." Vic spoke, and I could tell it was from his heart.

"Vic." I moaned.

A hispanic nurse walked into the room. "Visiting hours are over, boys. I need to give the patient her meds."

"Meds?" I croaked.

"Yes, it make you feel happy again."

"No," I felt my blood boil, "I am not going to let you do that."

"You are sixteen. Your guardian will make that choice." She sneered.

"I am my own guardian and I say no." I sneered right back at her.

"What?" she said

"I emancipated myself. So what I want goes." I hissed at her.

She ran out of the room.

"You really don't like meds?" Vic laughed.

"No, not at all." I said in my best serious voice.

"I'll see you as soon as I'm out of here," I smiled weakly at him, "I'll be out tomorrow okay?"

"Enjoy your last stay here for this!" He yelled as he walked out.

"Bye Sammy." Andy looked at me with protected eyes. I couldn't read his emotions.

I sighed at stared at the white ceiling above my head.

"I swear to god I'm going to change the world. Even though I know my wings are flawed." I grumbled and shut my eyes.

Notes

Finished it. (this chapter)