Only the strong will contiue




Do you have it in you?


Do you have it in you?

▣Fuentes.▣

I awoke with my temperature higher in one place than the rest, instinctively i searched for the cause of this: a sleeping Tony with his resting on my chest. I smiled slightly remembering what occurred last night. Then also the fact that he'll be leaving 13 days. "Thirteen days"I sighed quietly. What if they give me another nurse? What if my future living is to brain wash kids? What if...Tony doesnt come back? Who will take care of me...treat me as though as i am loved?

"M- Mike what's wrong?" I heard mumble into my chest in a groggy morning voice. "Nothing..." i sigh and get up, some might say that was a move that would send a misunderstood message to tony making him feel like "i regret everything" or im not fond of him. Which is an utterly dumb lie. As i released myself from the bed i could see Tony's face wearing disappoint. "I have to poop" i mumble and give a small smile to Tony. Honestly i dont have to poop i just need to think about things for a while.

I now sit on the bathroom floor thinking of all the possible outcomes or problems that might come out of 'this'

Im mostly worried about myself to be honest and right after is Tony. Call me selfish if you want; ive worked hard and continually like a machine. "So i guess im your fucking Selfish Machine" i muttered. I swear everyone is selfish, we're all Selfish Machines stopping at nothing to get what we want. We will use manipulation just to get what we want. And dont feel bad when we get it thinking we deserve it but everything has variables so...

After sitting in there for another minute my ears began to pick up on the voice i liked to hear. It sounded as if the conversation was important.

"So he will begin tomorrow? "

"Okay sir."

"And thank you again sir."

Then nothing. I knew exactly what the topic was about, who'd he been talking to also. I flushed the toilet and pretended to wash my hands just kinda getting them moist enough to look like i was really using the bathroom.

Opening the bathroom door i saw tony laying on the bed starring at the ceiling. With out breaking the connection from the ceiling tony chuckled slightly before saying " damn, mike how much weight did you loose"

"Ten pounds lighter , darlin" a fire broke out on his face as i said "darling".

"You're umm starting that thing sith sergeant tomorrow" he informed me even though i already knew but he doesnt need to know that .

"Are you still going" he let out a what seemed to be annoyed sigh before saying "yes" quietly" im going to go make breakfast...ill change your bandages after wards"he said before walking out. I shrugged.

"I never thought I'd die alone...Please tell mom this is her fault" i changed the lyrics to give it a deeper meaning to me.

"You'll be sorry when im gone"

◐Perry.◑

I watched mike intensely as he sung a song im not too familiar with but i could obviously tell it meant something to him. My breathe quickened as mike sang the next line so quiet almost didnt hear it "You'll be sorry when im gone." tears threatened to spill over i quickly ran down the steps and into the kitchen.

'Should i go check on him?' i say as i flipped the bacon. 'Or stay down here and bacon?'

'Bacon.'

"Hey Tony, i was wondering..if you played an instrument " i listened to him. What an odd question. "Uh yea...guitar"


"Can you play for me" my eyes widen a little bit. I never really played infront of anyone but i knew i was good. Doesnt sound humble i know but still. "Of course" i whisper.

Notes

Rushed ew