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Moon Dance

Hurricane

I sunk into the couch as Maggie came up her tail wagging, and I gave her head a pat before laying back and closing my eyes. The apartment was so silent with both Chris and Aurora gone and it's like I secretly hated it, but enjoyed it being so peaceful. Realization almost as soon as I left the studio that I had quit the one thing that I knew I loved to do, play in Motionless, but I can't handle it anymore. There is too much pressure and with Chris being up my ass about everything because he blames me for Aurora I couldn't help but want out. I unlocked my phone, flipping through the apps aimlessly when a small text message appeared at the top from Chris.




Hey Man, I'm really sorry about everything, I was being a dick. Can we talk it out?


I sat my phone on the table and headed into the bathroom, I wasn't in the mood to work things out with him. I wasn't in the mood to do much of anything, I had never felt so upset in my life or alone, without Aurora everything seemed....colder. I stepped into her room and could still smell her faint perfume, like strawberries and cinnamon, and laid across her bed, grabbing the sketchbook she kept tucked between the mattress and nightstand. I flipped to a clean page and did the only thing I felt that I could do, I drew.




AURORA


I woke up the next morning groggy and a little hungover from last night’s adventures and groaned as the caked up makeup on my face made it hard to open my eyes.



"Morning."


"Morning Beau, why must you be up so early?"


"So I can beat you to the shower, duh!" he laughed.


"ha-ha. Can you get me some coffee please?"


"Two Aspirin and a coffee coming up." he said, heading towards the kitchen.





I got up and slowly stumbled to the bathroom to take in the damage, my makeup was smeared and caked up, my hair was the equivalent of a bird's nest and I was in the same clothes as yesterday. I couldn’t recall a lot of the night but I did remember crying my eyes out and snotting all over Beau’s bare chest and wait, plaid boxers? I quickly washed my face, scrubbing it clean and pulled a brush through my hair before throwing it in a high bun and throwing on some sweat pants and a random shirt before heading out to the kitchen.





"You know that's my shirt right?" Beau laughed.




"Shit, mind if I borrow it?" I groaned, the light in the room was clearly to bright for my hangover.



"Go ahead, I only played three shows in it and haven't washed it." Beau laughed, turning the lighting down with the switch on the wall.




"That's so gross Beau!" I lightly sniffed it, "Okay, well maybe it's not too bad." It smelled like Beau’s cologne, sweat, and cinnamon, which was weird because he hated cinnamon.





He grinned and we sat out on the patio, sipping coffee and looking out at the clear blue water. I reached over and grabbed Beau's hand and he held it softly.





"I never knew all this would be so hard."




He sighed, "Love is complicated dear, sometimes the only way for it to work is for it to be hard."




"Loving you isn't hard tho." I whispered.



"That's because you know that no matter what I will never leave your side, I love you Aurora, and I always will, unconditionally.




I smiled up at him and we continued to hold hands, sipping coffee, and watching the blue wave’s crash against the shore, while my heart crashed against my rib cage with indecision. Chris making me chose was one of the worst things he could have done, and I had no idea how I was going to deal with it. The only solid thing I saw in my life was Beau and although I just wanted to stay holed up in his house I knew I’d have to face the guys eventually, I just didn’t know when or how.





ANGELO



Dear Aurora,

I'm so sorry about everything that has happened, and I can't help but feel responsible for it all. Perhaps Chris was right when he told me I should have laid off and let you be with him. Love isn't about a first come first serve basis but it is true that he had you first and I feel almost like a thief stealing your love away, but did I really?

I felt that you always had feelings for me and so I acted upon those feelings because I couldn't live with never not knowing what would become of us. I know these past few months have been hard on you the most, especially with the pregnancy thing, I'm really sorry I didn't support you in the beginning. I was scared, more like terrified, and I just wanted what was best for us, for you; I hope you understand. I wanted to tell you I quit Motionless and you mustn't blame yourself for it, it was my own personal choice. I'm not sure what I'll do next, or if Chris and I will ever be the same. I hate the idea of you having to choose between us, but if you do, choose him. He needs you, but know that I love you forever and always, like I have always said to you. Regardless of your choice, regardless of what you do, I will always love you Aurora.

Love,
Angelo



I
sighed and stared at the letter I had randomly written in her sketchbook, but couldn't bring myself to tear it out and so I left it sitting inside, with a half finished drawing and closed it up, placing the sketchbook back in its hiding place and fell asleep, surrounded by the scent of her.

Notes

So some important announcements guys!

1. This story is coming to an end....HOWEVER, if demand is high there will be a sequel...
2. Beau's shirt smells like cinnamon because it's the incense Aurora would burn in Angelo's house. (hmm why was he at Ange's?)
3. It has been a pleasure working on this with my wonderful co-author (who will return for said sequel).
Don't worry there are a few more chapters after this one!


Love you all!!! <3
-Kia

P.S. Don't hate me for all the feels!!! It's hard to write xD

Comments

The crow is the best movie ever I swear to goddess I know it by heart

@PerfectlyDepressing
Im glad I can help with your happiness!! <3

@JenLynnizMotionless
Thank you!!" <3

@MistressParente
I don't think anyone realizes how happy that makes me xD

@MistressParente
I don't think anyone realizes how happy that makes me xD