Moon Dance
Regret
I was already worried about being pregnant , but now the thought of Ange not wanting this baby was making me sicker. Ange approached me and I slowly inched from him.
The look in his eyes screamed hurt but I couldn't forget his words . Chris pushed past him and picked me up bridal style and carried me into the bedroom. I couldn't stop shaking.
"My love , I'm sorry for what I-" Ange whispered apologetically before Chris cut him off.
" haven't you said enough for today? " He growled making Ange's eyes go wide.
I looked at him then Ange and before I could say anything , Ange stormed out.
The door slammed hard making us both cringe at the loud sound. " why did you have to be so mean to him?" I questioned and Chris pulled me tighter into his hold.
" if he's man enough to sleep with you , then he should be man enough to know the consequences of that. " he huffed and I nodded in agreement.
"What are we going to do?" I questioned.
"We're going to keep this baby. I may not have planned this but I'm willing to step up and be the father to our child. " he whispered and kissed my forehead lovingly. I smiled and leaned up and kissed his lips.
Even though I was still terrified , at least I know Chris supports me. -three hours later- I must have fallen asleep because I woke up in Chris' arms as he was sleeping on my breasts.
I was in total darkness and I heard the door quietly open and I saw Ange's form slowly entering the room. He started to slowly creep into the bathroom before I stopped him.
"Angelo. .." I whispered and he stopped his movements as I got up and walked towards him.
He kept his head down and didn't look at me. " look at me" he slowly looked up. His piercing blue eyes rimmed with red.
"Do you really not want this child. .. I thought you loved me? " I questioned still hurt. He snaked his arm around my waist and pulled me into a tight hug and kiss.
"Baby I do love you. . It's just we're all so busy. . How can we raise a child on the road? What about their education or their life we will ruin that for constantly moving and getting up and going away"
He uttered. I slowly moved out his grip and he looked at me confused.
"You still didn't say that you wanted this child " I whispered before walking away and sliding back in bed with Chris. I heard the bathroom door shut and I sobbed quietly.
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