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Moon Dance

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It's been almost two days since Chris asked me to marry him and the thought has weighed heavy on my mind. I barely speak and often end up falling asleep on the couch alone because I can't stand to see the hurt in Angelo's eyes. He promises that everything is okay but I know he heard us and that makes the decision even worse. I'll always love Chris but Angelo...Angelo was my everything. He picked me up when I was broken, made me feel wanted, loved, needed. He taught me how to draw and those deep blue eyes never left mine and that smile lit up my whole world when it rained and we stayed in bed. Then there's Chris, all brooding with golden brown eyes that see into your soul. That loves with the deepest affection that is only seen in private and protective and caring of who he loves. Who was my first love, who took my virginity, who gave me a home and family when I needed one the most. Every day I saw them together, attempting to smile in my direction I wanted to leave and go home, but where is home? I'm between Angelo and Chris's house and whichever one I chose makes my decision for me and I don't think I'm ready yet. I look down at the ring Chris gave me on our second date, a skull of crystal with small rubies inside and my hand clasps around the necklace that Angelo gave me, filled with stones as blue as his eyes in a small rose shape. I looked up to see Angelo laughing at something Ricky said, his eyes glowing bright blue and his smile filled with life. I then looked over at Chris, concentrated over a notebook of lyrics, the pen perched in between his lips as he contemplated something he wrote. I sighed and salty tears trailed down my checks as I sat there drawing them both in my sketchbook. Someone was going to get hurt and that would break me, I could already feel myself cracking and so I did the only thing I could think of. I ran.

Notes

.-Kia

Comments

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@PerfectlyDepressing
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@MistressParente
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@MistressParente
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