“I am no one’s but yours Chris. Angelo and I are friends and don’t think for a second that I would ever leave you for anyone. You are mine and I am yours.”

Even as the words left my lips I felt like I was lying. I couldn’t deny that something was happening between Angelo and me, but I couldn’t deny that I felt things for Chris I had never felt for anyone. I looked up into his soft brown eyes and saw something hidden in them I had never seen before just as he leaned down to kiss me.

“I love you Aurora.” He whispered against my lips.

My heart began to speed up and my breathing quickened as I look up into the eyes of this man who just confessed something to me that I knew he didn’t say to many. I jumped up, wrapping my legs around his waist and kissed him deeply.

“I love you Chris.” I whispered back as his eyes seemed to start glowing in the pale light of the moon.

Saying those words I knew was not a lie because I could feel it deep in every fiber of my being yet; I couldn’t help that part of my mind wandered to Angelo. The way his dark blue eyes would focus on me when we were talking or in the same room, or the way his voice would skate across my mind like smooth velvet. I led Chris back to the bus where I put in a movie and sat in his lap on the couch. About half way through the movie I turned to face him and began making out with him, surprising him with my boldness. Just then Angelo walked in, and although I wanted to stop I didn’t. I need Angelo to see this, I needed this to happen, and I willed him to understand why I was doing this. I needed him to understand and not hate me for what I was doing. More than anything I needed me to believe that the feelings I had for Angelo were fleeting and would fade, but as that door open and closed again, I felt something inside of me shatter.

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THE NEXT DAY

Angelo hasn’t talked me since he walked in on Chris and I having our little make out session the other day. I tried saying good morning to him but he walked right passed me and headed outside for his run. I felt like part of me was dying and although Chris kept asking I told him I was fine just a little tired. When the boys headed to rehearsal I decided to lie in Angelo’s bunk and draw. As I pulled back the curtain and crawled inside, his smell engulfed me. I closed my eyes and breathed in the sent as I opened my sketchbook and continued working on my sketch of him. I must have dozed off because all I could remember was the curtain being pulled back and light shining in my eyes. I groaned and rolled over only to hear someone growl and reach over me. I opened my eyes and grabbed Angelo’s arm turning around to face him. His dark blue eyes were filled with something I had never seen before and it startled me.

“Why are you in my bunk?”

“I-I-I was just drawing and I must’ve fallen asleep.” I said.

“Go sleep in your boyfriend’s bunk.” He growled.

“Angelo wait-“

“Don’t think I didn’t know that little stunt you pulled last night was for me to see. Don’t worry I completely get it.”

“Angelo. Please.” I said looking up at him.

Something in the way I said it had him turning around and looking at me, his blue eyes softening. He reached his hand up and placed it on my cheek, gently rubbing my chin as I leaned into his hand. He leaned in and kissed me as a thousand sparks shot through my body and I wrapped my arms around his neck, tangling my hands in his hair. He deepened this kiss, pressing his body against mine, moaning slightly as I bit his lower lip. He put me down gently and pulled my dress up trailing kisses down my skin making me moan at the feel of his lips. When he got to my panties he rubbed me slowly causing me to shudder and my mind to cloud with lust for him. He rubbed me a bit harder as he kissed my hips and I moaned, whispering his name softly. He looked up at me then; a look of pain and lust set deep in his eyes, before he pulled down my dress and walked out the bus, leaving me there, horny and confused. I crawled into his bunk, his smell surrounding me, shut the curtain, and masturbated, my mind filled with with thoughts of him, until I felt release and a strong orgasm shook my body.

Notes

Surprise! oooo Angelo, what are you up too? ;)
The sexual frustration is real!
-Kia