Terrible Things

Spenser pushed me against the wall and started kissing my neck vigorously. "Spens, stop!" I yelled. He's been acting weird lately. I don't know what's gotten into him. I pushed him off of me and he looked at me, disgusted. "Fine!" He spat. I could smell the alcohol in his breath. He slapped me hard and I fell to the floor. 'He's just drunk' I thought, 'He'll be better tomorrow.' I laid on the floor until I heard the door slam shut and his car pull out of my driveway. I slowly got up while shaking. I walked to the bathroom, shut the door and collapsed on the floor. I opened the cabinet under the sink and grabbed my razor that I hid there. I sat up and let the blade kiss my wrist. Soon, I had cuts all up my arm. I stood up and started gently washing them in the sink. I cringed every now and then. I put bandages on my arm and walked out of the bathroom with tears streaming down my face. My cheek still stung where Spenser slapped me. I went back to my room and got out my phone. I needed Jessie. She was my only best friend that I knew I could count on. I dialed her number and waited for her to answer.
"Hey Scar!" He perky voice answered.
"Hi.." I replied.
"What's wrong?" She sounded worried. She could always tell when I was upset. Before I answered, I heard her 6 year old son, Cayden, yell in the background.
"You sound busy.." I said. I didn't need to burden her while her son needs more attention than me.
"No. Tell me." A tear slid down my face as I started telling her everything. How Spenser has been getting drunk more often, how my parents still hate me, and how I cut again. By the time I was done, I realised that I had been slightly sobbing.
"Awwwww. Baby girl. I'll be over shortly." She hung up the phone before I could tell her that she didn't need to come. Even though having her here would make things better.

--30 min. later--

I heard a knock on my door. I knew it was her. I opened it and saw how much stuff she was holding. She walked in and set it all down and brought me into a tight hug. I sobbed silently into her shoulder while she rubbed my back. After I was done, I looked at her stuff. "What's this?" I asked while sniffling.
"I left Cayden with Nolan. We're gunna have a best friend sleepover tonight." I smiled at her. Maybe this is what I needed. To get my mind off of things. We set up blankets and pillows in the living room and got out a bunch of snacks and movies. We stayed up late talking and watching movies. Mean Girls was our favorite. We laughed and quoted the movie. Pretty soon I started getting tired. I looked over at Jessie and saw that she was asleep, clutching the bag of Doritos. I chuckled and went out to the porch to have a cig before I went to bed.
As I was smoking, I noticed all the fireflies and smiled. Summer has always been my favorite season. I went back inside after I was done and laid down next to Jessie. I started drifting off to sleep, hoping that tomorrow would be better.

Notes

It's kinda short I guess. I felt bad for Scar while writing this. ;-;
Next chapter should be coming soon. cx
FIRST FANFIC I know it's not that good :c