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Bulletproof Love

I Don't Want To Say Goodbye.

Ellie's POV - 3 weeks later

The past 3 weeks have been hard. I've been feeling worse about myself and its slowly eating me alive. All the scars are going to be on me for life, reminding me about what happened and I truly hate it. The bruises have slowly disappeared so my face is back to normal except the small scar on my left cheek. My chest looks horrible though because the scar is massive and so is the one on my stomach. I sighed heavily just thinking about it.
Also to mention the guys are going on tour tomorrow for 2 months, it's going to be the first time being away from Jaime ever since I bumped into him over 6 months ago. It's going to be really hard without him, I've only just got used to having him back. Megan cried when he told her he was going away for 2 months and it broke my heart to see her like that. It's going to be hard for her without her daddy.
I'm now sitting on the couch watching tv at home when the doorbell rang. I walked over to the door curious to see who it is and opened it to see Tony.

"What a nice surprise to see you here turtle" I smiled and I pulled him into a hug. I only ever call him turtle now and he's got used to it.

"Hey El, can I come in? I wanna see you properly before tour" He asked. That word literally breaks my heart.

"Sure, come on in" I said. He walked through the front door and I closed it behind him. We walked into the lounge and started to have a long chat.

"Where's my little Megs?" He asked.

"Upstairs playing with her dolls, she's actually obsessed with them things I swear" I laughed. He laughed as well, he then stop and looked at me.

"Does she know about Jaime going on tour?" He asked. I just sighed.

"Yes, when he told her a few days ago she cried her eyes out knowing that she won't see her dad for 2 months" I explained sadly.

"Bless her, she'll understand eventually though also you can Skype and stuff" He suggested.

"Yeah I guess, it's just going to be hard, I just hate seeing her cry" I shrugged. I then heard small footsteps running down the stair, then Megan appeared from behind the door. When she noticed that Tony was sitting next to me her face lit up like a christmas tree.

"Uncle Tony!!" She squealed as she ran up and hugged him. He put her on his lap and she smiled.

"Hey cutie, how's my favourite girl?" He asked her.

"I'm okayyyy" She smiled, "uncle Tony?" She then asked more seriously.

"Yeah?" He said.

"Are you going away as well?" She asked. She knew what his answer was going to be but she wanted to be sure.

"Yeah I am, I'm sorry munchkin" He replied sadly. She then started to cry again. She wriggled out of Tony grip and ran off somewhere crying. He was going to go after her but I placed a hand on his shoulder to stop him.

"Leave her for a while" I said, "it's just hard for her, she's only just gotten you guys in her life, she not used it it yet, but she will eventually" I explained.

"I know it's hard, but are you sure she's okay?" He asked worriedly.

"Yes, she'll come back in a minute she was just upset" I nodded.

About 10 minutes later Megan slowly wondered back in the lounge and joined us again. She walked up to Tony and hugged him tightly without saying a word.

"I'm sorry uncle Tony" She said just above a whisper.

"You have nothing to be sorry for silly, I understand why you got upset" He said. She smiled weakly but she kept cuddling Tony for the rest of the time he was here.

Tony stayed for the rest of the day, then Jaime appeared not long after because he wanted to spend some time with us before he went away. Megan was just happy to see him.

~~The next day~~

Me and Megan stayed at Jaime house last night so we were there with the guys before they left. I knew today would be hard especially for Megan.
I got woken up by Jaime slightly shaking my shoulders. I groaned because I knew it was early.

"Babe, you need to wake up because me and the guys are going soon" He said. I sighed loudly.

"Fine" I pouted. I sat up and stretched. Jaime was already up and dressed, how did I sleep without hearing him? I'm such a light sleeper, it ridiculous.

"Come on, Megan is waiting downstairs for you" He smiled.

"Okay, okay I'm coming" I said as I got off the bed. Jaime placed his hand out in front of me and I happily took it, then we walked downstairs.
When I walked into the kitchen I saw Megan dressed and eating her breakfast. She smiled widely when she saw us standing in the doorway.

"Hey mumma" She said.

"Morning baby, how's my little girl this morning?" I asked.

"I'm tired, daddy woke me up early" She pouted. I looked at him, he just held his hands up in defence and I laughed.

"Well you wouldn't wanna miss saying goodbye to daddy would you?" She just shook her head sadly then continued eating.
I walked back over to Jaime and hugged him.

"I'm going to go get dressed, I'll be back" I said to him.
As I got upstairs I didn't bother about makeup because I knew I'd cry it all off later anyway. I threw on my old Green Day top and dark blue high waisted jeans. I looked in the mirror and sighed. I will never be satisfied with my appearance anymore. I left the room fully changed and then waited for the guys to come pick Jaime up.

~~~~

About 30 minutes later I looked out of the window and saw the bus parked in front of the house.

"Jaime the guys are here!' I shouted so he would hear me wherever he was. He was probably doing some last minute packing. He shouted back but I couldn't quite understand what he said. I walked towards the front door and opened it. I saw all the guys walking off the bus and heading towards the front door. When they saw me they waved, I waved back with a sad smile. Tony ran up to me and hugged me tightly.

"I'm really gunna miss you El" He mumbled.

"I'll miss you too turtle, you better not forget me while you live your crazy rockstar life will ya?" I winked.

"How could I forget my amazing bestfriend?" He smiled. We pulled away and immediately Vic pulled me into a hug, then Mike did after that. I'm not as close to Mike and Vic as I am with Jaime and Tony but I'll still miss them a lot. I started to tear up a little knowing that I won't see my little Mexicans for 2 months.

"I'm going to miss my little Mexican boys" I said to them.

"We'll miss you too chica" Mike said.
Jaime then walked out with Megan in his arms. Megan's eyes were all red and puffy, I could tell she's been crying. She wriggled out of Jaime grip and ran over to Mike, I think him leaving will upset her the most because them two have a very special relationship, she loves Mike a lot. I slowly walked over to Jaime and hugged him tightly.

"How was she?" I asked.

"She cried a lot, I don't wanna leave her, or you for that matter" He said sadly and looked down. I lifted his chin with my hand slightly and made him look at me.

"Hey, we have Skype and we can talk on the phone all the time" I said trying to be positive.

"You're right, I'm just going to miss you a lot" He said.

"I'll miss you too" I went on my tippy toes and kissed him softly. He kissed back with a smile. I pulled away and he pouted.

"I'm sure everyone doesn't want to see us making out in public" I laughed.

"I don't care" He said as he pulled me closer and kissed me with more passion. This lasted till Vic shouted to Jaime that they needed to leave. I started to tear up.

"Babe don't cry, I hate seeing you upset" He pulled me into a hug and kissed the top of my head, we just stayed like that a bit not caring if the guys got annoyed.

"I'm just not used to all of this yet" I said. I looked over Megan to see her crying in Mikes arms, he looked sad as well.

"I know, but it will go quickly I promise" He smiled sadly. We walked over to the bus and I hugged him tightly one more time, not wanting to let him go.

"Be safe and don't do anything stupid, I want my boyfriend back in one piece" I said, "you heard me guys, I want my boyfriend back in one piece" I said to the guys making him chuckle. They all shouted a bunch of yes's and okays back.

"I'll be safe baby, I love you" He said.

"I love you too" I kissed him. He pulled away and then he picked up Megan.

"I'm going to miss you so much princess" He said to her.

"I-I'll miss you too daddy" She said between sobs. He hugged her tightly, kissed her forehead then passed her to me.

"I love you both, I'll call you later" He said as he stood at the doorway of the tour bus.

"Have fun baby" I forced a smile while crying. He looked at me with sad eyes and blew me a kiss. He waved then walked onto the bus. Me and Megan stood outside waving goodbye to them. The bus then suddenly took off, we waved till we could no longer see the tour bus anymore.

"I miss them mumma" She sobbed.

"So do I baby, don't worry though they'll be back before you know it" I tried to force a smile but I really didn't work. I walked back inside Jaime's house with Megan and we sat down together. I let her cry in my arms for a little while, I let out a few tears as well.
I said to Jaime I would look after his house while he was away, so I stayed at his with Megan for a little while.
Josh said he would stay with us for a few weeks while I get used to not having Jaime around. I feel bad for Josh, I feel like I've ditched him for Jaime but I haven't, I just don't want him thinking it. It'll be nice to have him around for a couple of weeks. I know Megan will like that too.

This is going to be a hard 2 months without Jaime.

Notes

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Comments

@emilypfletcher
I know, I was just joking because little Megan really really liked Mike :-D

PoshKiwi21 PoshKiwi21
5/26/14

YASSSSS please. Okay love the story xD love you to....okay bye. c:

Whateverr Whateverr
5/26/14

@PoshKiwi21
I don't think that could happen, there is like a 25 years age gap, that's weird hahah

alltimeblowww alltimeblowww
5/26/14

YES I WAS THINKING ABOUT SUGGESTING THAT OMG

paramorefan1221 paramorefan1221
5/26/14

yaasssss

Owlinahround Owlinahround
5/25/14