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Curtains Close; Take a bow. I think we fooled all of them now.

Chapter 69 - Tides Will Bring Me Back To You

Oli's POV

Rain laid out in the bed, frustrated and weak. She had been slamming herself against the door as hard as she could. She wanted to do anything to loose her baby so that everything would be the way it was before. She begged me to let her leave and have it removed, but I wouldn't let her. She was crazy.

"You don't love me anymore Oli." She whispered, clinging on to her swelling stomach.

"I do." I replied, stroking her hair.

"No. If you loved me, you would have let me abort it. Because you know that this baby is going to neglected." She bit her lip and rolled over.

"I'm not letting you get rid of it. I'll take care of it myself, if I have to. You are out of your mind."

She rolled over and ignored me. "You never will love me like you loved SJ."

My eyes widened. How many times was she going to say this? She knew the answer, so I didn't bother to respond. I just sat there with self hatred. There was pressure building between us.

"If I didn't love you, I would have left you in the forest to die, Rain." I replied bitterly.

She sat forward with tears in her eyes. "Danny warned me that something was going to happen to me."

I pulled her closely into my chest and cover her up with the blankets. "Is that why you're trying to kill your own baby? Because you are worried something is going to happen?"

She starred at me, and then turned away, hiding in her messy hair. She gently rolled off me and laid on the pillow next to my hip. "Bring Hanley in here for me."

I got up and walked out through the hall, feeling the cold wooden flooring against my feet. He was in the nursery, playing with some old books.

"Come on. Mommy wants to see you." I lifted him up from the floor and carried him through the hall and into the bedroom.

He quietly walked to the side of the bed, not taking his eyes off Rain.

"My baby boy." She leaned forward and kissed his cheek.

"Are you feeling better?" He whispered. His innocent tone made us both melt for him. Rain swallowed hard and her eyes started to swell.

"No. Not today baby." She whispered. She hugged him tightly and then rubbed his hair.

He nodded and then stepped back. I hushed him away into his bedroom and closed the door on him. I felt bad for the kid, knowing that he was all on his own. But he seemed to cope alright. And I needed to make sure that Rain didn't kill herself or the baby. I just couldn't multitask between everyone. And worse of all, I couldn't call anyone to help me, because I'd lost everyone I knew.

Notes

Comments

Quality read, I love this story so much, can you check out my new story please? I'd appreciate it and wanna collab

Anyone who is reading this, I'm actually the writer of this story, I just deleted my tumblr account that was linked to this a while ago. I wrote this years and years ago, and I think it's pretty poorly written at the start, so apologies lmao. But anyway, I made a new account, I'm older now so my writing has gotten better, I'm taking English as an A level too so everything is good. I'm in the process of writing something new, but I'm totally annoyed with the lack of views it's getting. It's got a kind of similar story involving drugs and pregnancy and stuff so check it out? <3 Its called "On The Vacant Canvas, We Should Be Waiting", and I've based some parts of the story ie. drugs and fights etc. on experiences that actually happened to me and my friends so it's quite a personal story, as I think it should be.

@SparklyRainbows
Thankyou so much, I've been really good lately, and I hope that you can be too, and I'm glad you're enjoying it :) You better stay awesome too, hun <3

I just want to let you know, I stated until 6:03 in the morning, reading the ever loving fuck out of this. This story is amazin . First of all, this story spans over years, not months or days like most storie . Second of all, I have a real connection with both Oli and Rain (which is one of the character names in my story, too!!!). I struggle with self harm, alcohol, and drug abuse, and this chapter really connected with me especially. Whatever you're going through, I've never met you, but I believe in you. I'm proud that you're five (or more) days sober, and you definitely better keep it up. You're a strong person, and it's really awesome that you're doing good and writing an amazing story while you're at. Stay beautiful my lovely creature!!

I really felt the connection in this chapter with the Alcohol abuse. I really liked this update, a lot x