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Curtains Close; Take a bow. I think we fooled all of them now.

Chapter 16 - Another Desperation, Sink My Teeth Into Your Lonely Paradise

Oli's POV

SJ leaned closer to me. "She's fucking pissed Oli. I'd be scarred if I was you..." She said, opening the car door, getting out and closing it with me inside on my own.

I had practically left Rain for four days and not given her any notice. Of course she would be pissed. But I had to take what I deserved from her.

"Rain?" I said nervously stepping into my house. I closed the door quietly and looked around. The place was dark, cold and completely silent. The sun was shining through the window onto the sofa where SJ was standing, looking at me with a fearful expression.

I could hear Rain breathing heavily behind the kitchen wall. She was standing on the stairs out of my sight.

I repeated myself, calling out for her. And just then she stepped into sight and starred directly at me. She was looked cold and had clenched fists.

"I'm sorry." I said, shrugging at her. There was little else I could say.

"Your sorry?" She said, breathing even heavier now. "Is that it?" She said quietly.

"What else do you need me to say?" I questioned her.

She shot towards me and started screaming, fists straight out in front of me. "You left me alone, for days!" She screamed, slamming into my stomach. "You heartless son of a bitch!" She continued on with insults.

She screamed more insults at me, but I was more concentrated on not hitting her back. She knocked me onto my knees and started slamming her hands into my head. A tear rolled down from my eye onto the carpet. I was really sorry this time, but she couldn't see that.

I looked up at SJ and pleaded out to her with my tearful eyes. She looked away and sat herself down, looking at her stomach.

"Stop." I said, grabbing her wrists and clenching them tightly. Rain screamed a little before gently falling to an irritated state again. "Breathe." I said, watching her take deep gasps of air.

"Don't leave me again." She cried, falling into my lap in defeat.

I nodded and stroked her hair as she cried into my chest. "I wouldn't ever. Not again. It's not worth it." I assured her, brushing my hands along her back.

Both of our attention was snapped onto SJ dashing across the room into the bathroom. She slammed the door behind her.

"SJ?" I asked, with a curious expression. She didn't usually get morning sickness in the afternoon. "Are you alright?" I asked again, lifting myself and Rain up onto our feet. There was no reply.

I knocked on the door. There was a panicked silence. SJ was whimpering from behind the door.

She moaned for me. "Oli..." She cried. "Help..."

I starred at the door. "What's the matter?" I shouted, beginning to unlock the door from the other side.

"The baby..." SJ started to bawl.

I threw the door open to her, seeing her sat curled over on the floor in blood. "Oh shit!" I cried, lifting her up into my arms. "Rain, get the car!"

Rain bolted out of the house, opening my car and sitting herself inside, with a scarred expression on her face.

I carried SJ in my arms down the stairs and into the back of my car. I laid her on my lap and rested her head into my shoulder. "Rain, drive to the hospital!"

SJ limply laid up against my chest. She continued to cry and hold her stomach in pain. "I'm scarred Oli." She whispered to me. "I'm five months along."

I stroked her arms. "It's okay SJ. Your going to be strong through this." I felt as though the world had stopped around her, and it was the first time ever that I had felt so close to her. I rubbed her stomach in an attempt to ease her pain. I could have lost my baby.






Notes

:O OMFG NOO D':

Comments

Quality read, I love this story so much, can you check out my new story please? I'd appreciate it and wanna collab

Anyone who is reading this, I'm actually the writer of this story, I just deleted my tumblr account that was linked to this a while ago. I wrote this years and years ago, and I think it's pretty poorly written at the start, so apologies lmao. But anyway, I made a new account, I'm older now so my writing has gotten better, I'm taking English as an A level too so everything is good. I'm in the process of writing something new, but I'm totally annoyed with the lack of views it's getting. It's got a kind of similar story involving drugs and pregnancy and stuff so check it out? <3 Its called "On The Vacant Canvas, We Should Be Waiting", and I've based some parts of the story ie. drugs and fights etc. on experiences that actually happened to me and my friends so it's quite a personal story, as I think it should be.

@SparklyRainbows
Thankyou so much, I've been really good lately, and I hope that you can be too, and I'm glad you're enjoying it :) You better stay awesome too, hun <3

I just want to let you know, I stated until 6:03 in the morning, reading the ever loving fuck out of this. This story is amazin . First of all, this story spans over years, not months or days like most storie . Second of all, I have a real connection with both Oli and Rain (which is one of the character names in my story, too!!!). I struggle with self harm, alcohol, and drug abuse, and this chapter really connected with me especially. Whatever you're going through, I've never met you, but I believe in you. I'm proud that you're five (or more) days sober, and you definitely better keep it up. You're a strong person, and it's really awesome that you're doing good and writing an amazing story while you're at. Stay beautiful my lovely creature!!

I really felt the connection in this chapter with the Alcohol abuse. I really liked this update, a lot x