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Curtains Close; Take a bow. I think we fooled all of them now.

Chapter 104 - The Square Doesn't Fit The Circle

Anthony's POV

He stood in front of me, looking down at my face. His lips stayed firmly shut. We looked at each other for what felt like forever. His eyes barely moved from mine. The silence was ringing in my ears. I had to say something to him. To prove to him I was a good person, that I wanted to protect Rain with all my heart.

"Joe..." I said. It came out quieter than I had expected, almost a whisper. I swallowed hard.

"Don't speak.." He said, his hands were starting to tremble.

He stepped closer to me, inches away from my face. I could feel his breaths on my cheek. We made brief eye contact, before he lifted his hands up to my face. He placed them on my cheeks, his fingers tracing my jaw bones and gently stoking my lips. He came closer, our noses were touching now.

I hadn't had anyone touch me this way since Danny died. But Joe was something so different to Danny. Danny was like a shut door, always angry at me and always trying to pretend that he didn't love me. Danny was afraid of me. Where as I, was afraid of Joe.

His lips pressed against mine, his hand supporting my head like I was a child. He stroked his hand down my back, making me shiver. I pushed my hips towards him, forcefully kissing him. His lips moved firmly against mine, and he took my lower lip and held between his teeth for a few moments. My eyes were shut and I felt his hand fall lower, touching my waist band on my boxers.

He put pushed me back onto the bed, taking his strong hands and putting them on my chest. He scratched down my ribs, touching my hip bones and kissing them. I moaned slightly, exhaling through my teeth and wanting to him to touch me lower. I put my hand on his head, stroking his hair and touching his cheek. He didn't notice me. He treated me like an object, only moving and touching me to please himself. He put his hand over my crotch and stroked me.

He sighed and stopped. Silence fell between us both for a few seconds. I was desperate for him to carry on.

"Why stop?" I shuddered as he stood up, removing his other hand from underneath my shirt.

He turned his back to me, saying nothing, and went out of the door. I was left alone on the bed, confused and unfinished. I looked down at myself, feeling almost abused by him. I craved him though. I wanted him to come back and take control of my body again.

"Joe?" I called his name. No answer. He had taken a left from his door and gone down the stairs back towards the reception. I tucked my shirt back into my jeans and stood up from the bed. Watching my reflection in the window, I headed towards the door. I was almost embarrassed that I had let him take over me like that.

I headed straight for the car. I didn't bother to say goodbye to Rain. I shouldn't have been here today. If only I had stayed at home. I wouldn't have this confusion. I just had a sexual encounter with Rain's brother. God, I sound so heartless. How could I let this happen?

Notes

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Comments

Quality read, I love this story so much, can you check out my new story please? I'd appreciate it and wanna collab

Anyone who is reading this, I'm actually the writer of this story, I just deleted my tumblr account that was linked to this a while ago. I wrote this years and years ago, and I think it's pretty poorly written at the start, so apologies lmao. But anyway, I made a new account, I'm older now so my writing has gotten better, I'm taking English as an A level too so everything is good. I'm in the process of writing something new, but I'm totally annoyed with the lack of views it's getting. It's got a kind of similar story involving drugs and pregnancy and stuff so check it out? <3 Its called "On The Vacant Canvas, We Should Be Waiting", and I've based some parts of the story ie. drugs and fights etc. on experiences that actually happened to me and my friends so it's quite a personal story, as I think it should be.

@SparklyRainbows
Thankyou so much, I've been really good lately, and I hope that you can be too, and I'm glad you're enjoying it :) You better stay awesome too, hun <3

I just want to let you know, I stated until 6:03 in the morning, reading the ever loving fuck out of this. This story is amazin . First of all, this story spans over years, not months or days like most storie . Second of all, I have a real connection with both Oli and Rain (which is one of the character names in my story, too!!!). I struggle with self harm, alcohol, and drug abuse, and this chapter really connected with me especially. Whatever you're going through, I've never met you, but I believe in you. I'm proud that you're five (or more) days sober, and you definitely better keep it up. You're a strong person, and it's really awesome that you're doing good and writing an amazing story while you're at. Stay beautiful my lovely creature!!

I really felt the connection in this chapter with the Alcohol abuse. I really liked this update, a lot x