Don't tell me I'm Beautiful.

I was shaking with anger, and wracked with sobs as I walked along, trying to calm down before I made it back to the bus. I slowed myself and heaved in a heavy breath as Alan had caught up with me and rubbed my back, "Shh, It's okay Nicole, it's gonna be fine." He whispered as he pulled me into his side and began walking me back towards his bus. I sighed heavily and finally rested into Alans side as we walked along and gasped quickly as I saw Tino slump down the side of the bus.

I rushed quickly, stopping to check his pulse then pulled him into my chest as I looked at Alan. "Go find your tour manager or something Alan, hurry." I said franticly and kissed Tino's head. "I'm sorry I was bitchy Tino, please, wake up." I whispered to him as I sat there tears stinging at my eyes once again. Now I had two worries on my mind, one the baby, and two my boyfriend.

I sighed again and looked around quickly but smiled when he began moving and looked up at me slowly. "Nic...." I just shook my head. "Just relax Tino, Alan went to go find help, we will get you on the bus, and you can relax babe." I whispered and he looked confused. "Shouldnt you be the one needing to relax Nicole?" He whispered to me and I smiled. "I'll relax with you..." I whispered and nuzzled myself against him, feeling his arms wrap around my waist.

This whole idea was definately going to be something to get used to, but I was almost certian if I had the support I'd be fine. I just hoped Tino would be there right along with me too.

Notes

Sorry, this update was super short and shotty this time, I've had alot going on and havent had much time for updates or anything else.