What if i cant forget you?

*vics POV*
We both walked inside collapsed onto the sofa. I was still worried about Dani, but right now wasn't the best time to talk to her about it.She was exhausted."We should go to bed, you look really tired." I mumbled, also tired.She nodded her head and opened her arms, signalling for me to carry her,I didn't mind because she wasn't heavy at all.

I laid her on the bed and threw some pjs at her, seeing as skinny jeans aren't the most comfortable sleep wear. I struggled with my skinny jeans and then jumped into bed, accidentally hitting Dani slightly. She playfully hit me,"Vic you faggot!" she laughed. We play fought for a while until she punched my arm really hard, I rubbed my arm and held up my hands in defeat. "Okay!You win, gosh." I sulked. She did a victory dance and laughed.

I turned out the light and climbed into bed, Dani turned to face me and looked at me.I kissed her forehead.She looked worried, a tear formed in her eye but she quickly blinked to dismiss it."Dani?" I whispered softly.
"Yes?" She replied, shakily.
"Are you okay?"
"No."

I pulled her closer to me and wrapped my arms around her, i guessed she didn't want to talk about it.She sighed loudly."I'm worried, Vic." Dani said shakily.
"Do you want to talk about it?" I asked with concern in my voice.
"I want to talk about it." Dani admitted. I reached over and turned on her bedside lamp. I was glad that she trusted me enough to talk about it.
"Let's go downstairs and talk then." I have to admit, I was kind of annoyed that she was telling me now, when she could have told me earlier. Was that bad?

I stood up and held Dani's hand. We walked downstairs and i put the kettle on, I needed a coffee. Who the fuck has coffee at 2 in the morning?Me, obviously. After making my coffee, i sat down with Dani. I waited for her to speak.
" My ex is getting out of prison next week." Oh.
Oh.
Ohh.
"Oh." I mumbled with a hint of confusion in my voice, what was so bad about her ex?
"He raped me." Dani mumbled in a hushed tone. what? Who would ever do that to such a sweet girl?!
"What?" I had to stop myself from shouting. Why didn't she tell me? I could've helped her!
"Are you mad?" Dani asked, concerned. I ran my fingers through my hair.
"No." I lied. I was mad.I was really mad. Why didn't she tell me sooner? Why didn't she stop him?
"Are you gonna leave me now?"
"No." I wasn't going to leave her. I drank my coffee, burning my tongue. "ow." i mumbled.
"Are you okay?" Dani asked, trying to change the subject.
"I'm fine." I reached over to her hand. "I love you."
"I love you too."
"Let's go to bed. I'm tired."

So we went to sleep, well, Dani went to sleep, and I stayed awake, contemplating the discussion we had just had.
If he came near her, i'd beat the shit out of him. And that was it.

Notes

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo drama llama anyways i tried eating normally but threw up so i'm gonna eat 2 meals a day and get used to that first until i can eat 3 meals. It feels weird being full tho, i'm not used to it.
Anyway stay strong shitty chapter ikik i love you allllll