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What if i cant forget you?

Chapter 1- silver paintbrushes

With shaky hands,i unlocked the door to my house. No one was home, my mother was at work and I'm not sure where my dad is. He left when i was 5.

I slammed the door shut and ran into my room, my vision becoming blurry and my eyes becoming sore and itchy. I rummaged through my draws, desperately trying to find a blade. I'd had an awful day at school, and needed to calm myself down. I decided that if i had one more bad day, id end it all. Eternal sleep didn't sound so bad if i was honest.I was so sure it'd happen,i'd even planned how and where to do it.

I found a blade and pulled down my black skinny jeans to my knees. I gently slid the blade onto my thighs, as my eyes went blurry again, the cuts got deeper and deeper.I cleaned up the blood and fell to sleep...