Stay Away From My Friends

“Um …” that’s all I could say. Yes, I cut but I didn’t want to agree to it, then again lying would be a waste of time and breath because he sees the scars on my thighs.

“Why?” I looked down and shrugged my shoulders. So far, I’ve dug myself into a hole and the only way to go is down. “Don’t shrug me off Kells.” I heard his bed creek and a few seconds later, there were a pair a feet in front on mine. Vic hooked his pointer and middle finger under my chin while his thumb rested right under my lower lip. When I met his eyes, I saw hurt, fear, sadness and pity. “You don’t have to tell me why, I just want to know how long.”

“A few, um … years. It started when I was eleven. I’ve been doing this for five to six years.” Vic wiped away the tear that fell from my eye and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

“Let’s go to sleep Kells, we can talk about everything in the morning.” I crawled onto Vic’s bed and he went to lock his door then change. While he was taking off his shirt, I noticed how defined his abs, V-line and chest were. The way his biceps and triceps flexed when he slipped on his shirt. Then he began taking off his pants and oh my Jesus! He had nice, toned legs and a nice ass. “Ya’know, if you keep staring and biting your lip, I just might have to do something about it.” I blushed but I wanted to see how far this would go.

“Well, if you didn’t look that good I wouldn’t be staring.” I sassed back.

“Oh?” he said, raising an eyebrow. “I look good?”

“Yes, now come here. I wanna cuddle and I’m cold.” Vic crawled onto the bed and I snuggled into his side. I felt his callused fingers run through my hair and a content sigh left my mouth. I felt his other hand run along my thigh, where the scars are.

“You know you’re beautiful right?” he whispered.

“No I’m not, but thank you.” I whispered back. Kellin Quinn Life Lesson 101: you can deny a compliment but say thank you so you don’t look like a complete asshole.

“Yes you are.”

“Nope.”

“Yes.”

“Nope.”

“Yes.”

“Are we really gonna do this?”

“Yes, until you accept that you’re beautiful.”

“Wanna gimme a kiss?”

“No not really.” I looked up at him with wide eyes and my bottom lip jutting out a bit. He looked down at me when he felt me move. “Don’t look at me like that Kells.” I continued to stare. “Fine, I’ll give you kiss. Move up here.” Once I was eye-level with him, he gave me a peck on the lips.

“Not like that Vic.” I whined. “You know what I mean.”

“Mmm, do I?”

“Yeah, and it’d make me really happy if you kissed me the way I want you to.” He brushed his nose against mine, causing me to giggle. “Vic, please?”

“I like it when you beg.” He said against my lips. “It’s kinda hot and makes me want to do unholy things to you.”

“Oh really?” I murmured.

“Yes really. You have no idea how hot you look when you stick your lower lip out.” He kissed me lightly. “And when I see you wearing your tight ass skinny jeans that make your ass look perky.” He kissed me a little deeper, hitching my leg over his waist. “Do you know how hard it was
dating a girl when all I could think about was you?” his hands gripped my hips and I ended up sitting on his lap.

“So you’ve always been gay?” I asked.

“When I met you I began questioning myself, but I was already dating Carol. Before Mike started talking to you, I would stare at you when we would be in music class with Ashby. I would look at your beautiful hair.” He ran his fingers through it, causing me to smile. “I would see you writing in your music journal and would wonder what you were writing. Then, one day, I got the privilege to see your eyes and that’s when I became addicted to you. I would watch you in the cafeteria. Everybody would always say how you were weird because you enjoyed being alone.”

“Did you think I was weird because I liked being alone?” I interjected.

“A little bit if I’m being honest. Then I would notice how you would limp a bit when you walked and how your eyes never shined. I didn’t know if you were bullied or something but I knew that bullying was never the cause because even though people were mean sometimes, they didn’t beat on anyone.”

“Why did Mike decide to talk to me then?”

“I paid him to do it. I wanted to, but I was scared. So when you guys were on the roof, he texted me and that was when we all showed up.”

“Oh, so you were stalking me and then paid your younger brother to talk to me so you could? Very smart Fuentes. Very smart.” I giggled. “Ya’know it’s quite comfortable here.” I wiggled my hips a bit.

“Don’t do that Kells; you’ll get me horny.” He whined.

“Oh, what? Don’t do this?” I wiggled my hips harder until I felt something against my ass. “I’m getting kinda sleepy.” I yawned as I got off him.

“I hate you.” He grumbled. “You got my hard.”

“You don’t hate me babe.”

“Yes I do, and I’ll stop hating you once you fix this.” Vic gestured towards his crotch. I straddled
Vic once again and began grinding against him.

“Is this better?” I asked.

“Yes.” He moaned. I smirked as I began doing little eights on his lap. “Fuck Kells.” His hands gripped my thighs tightly, which kinda hurt, but it was good kind of pain. “Wanna go all the way.”

“Really?” I didn’t stop moving; it only encouraged me move faster.

“Yeah. Fuck Kellin.” I leaned forward and captured his lips in mine. There was a lot of tongue, teeth and saliva but I was getting too hard to care. “Wait.” Mood killer much? “I don’t know how gay sex works. Like, I get that it’s in the ass but like …”

“Then you’re in for an adventure.” I smirked. “You’re gonna listen to me. I’m in charge here. I’ll prep myself and then you’ll follow my instructions.” Vic nodded rapidly, causing me to smile and give him a quick kiss. I climbed off him and took my shirt and boxers off. I shut my eyes tightly while he stared at me. What if now he doesn’t want this?

I felt a pair of lips brush against mine then heard, “You have no idea how gorgeous you look.” I slowly opened my eyes and there was Vic; exposing all his God-given glory. I bit my lip as I looked at his dick shamelessly. “Now, how about this adventure you’re supposed to take me on?”

I smirked up at Vic and pulled him towards the bed. “You’ve never fucked a guy before am I correct?”

“One hundred percent correct.”

“Then you do know I will be taking charge so you don’t hurt me unintentionally.”

“Agreed.”

I sat myself in between Vic’s legs and began fingering myself, Vic looked at me while biting his lower lip and slowly making himself harder. It didn’t really hurt but it wasn’t comfortable either. There was a bit of a burning feeling but I got used to it. I hit the little bundle of nerves inside me, causing me to let out a loud moan. My hips bucked up involuntarily and I began rubbing myself there.

“V-Vic.” I panted. “Do some-something, please.” He carefully removed my fingers out from inside me, causing me to pout at the emptiness, and began kissing me softly.

“I don’t know what to do remember?” I sighed in realization.

“Ok then, lay down on the bed on your back.”

I gripped the base of Vic’s dick and slowly went down until I was fully on his laps. Since he didn’t know how to fuck a guy, I was going to be in charge. Vic was big and it felt so good being filled. I clenched my eyes shut as I let the burning sensation of being stretched pass through. Once I was comfortable enough I slowly began moving in little, dirty eights.

“D-damn Kells, you’re so tight.” Vic groaned.

“Th-that’s what it feels l-like fucking a guy.” I said with a small smile. “Shit you’re big.”

“I know.” He said with a smirk. I began moving a bit faster, bouncing a little. “F-fuck.” He groaned. That encouraged me to move a little faster and harder. I was moving at a good pace when he suddenly shifted a bit, making his tip brush against my prostate. My back instantly arched and a porn-star moan flowed out my mouth. “Sh-shit, I didn’t hurt you right?”

I shook my head rapidly, “No, you’re far from that.”

“Can I tr-try to fuck you while you’re on the bed?” I nodded and got off him, feeling a bit uncomfortable with nothing inside me. He lined himself up and slowly pushed in. “Shit. You’re so tight.” He groaned into my neck. My hands wrapped themselves around his neck and gripped his luscious locks of brown, soft hair. I closed my eyes and threw my head back, silently giving him access to my neck. Vic began sucking on it, surely leaving hickeys in his trail.

“Faster, Vic, I want it faster, please.” Vic trusting became harder and faster. It felt so good. I didn’t have to daydream about this anymore.

“You’ve day dreamed about me fucking you?” Vic asked amusingly. He stopped moving and just hovered over me. He began chuckling and I began blushing.

“Can you just finish? If you haven’t noticed, I kinda need to cum right now.” Play it off as best as I can.

“Let me help me you with that then.” Vic kissed me quickly before he took my neglected cock into his hand as he began moving. I let out little, high squeaked uh’s as he fucked into my prostate. With a few more thrusts, I came as I moaned out Vic’s name. I think it was his name. “Shit.” He grunted. I felt Vic cum inside me then he pulled out. “Holy shit.” We both turned to look at each other and Vic gave me kissed me. “Let’s go to sleep Kells.”

I think this is the first time I fell asleep feeling at peace.

Notes

the smut sucks because it was a last minute thing. it was suppose to have been the opening to ch 10