You can't just turn back time

Mike's P.O.V.

I haven't seen Tony in three weeks. We've been talking on the phone a lot and I just find myself falling for him even more. He's been wanting to keep his distance so nothing major happens between us and it kills me knowing he's getting married in two months.

I know this is probably the worst thing I could be doing right now, but I'm at Tony's house. I've been sitting out here in front of his house for 20 minutes trying to muster up the courage to knock on the door. Well, here I go.

I stepped up to the door and knocked three times.

"I'm coming!" I heard Jaime shout from inside. I took a deep breath. All I wanna do is talk to Tony...I've missed him these past weeks. When the door was opened, Jaime was grinning wildly, trying not to get distracted by the person who had his arms wrapped securely around his waist. Tony hadn't even looked up to me yet, he just kissed down Jaime's neck with a smile. I could feel my heart sink to my stomach and then Jaime finally spoke, getting Tony's attention.

"Mike! Hey, what's up?" Jaime asked, the smile never leaving his face. They were both shirtless. Tony looked up to me with wide eyes, he stopped kissing Jaime's neck and unwrapped himself from him.

"I-I um..." I didn't know what to say. I just wanted to come talk to Tony...I should'v known better....what did I think would happen? That he'd just jump into my arms when he'd see me? Realize he loves me and not Jaime? I'm an idiot. Why did I even come here?!

"I um...I just came to talk to Tony...I-I-I change my mind. Um...sorry...bye." I sighed, walking away towards my car.

"Mike!" Tony called out. I didn't turn to look at him because by now I had tears staining my cheeks. I got in my car and made my way over to the recording studio. David said he wanted to go over some things with me and when we'd officially release my EP.

I got there, everyone was there already. Tyler, Robert, and even Alan. I found it strange Alan was even here.

"Hey man, you want me to tell them or should I?" Alan asked bitterly. I felt panic start to set in. Shit. He's gonna tell them.

"Tell us what?" David asked.

"Yea, what's up? Everything okay?" Tyler asked. I looked at Alan with begging eyes. He can't do this. I can't lose all of them too.

"Mikey here, came over a few weeks ago and well...you can tell them the rest, buddy." Alan smirked at me. I sent a glare his way and tried my hardest to contain my anger.

"Alan, shut up." I said through gritted teeth.

"Tell us. It's not too bad right?" Robert insisted.

"You're not like gay or anything, so it's fine." Tyler laughed. "You can tell us."

"Yea, just imagine. God, that'd be hilarious!" David joined. Everyone was laughing. Alan's smile just got bigger. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

"What's s-so horrible about being gay?" I finally defended. The laughing stopped and everyone's eye's were on me.

"It's disgusting! That's what's wrong. Men fucking other men is just...it's vile." Robert snapped. He's probably more of a homophobic than Alan is. I could feel tears rise to my eye's. But I held them back.

"Are you defending gays? What's gotten into you, Mikey?" Tyler asked, looking angry. "That type of lifestyle isn't right."

"Well, Mikey sure seems to think it is. Just like Barafag." Alan growled.

"You're gay?" Tyler was the first to ask. They all glared at me. If looks could kill, I'd surely be dead. My manager David broke out into laughter. No one else was laughing. David grew serious when he noticed I didn't find it funny.

"You're not really gay, are you?" David said, calming down.

"I-I am..." I answered, truthfully. Robert got up, approaching me and then unexpectedly proceeded with ramming me into the wall. I saw his fist come swinging to my face, but quickly dodged it, managing to escape his grasp and ran out of there as fast as I could. I went into my car driving away and completely let myself break down when I was back at my house. This just isn't fair.

Notes

Sorry I haven't updated in a lifetime D: lol I wasn't up for it but hereeeee! :D

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