You can't just turn back time

Mike's P.O.V.

"Hey, man! Cheer up! Whatever that girl did, she's probably not worth it anyway." Alan spoke. We were at his house now, I told him I was upset about some girl I met, lying to me....but really it's about Tony. I'm just so mad. I know he likes me. I fucking know he does, he just won't admit it.

"She wasn't just anybody...she was...she is, perfect..and I can't get over it."

"You know, maybe you just need someone to get your mind off it." Alan spoke, raising an eyebrow.

"Yea...I do. You'd be the perfect one to help me with it." I spoke. Alan got up.

"Alright then let's go fi-" I cut him off with a kiss. I just want to forget about Tony. I held his face & kissed him, for a moment it seemed like he was kissing back, but not for long.

"Dude, what the fuck?! I'm not a fag!" Alan yelled, pushing me off him. Alan stood there looking horrified. "Get the fuck out! You're disgusting! Fucking fag!" Alan yelled, pushing me out. He slammed the door on me & I didn't know what to do. I couldn't do anything but cry. He was the last friend I'd have right now. Alan's gonna tell everyone. Fuck! What the fuck is wrong with me?!

I don't even have a ride now. Alan drove us here. I only have one person to call since Victor's at work. I got my phone out & waited till' someone answered.

"Tony...I know you're probably still mad about yesterday, I'm surprised you even answered but...can you give me a ride?" I asked. I was really hoping he couldn't tell if I was crying, he didn't say anything for a while but then he finally spoke up.

"Yea...where are you?"

"A-Alan's house...I'll text you the address." I spoke. We hung up & I texted him the address.

"Didn't I tell you to fuck off?!" Alan came out once more to yell at me.

"I'm getting a fucking ride! What the hell is wrong with you anyway?!"

"What's wrong with me?! I'm not the one who likes it up the ass! I don't want a fucking fag on my property!" Alan yelled. I was crying so much by now. How could he say that? I'm his fucking friend.

"But we're fucking friends!! How can you fucking say that to me?! You're supposed to be there for me!!"

"I am supposed to be there for you! But I can't fucking do that now!! You're a fucking fag! God, I can't believe I've been friends with a fucking fag this whole time! Fucking have your shit back too!!! I bet it's infested with your germs now! Don't fucking show up here again! Don't call me! Don't text me! Don't fucking contact me! I don't want you to ever be around me! Fucking disgusting fag! Piece of shit like you, deserve to be dead! Kill yourself, fag!" Alan yelled, slamming the door. He had thrown a watch at me. It's a watch we'd had since 9th grade, a bestfriend sort of thing. I picked it up & sobbed even more. It wasn't until I punched the wall & turned around ready to stat walking that I noticed Tony was already here. I don't even know how long he's been here. I didn't give one shit if he'd see me cry. I'm too angry. Too fucking sad.

"Mike..." Tony spoke. I was sitting on the ground now, crying into my hands, hugging my knees. I didn't move nor say anything. I felt arms wrap around me after a while. I looked up to see it was Tony. He wiped the tears for me & held my face.

"You don't need him...you don't need him." Tony whispered. All I could do is cry & look at him. I'm not sure if it's because he felt bad but he moved his face closer to mine & asked me,

"Do you want me to?"

"Only if you really want it....only if you like me, not just because you feel bad.."

"I like you..." Tony whispered. He held one of my hands & pressed his lips to mine. We sat there on the ground, moving our lips together, then he finally stood up & we went into his car.

"Tony. Thank you."

"For what?"

"Admitting it..."

"Oh...you're welcome."

"How much did you hear back there?..." I asked.

"Enough. He's a dumb ass. You don't need him, Mike." Tony replied.

"I need you." Tony looked to the road & kept driving. He held my hand & squeezed it tight.

"And I'll be here."

Notes

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