You can't just turn back time

Mike's P.O.V.

I've been waiting for that call all day. Jaime hasn't gotten back to me since I called today. I'm just here on my bed, staring at the ceiling with the phone in my hand. My mind started playing back old memories of when Tony & I were like brothers. I can't believe I left him for 'popularity'. That's the biggest mistake I have ever made.

*Rape me, do it & do it again*

"Fuck yes!" I answered my phone without looking at the caller ID.

"Jaime?" I asked.

"Yea, Tony's available now. Do you still want to talk to him?"

"Of coarse I do! Thanks, Jaime."

"You're welcome." Jaime stopped talking & then I heard a deeper voice on the other end.

"Hello?"

"Uh...h-hey. Is this Tony?" I asked. His voice has changed a lot.

"Yea....so, why did you want to talk to me?.." Tony asked. I gotta admit his deep voice sounded extremely sexy.

"What? I can't call an old friend?" I asked.

"Mike, what are you talking about? We're not friends....we haven't been for nine years." Tony replied. His words hurt but they were true.

"Tony, I'm the biggest idiot alive, okay? I'm a fucking dumb ass for letting you go. You're like a brother, Tony. I know I fucked up really fucking bad, but I'm sorry. I fucking miss you, tone-bone." There was a bit of silence over the phone.

"I miss you too Whiskey Hands...." I laughed at the memory. I guess I should tell him about my first EP.

"Guess what, Tone?"

"What?"

"It's not just a dream anymore. I just recorded my first EP yesterday."

"No way! I'm so proud of you! Can I have a listen?"

"It's not out yet, but if you come over.....you can be the first to hear it." I spoke. I really hope he'd want to come.

"You want me to go over?..."Tony asked.

"Yea...only if you want to...I think it'd be nice to catch up."

"Umm..yea. Okay, when?"

"Can you come over today, maybe?..."

"Sure..." Tony responded. Fuck yea! I gave him my address & we hung up. I'm so fucking excited.

I waited about twenty minutes & then finally there was a knock on the door. I walked over to the door slowly & fixed my hair before I opened the door. I already saw him in a commercial so, I'm a little more prepared. He hasn't even seen me yet.

"Tony, Hey." I spoke, opening the door. He looked so tall. I suddenly felt a little nervous because, my god, was he sexy. The years have done him good.

"Hey, Mike." Tony just stood there & so I hugged him. Immediately, he started to cry into my shoulder.

"I missed you so fucking much, Mike." Tony spoke. I found myself start to cry a bit too. This hug & these words were long overdue.

"Believe me, Tone....I've missed you too." We held each other until we were done crying.

"Okay...so. How about that EP?" Tony asked, wiping away his tears. I smiled & went over to get it. I played it for him & he seemed to really enjoy it. We sat down on my couch & started talking.

"So...you're gay?" I asked. Tony just sort of looked at me & laughed.

"Yup. I like sucking dick." Tony replied. We both laughed.

"So...you're straight?" Tony asked. I stopped laughing & suddenly got nervous. Should I lie? I mean he's hay too...he won't judge.

"...um....actually....I'm not." I replied. Tony looked at me, he looked surprised but not in a bad way.

"So you're gay too?" I nodded.

"But ...I'm not really out yet...you're the only one I've told."

"Wow...you trust me that much?"

"Yea..."

"When did you realize it?" Tony asked.

"9th grade. What about you?"

"I've always known....I just never said anything because of Alan. Do you still talk to him?"

"Yea, he lives here too."

"Oh. So um...you're not in a relationship or anything?" Tony asked, shyly.

"Not as long as Alan's around." I answered.

"Who gives a shit about him, dammit! Mike, you can't just hide who you are. Don't you want a boyfriend? Someone to kiss, hug, hold hands with & sleep with?" Tony asked. I did want all those things. I want to see how it feels.

"How does it feel, tone?" I asked.

"How does what feel?"

"Sex. How does it feel? Does it hurt?" I asked.

"Oh....do you mean on the bottom or top?"

"Both."

"Well, I've only been on the top twice. Trust me, bottom feels way better. Well, at least for me. Jaime really knows how to drive me insane." Tony laughed. "Um...but, it does really hurt the first time."

"Oh...was he your first?"

"Yea...I was his too so. It was pretty damn special." Tony spoke. I smiled. After what he said with him being on the bottom, all that's going through my mind is how Tony would look naked. Tony noticed I was maybe a little zones out & spoke up.

"Ahem, you okay Mike?"

"Um, yea. Sorry. So uh, you own Key Street? That's a pretty big deal." I spoke.

"Yea, I know. Jaime works with me there. By the way...um...we're getting married in six months & you can come if you'd like..."

"I'd love to." I smiled.

"What are you into? Twinks, bears, otters?" I knew exactly what he meant.

"Uh...otters. "

"Alright. I know the perfect guy. Let's go." Tony spoke getting up.

"Wait, what? No, no, no. Remember no one knows I'm gay?" I was starting to freak out.

"Mike, you're doing this."

"Who says I have to?"

"I do. You owe me."

"Owe you for what?"

"Leaving me in 8th grade. Now, let's go. We're taking my car." Tony answered. He walked out the door & I followed. Looks like we're going boy hunting.

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