Wonderless ♡

I remember when I first saw Vic Fuentes. It was at lunch in the cafeteria and I had just came out of a miserable first classes. I had fruit salad, a bottle of water and a ham sandwich. Boring I thought to myself and I looked up to see Vic and his brother with a few of their friends talking and laughing at a table in the distance. He wore this varsity jacket and a hat, which I liked, but generally it meant the guy wearing it was a massive prick so I didn't bother.

The first time we sort of met was weeks later at a party when I was 17. Everyone at the party was underage and drinking alcohol they snuck in, and of course, that was one of my very limited skills. I was wasted and my friends were drunk, I ended up stumbling my way upstairs looking for a toilet and tripping into the closet instead. I picked myself up and finally had made it to the bathroom and fell asleep in the next room on a bed. When I woke up Vic was asleep on the same bed beside me and I remember gasping and then saying "youaresocute" all in a word then kissing his almost lifeless body.

That was definitely not the most romantic story of our first kiss ever, but we laughed about it after. He introduced himself to me at another party and I was so embarrassed I couldn't stop apologizing. I was like, well he thinks I'm a hussy anyway, so we were known as a people who kissed each other at parties for a few months.

The last time I saw him was at graduation. I knew about his little band, but what we had wasn't serious. We only made out when we were drunk so I didn't even kiss him that night. In fact, I only saw him walk out the door and then after that I just never saw him again. I never saw nearly everyone after that really.

Vic and I started sending subtle flirty texts to each other when he was in Mexico, along with cute photos of the band in sombrero's. It wasn't long until he was coming back to California.

I didn't know what I was going to do when he came back home. Part of me wanted to jump his bones but another side of me is saying to take it slow and be careful. It didn't help that I was sexually frustrated on the side too.

My phone buzzed and I looked to see a text from Vic.

"Send me photos ;)"

"You're not helping" I said to myself and sighed

A day after he came home, we arranged that he come to my place so we could talk. I started to feel nervous and seeing a car pull up in the driveway wasn't making it easier. He knocked and I took a deep breath before opening the door to see him standing in a sweater that looked like was from his grandma and jeans.

My god you're gorgeous

"Hey" I smiled and we hugged

"I missed you" he said sniffing my hair before pulling away

"How was the rest of the tour?" I asked closing the door behind him

"It was so good, we had so much confetti, but I am kind of glad to be home"

We sat on the couch and I was curled up holding my legs and he just smiled at me "I couldn't stop thinking about you"

"Ditto" I smiled "It's so weird how this all happened"

Vic looked down at his hands "well do you believe in fate?"

I shrugged "nothing has really dramatic has really happened to me"

"Come on tour with me" he said and my eyes widened a little "excuse me?"

"I want you to come on tour" he repeated "there's something in your eyes that says you're unhappy here"

"I am... I'm content" I said but he didn't buy it

"I really think you should consider it" he said "we have room and it's pretty fun... I don't have very long here and seeing you again just..."

I looked at him and he was looking at me

"Let me be the one who makes you happy"

I rolled my sleeves up and crossed my arms "well what does this mean about us?"

he shrugged "we can be anything, I just don't want to leave you behind"

Winning that meet and green and seeing Vic was probably the most exciting thing that's happened to me so far... Besides that one time I won a free ice cream at the convenience store.

"So I just quit my job and go with you?" I said and he nodded "we have the money, the band pays for most things"

"I couldn't let everyone do that, they're not even here to discuss this" I frowned

"Well how about this, why don't you be my girlfriend?" he asked and my heart raced so fast I started hiccuping

Everything froze. What the hell? Girlfriend?!

"Zoey?" he said softly and I blinked back into the present "Hm?"

"What do you think?" he asked

"It's the same thing like, the guys don't really know me I can't just invade and what if it doesn't work?" I said stressed

"You don't have to come all the time" he said "you can leave whenever you want"

"I don't know" I said quietly "honestly I just want to have sex with you"

Vic laughed "we can do that too if you want"

"No, no" I said "I need to be good, I just don't know"

"Well if my band didn't say yes to the opportunity, I'd probably still be working at Starbucks right now instead of performing to thousands of people every night" he said "the choice is yours if you want to get out of whatever rut you're in"

"Two weeks?" I said and he nodded "we leave in two weeks"

I crawled towards him so our noses touched "I'll let you know" I said softly and kissed his lips

"So about that sex?" he said and I shook my head "not happening"

"Damn" he smiled "What about the girlfriend thing?"

"I said I'll let you know" I nagged

We spent the whole afternoon cuddling on the couch and talking about unimportant things. After he left, I didn't see Vic until 3 days later downtown at a local Cafe. I slowly started to analyse his actions to see if he was boyfriend material.

"I've missed you, what's been happening" I asked sipping my tea

"Just hanging out with the family and thinking about you" he grinned

"Oh shut up, you're just saying that to get in my pants" I smiled

"You got me" he laughed "but seriously when is that happening"

"I told you I'm being good, I'm waiting for my husband" I said and he stared at me blankly

"Wanting to take back your offer?" I laughed

"No..." he said looking at his hands

"I'm joking, I am a woman after all" I said and he sighed deeply in relief

"But I am being good" I added "your whole speech on how I can leave the tour when I want makes me feel a little better about going with you"

"So you are?" he said as his eyes lit up

"Still thinking" I replied

We hung out together for the day looking at clothes with me occasionally asking if items would look good on me for the tour to annoy Vic. We didn't get affectionate in public since we didn't know where things were going, so we kept all the M rated things in private.

"It's nearly 5, need a ride home?" he asked

"Sure" I smiled as we walked to his car

He started the car and chose All Time Low for the drive home.

"Does the band know about me?" I asked curiously

"Mike does" Vic replied "I'm not sure when to tell people incase you don't want to be involved"

"And does Mike know we're seeing each other?"

"I told him we're just been catching up" He grinned

"Because that's accurate" I said sarcastically

I directed him to my place, we got out and he walked me to the door

"When can I see you again?"

"I have to go see my parents this weekend" I frowned "but after that I'm sure I'll fit you in"

"Then it's only a week to go" he said and I felt my heart sink down to the bottom of my body

"I know" I said quietly

We kissed by the door with my hand on the handle "you should get going"

He pulled away and nodded. After a final hug I waved and watched him drive away.

I went inside and put a meal in the microwave. What the hell was I going to do?

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