You're My Favorite Addiction

"Phoenix it's not what it looks like." Austin begged, trying to reach out for me. Instead I slapped him right across the face. "How dare you fucking lie to me!" I said grabbing the picture off the wall. "Because when I look at this picture it looks like a married couple. And oh wait it gets better, you're fucking in it!" I was furious, how could he not tell me? I mean honestly.

He sighed, then I saw tears flooding his eyes. "Please don't call me a liar." He said aggressively through gritted teeth. He balled up his fists, clearly mad. "Why! You are! You're s fucking pathetic lair!" Just then he drove his fist right through the picture, glass shattering, and his hand bleeding. "I SAID DONT FUCKING CALL ME THAT! WHAT DONT YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND BY DONT SAY IT? ARE YOU STUPID OR SO,ETHING?" That stung a little. But god dammit how could he do this to me.

"You clearly lied Austin.. You told my mom I meant the world to you? But yet here we are talking about you being married. You're married Austin. And you're cheating on your wife with an 18 year old girl." I said calmly, afraid that the next punch he threw would be at me. "Phoenix, please baby." He tried grabbing for me again. "Austin stop, stop stop!" I pushed him backwards. "This isn't right."

"But why! She cheated on me!" "So I'm just revenge?" My heart literally broke from his statement. "Oh God, that came out wrong..." He said sitting down throwing his head into his hands. It was quiet for a while, all I could hear was the quiet sobs and sighs he'd let out every so often. I was thankful for the silence. I needed time to register what was really going on here.

Then he came over and sat next to me. Taking my hands in his, I didn't pull away. "Phoenix, please give me one chance to explain. If you don't like what you're hearing, then you can leave and never come back. I won't stop you. And I won't let it effect your grade in my class. I'll respect your decision but you just need to hear me out, please." He looked so sincere, so I decided to let him explain, so I nodded. I honestly had no more words for the situation.

"So I was married. I married the love of my life. She was my everything and her name was Gielle. She meant more to me than anyone. Her family became my family, and I thought how could I possibly get so lucky. How could it ever get better than this? After a year or so, things were still great. I was busy a lot, with getting my teaching degree, but one day I got out of my internship early and decided to surprise her at home. I walked into her having sex on our kitchen table. She cheated on me, but then told me she was pregnant and it was mine, because she just started to have the affair. So I decided against divorce and was gonna stick around for the sake of my child. But then she miscarried, and spilled the entire truth. That the baby wasn't mine, and she had started the affair around a month after we were married. That was 2 years ago. I'm in the end of the divorce. Next week is the last court date. And where were at is my dad's house, he's never here so he never took down our wedding pictures."

I sat there in astonishment. This poor guy. I felt so horrible for getting so nasty. "I'm so sorry." Was all I could manage to stutter out. "I feel horrible. I honestly had no idea. I guess it just shows how little really do know about each other." I half smiled. "Well if you give me the chance, I'll treat you like a princess Phoenix. I will make you all mine, forever. Also... You're the first girl I've actually had feelings for since Gielle." He smiled. "Good." I said connecting our lips. There was absolutely no say I could ever give this up. Or ever hurt his kind soul, he's to beautiful. And I want him to be all mine. Forever.

"Phoenix, I want you to know you do mean the world to me. I wasn't lying about that. I know there is quite a bit of age difference, but that will never stop me from wanting to be with you." He said resting his forehead against mine. "You're perfect, baby girl."

After er we were fine, I helped clean up the shattered glass, broken table from me pushing him, and the shattered vase he hit in the process. "I know not to fuck with you now." He chuckled. "Image be tiny but I'm feisty." I laughed putting up my fists, acting like I was going to punch him. "Calm yourself tiger." He said backing up. "Why you afraid or something? Aw the poor baby is scared." I said in a baby voice, edging very slowly towards him. "You're asking for it." He smiled. "Am I?" I said disposing of my shirt. "You sure are." He said biting his lip. "Oh really?" I said unbuttoning my jeans pulling them down. "I'm gonna fuck you-" before I'd let him finish I chimed in "you're gonna fuck me? I thought you'd never say something." I said crouching down to his waist line.

"You're killing me in that lingerie." He spoke up. "Maybe I should take it off then?" He nodded fastly, smiling like a little kid at Disney Land. "With your teeth." I demanded. "Oooo is someone gonna take the reigns?" He laughed. "Is that funny? Cause I was being serious." With that he growled and threw me back on the bed, just getting right to the point. Sending me into a world of ecstasy and pleasure. After we finished we laid there, naked. He had me wrapped in his arms just kissing my hair and whispering how perfect I was into my ear.

He and I laid there for the rest of the night finally doing something we should've started with. Actually getting to know each other. I learned about his family, and he learned about mine. I found out some of the darkest secrets. Secrets he told me he never even told Gielle. I felt like he trusted me with his life. I was happy that our relationship was growing stronger. Right before we finally turned in. I was pushing strands of hair away from his forehead. Staring deeply into his eyes. At that moment I felt my heart stop, I think I just fell in love with him.

"Phoenix can I tell you something?" Austin seemed nervous, but he was still holding his gaze with me. "of course sweetheart, you know you can tell me anything I wouldn't ever think any less of you." I smiled, hoping that would reassure him a little. He let out a heavy breath and pulled me closer.

"Phoenix I love-"

"Who the fuck is this?!"

"Gielle?"

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