We're All Crooked Young

Two weeks in Hawaii couldn't be over quick enough.



Me and Arry have been constantly arguing over every little thing. After our first night in Hawaii, she's been cranky and irritated. I tried to stay out her way but then the arguing gets worse.




I rest my head in my hands as she storms out the door and slams it hard ,after ANOTHER argument in our hotel room about me spending too much time with the guys. I bite down on my lip and can taste the blood taint my tongue.




Suddenly , I heard a soft knock on the door and i got up and opened it.



"Look baby I'm sorr-" I uttered apologetically before seeing Ronnie stand before me.




"Uhm hi" I trailed off. Her green eyes looked at me.




"I'm sorry to bother you... It's just that ... well these walls aren't concrete and you two have been arguing nonstop for a couple days... i know it's not my business. But my parents used to argue like that a lot and it ruined thier marriage. " She whispered brokenly and i frowned slightly.





"I'm sorry. .. i know how that is. My parents weren't the best figures of parenthood either. " I trailed off.





"Do you wanna talk about it? I mean.. i know you barely know me but I'm a good listener .." She offered and i thought it over. With everyone so busy with their significant other , i haven't had anyone to vent to.





I nodded and opened the door fully. We both sat awkwardly on the couch , and stared at eachother.





"So ... tell me why you two keep arguing? " She questioned sounding concerned.




"Well.. Ever since she's been pregnant. . She's been in recovery. But her mood swings have been driving me up the wall.We argue about little thing. . Like for example. She'll bring up the bachelor party thing. . Then she'd say how I'm not helping with the pregnancy as if i could carry the child myself. We're on vacation so obviously i drink but she doesn't even like that. I was talking about getting more tattoos with the guys and she overheard me and said i don't need anymore. It's like she's become a different person now... she doesn't even smile anymore. Like, what am i doing wrong? " I questioned feeling guilty and sad.










I didn't even know tears were coming down my cheeks until i felt her brush them away with her hand.


"I'm sorry. . I know you feel. It sucks being in that sort of a relationship with someone you really love. I've had a pretty shitty life. For the worse part of 6 years.. i was locked in a mental institution for wanted to kill myself and almost succeeding. I mean , i was literally staring death in the face because i let my heart guide me instead of my brain. Me and my brother were always considered the weird kids but once he found out about the reason i tried kill myself over that guy... he disowned me. He never even talked to me again. I have no idea where he is and if he even remembers me." She whimpered making me feel sadder.




"I guess we're both fucked up mentally" I teased to lighten the mood. "Yea.. i guess we are" She whispered smiling softly.





"Thanks for listening , Ronnie. I really needed to let it all out." I whispered and we both got up and i pulled her into a friendly hug.




"No problem. You can always talk to me" She uttered encouragingly and just as we pulled away , the door flew open.




"Ricky, baby I'm sorr-" Arry uttered apologetically before gasping.





"What the hell is going on? !" She screamed and Ronnie shrank away from her tone.





I clenched my jaw in annoyance.




"Here Ronnie , I'll walk you out. "



We walked past a very baffled Arry and i opened the door to let her out.




The second I closed it , i got a earful of shit i didn't want to hear.





"Stop fucking yelling. I'm not gonna stand here and listen to this shit. ... you may be pregnant. But it doesn't give you the right to act like this. ." I growled leaving the room and slamming the door hard.







I'm over this shit.

Notes

Here's the rewrite of chapter 90.

The other one was horrible bleh.

You're going to start to see more of Ronnie for reasons i haven't told you yet.

do you think Arry is overreacting? Or is Ricky being insensitive?

-CrookedYoung ♡