We're All Crooked Young

I woke up in a strange bed , I noticed that I was wearing Oliver's shirt and my head was pounding. This hangover was mind numbing. I got up and rushed to the bathroom and puked for 10 minutes straight.
/That's the LAST time I drink\ I thought internally leaning against the cold toilet on the creme white floor. I slowly got up and examine my face in the mirror.
I looked fucking terrible. .. my long chocolate hair had been transformed into its natural huge curls , my eyes were covered in brown mascara and smudged eyeliner. My breath reeked of death. I quickly grabbed the mint toothpaste off the counter and squirted a huge glob on my index finger and rubbed circles against my teeth. I did this for about 10 minutes and put my mouth under the sink and swished some water repeatedly around in my mouth.
I spit it out and examined myself again. Still looked like shit. Fuck ! I grabbed my head feeling another stab in my brain from the raging hangover.
I walked out the bathroom and into the room but I seen no sight of Oliver. Just my high heels , purse and a note lay on the bed . I walked over a read the letter a slight smile pulling at my lips.

-Bright Eyed Beauty
---Last night was amazing. . And no not the way you think. We didn't have sex . You're to pure ... to perfect... to be messed up by someone as crooked as me . I'd never want you to see the real me and end up hating me or yourself more. The kiss last night by the way was phenomenal ....
'Love, Mr. Rose tattoo'

I kept reading this note over and over and I bit my lip nervously. I must have told him about my past .. no wonder he left. I'm a fucking outcast. I whimpered lowly and bit back tears but they were falling.
I grabbed all my things and slipped on my high heels and rushed down stairs. The house looked so different in the day time. Everything was so dark but warming with it's horror posters and blood red furniture .
I was about to walk out the door when Chris yelled my name I turned around to see All the guys staring at me on a huge U shaped blood bed leather couch. I sniffled and walked over to them.
"H-Hey C-Chris ..." I whimpered lowly trying to stop my tears. He ushered me to come closer and he pulled me into his lap and I cuddled into his chest.
"What's wrong??" He questioned sounding concerned and all the guys looked at me as well .. I dried all my tears and bit my lip.
"It's nothing Chrissypoo .... " I mumbled Averting his gaze as I said the childhood name I gave him . I could feel his stare on me yet I kept quiet.
When we were kids and I was constantly bullied about my weight, he would kick any body's ass when he found out. He was like a second father to me but also like a big brother just like Ricky.
"I saw her go up the stairs last night with Sykes. . " a feminine looking guy exclaimed and I looked at him with my mouth wide open but then Ricky spoke up.
"Did that fucker try anything on you ? I swear Arry .. if he did I'll fucking kill him . " he growled balling up his fist. His piercing blue eyes looked deep into mine. I breathed loudly in annoyance and spoke up .
"We didn't do anything guys... I'm still a virgin! I just .... I think he left because I accidentally told him my past .. but I don't know. .." I whispered and some guy with huge plugs and angel bites spoke up.
"Damn ... You're a virgin??? Mm , if I wasn't taken I'd -" he cooed laughing but was quickly cut off when Chris slapped the back of his head hard .
"Shut the fuck up Balz .. Don't talk to her like that. " he growled and Balz huffed before getting up and leaving.
"I should be getting home .. I have a photo shoot later on today and I need rest" I whispered slightly pulling away from Chris. His grip on me tighten and he started kissing me all on my forehead and cheeks and ricky did the same.
They weren't kissing me in a relationship way. More like a 'Grandma' way . I giggled loudly and pushed away there faces before getting up and standing over them.
"Ughhh you creatures haven't changed!" I exclaimed wiping off my face . Everyone laughed and we all exchanged numbers. .
I waved a goodbye and looked outside. I didn't realize it was so early. . I checked my phone. 9:27am.
I've Never been up this early. . I quickly got in my car and headed home. I turned on the radio and a unfamiliar song flooded through the speakers and I found myself humming along.

○○ Wait, where you say you've been?
Who you been with?
Where you say you're goin'?
Who you goin' with?
Keep me on my toes,Keep me in the know.
Wait, keep me in your skin,Keep me in your chest.
I'll wait for it to start,I'll wait for it to end.
Keep me on my toes,Keep me in the know.
But when I looked at her,I thought of only you.
If only there was proof I could use to show it's true.
We were young,We were in our teens.
It wasn't real love,Spent behind bars.
Oh it's sad to think,We just let it be.
Prisoners of love. ○○

I tapped my finger with the beat on the staring wheel . I smiled at how this song made my heart flutter. . I started to think about Oliver. . He must have drove my car here .. but I know that no matter how Crooked he thought he was .
Or how I was too pure for him that I'd want to be with him. He didn't know it but I heard him say he liked me too. I couldn't just let that go .. as I pulled up into my drive way I stepped out my car and went up to my room .
I plugged my phone up to my bright pink beats pill and I downloaded All bring me the horizon songs and Of mice and men songs and Motionless in white songs.
After about 20 min I had 45 new songs. I played BMTH song ' deathbeds' first. His voice poured through the speakers and filled my room .
It's like I could feel him in my soul. .. I laid on my bed just listening to every word he said getting lost in his melodic voice.

/4 hours later\

I woke up feeling groggy and felt much better. The hangover was gone but now I felt sore. I sat up and noticed that the phone was still playing songs. It was one of Motionless in white songs called 'Immaculate Misconception' .
It was a very intense song that I grew fond of. I got off the bed and checked the time .. 1:34 pm . I smiled knowing that I slept so long. I took my phone off the speaker but it continued to play music. I had 34 messages and 5 voice mails.

-RickyDicky
●Let's hang out today ! 7ishh? Look all awesome and shit because we're going somewhere awesome!

-Chrissypoo
●You . Me . Chicken wings . @4pm .

-Manger
•GET THE FUCK UP ! I'VE CONSTANLY BEEN LEAVING YOU VOICEMAILS ! YOU'RE MODELING FOR DROP DEAD AGAIN AT @4

I smiled seeing that ricky and chris both kept sending their message a thousand times over. I frowned at my manager's text but I quickly thought about Oliver.

-To RickyDicky
○Sure , blue eyes ! ♡

-To Chrissypoo
○Giant pale giant , reschedule. .. I've got a photo shoot today @4 . How about right after my shoot ?

I pressed sent on both and I didn't even bother to text my bitch of a manager back.
/Fuck .. I've only been with Chris and Ricky for a day and I'm already earning my BadAssness back. \ I thought internally before smiling.
I plugged my phone back up to the speaker and it blared Of mice and men song 'bones exposed' . The song was beyond hype. I felt excited just listening to it .
I quickly grabbed a Baby blue lace thong and bra out my dresser and slipped into the shower.
I kept the door open so I could hear the music.

○○ It's like loving a lion that cannot be tamed,
I snap at the thought or the sound of your name.
Pulling teeth from my stomach,you've been eaten alive.
My blood fills your lungs,my soul, you're inside.
My feet they stand on ashes from the fires that you've made.Burning bridges just to save your face
.If I say I wouldn't be hostile,could you say you would do the same?If we're all made just a little bit broken,tell me who is to blame? ○○


After a while I started to sing along to the song . I lathered my body with Dove soap and washed my hair with strawberry shampoo and conditioner. After I cleaned my whole body I got out and wrapped my self in my baby blue towel.
As I was drying off I walked into the room I saw Cassandra sitting on my bed . I screamed in shock and gripped my towel. She laughed loudly on the bed and got up and started walking toward me with something in her hand.
"What the fuck Cass? You Almost gave me a heart attack!" I screamed back and she helped me up to my feet. She smirked wide and I scanned over her appearance.
Tight jean skinny jeans with a skin tight ( Model Status) rainbow crop top. Her cleavage was spilling out and her midnight black hair flowed down her back.
Her pink rosy lips smirked wide at me and she threw a magazine at me.
"So .. Looks like we're both fucking rock stars huh ?" She cooed sweetly and I blushed lightly as I looked down at the magazine. It was a rock fashion magazine but right on the cover page was me and oliver.
His hand was around my waist and our lips brushed against eachothers . Even from a distance you could see my blush. I bit my lip hard and grazed my wet fingers over the cover page .
"Oh my fuck ! You're blushing!! So tell me .. is he good in bed ?? How big is his dick? I hear that British guys can pack a punch .. if you know what I mean !" She exclaimed laughing and I blushed red and hit her with the magazine.
"OHMERGAWSH CASS ! WE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING ! He's just sweet and caring and passionate. ... we're just .... friends" I screamed then whispered the last part. She tilted up her eyebrow and pulled me in for a hug .
"Well Beautiful. . I've got to go . Today's my day off and I'll spent it bouncing on Austin's huge dick . ! Byeee !" She screamed heading out my room door and eventually my house.
I giggled and threw off my towel and slipped on my bra and panties. I walked over to my closet and pulled out plain skinny jeans with a simple pink v neck that showed ooff my cleavage and nude pumps.
I put on my usual makeup and applied deodorant and perfume . I checked the time and ignored the texts I had for now . 3:45 . I grabbed my phone and purse and slipped out the house. I got in my car and drove tto the warehouse.
As I got there I was met by the usual scene. . Alexander was talking to OLIVER. He looked so perfect. . He had on a doughnut sweater with shredded skinny jeans and brown boat shoes.
His slightly curly hair and hazel eyes had me in a daze. I walked into my dressing room and 3 people started working on my hair and makeup.
Once they were finished I slipped on the clothes they picked out for me . It was a huge white fuzzy sweater with the logo drop dead written a thousand times on it and black leather shorts. I put it on and I could feel my ass filling the shorts .
I bit my lip nervously and examined myself in the mirror . I put on the huge thigh high combat boots and my straightened hair kept getting in my face .
I heard the loud horn blare meaning it's photo shoot time . I swallowed the lump in my throat as I walked up to Oliver on the set . He looked at me with pleading gaze but he ushered me to come closer .
As the camera starting flashing he wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his head in the crook of my neck. His warm breath passing over my neck.
"I'm sorry about the letter ... I just ... I'm no good for you " he whispered and as we did different poses he continued to inch closer to me.
"You're perfect for me. .. just give yourself a chance. .. " i whispered before changing poses and I ended up behind him draping my arms around his shoulders as he gave the camera his signature half face pose.
"And if I fuck it up and break your heart like I'm prone to do ?" He questioned sounding concerned but still in pose .
My breath hitched in my throat and I spoke with all the courage I could gather.
"What's broken. .. can be fixed Oliver. I'm already broken ... I'm already crooked just like you. " I whispered he turned around to face me and he had a actual real smile .
"So .. You're saying. . You're ready to be with someone like me ...? Someone that's mental.?" He questioned sounding concerned but still nervous.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him.
"we're all 50 shades of fucked up , Oliver" I cooed and he smiled wide before pulling me into a passionate kiss. The whole world faded away .. the cameras, the photo shoot, the universe vanished. As we pulled away I looked deep into his eyes. ..


"Can you tell from the look in our eyes. ... we're going nowhere ?" He sung sending shivers down my spine.

Notes

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