We're All Crooked Young

It's been a amazing yet crazy 6 months. Oliver hasn't touched drugs since the day I got out the hospital and I'm so proud of him. We've actually became closer as friends and I'm grateful for that. He may not have been boyfriend material but he's a amazing friend. All the shows and fans have been so accepting of me.








I've actually been telling people about my life and how I'm slowly overcoming it. Ricky and I are practically inseparable and I've grown so close with the band . Well actually both bands. Me and Jona even have our own handshake for good luck when he goes on stage.




Devin told me all about what happened at the hospital that night and I knew I had to fix it . Since then , I've been trying to get them to bond but no such luck yet...



"Babe. . You're thinking way too hard!" Ricky chuckled entering the bus all sweaty and dirty with war paint. I gave him a wide smile and jumped up from the couch and hopped on him , wrapping my legs around his waist.




"Well someone's excited to see me !" He teased playfully and I smiled. "Of course I have ! This show was your last and we're finally going home. !" I screamed happily making all the guys chuckle in agreement.




I've missed home and that means I'll be modeling again. That's one conversation that I'm afraid to have with Ricky.



"I'm tired of smelling chicken wings and feet all day ! " I exclaimed laughing and I slipped off ricky and hugged Chris tightly. "Awww Munchkin .. you don't like our feet?" He questioned sounding sarcastic and I pulled away. Before I could register myself, his size 15 foot was touching my thigh. It reeked of death and I jumped away shrieking.







"You dick ! And no I don't ! " I playfully threatened flicking him off. I felt the bus start to move as I entered the bunks. I could feel the slight heater from the vents and I smiled in content. It's gotten a little chilly since tour started and I wasn't a cold loving type of person .







I slipped off my sweats that reeked of Chris' foot stench. I slipped on some black shorts and fixed my black tank top. I felt a familiar pair of slim tattooed arms lock around my waist and his head rested on my shoulder.





"You're so beautiful, you know that don't you?" He whispered in my ear making my face burn red. Thank goodness it was night time and the bunks were slightly lit up.



"Thank you baby. " I whispered and I felt him place a small lovingly kiss to my neck and he turned me to face him. He looked at me with a look that took my breath away. He looked at me with such love and compassion and lust and trust. I couldn't help but press our bodies together and kissed his soft lips. His cold piercing grazed the corner of my lip making me involuntarily shutter.






He chuckled in the kiss before pulling us closer and rested his hand on the slim of my back. His strong scent of faded cologne still lingered in my senses and I smiled in the kiss before pulling away.




"I love your kisses.. " I whispered pressing our foreheads together making him smile. "And I love you.." he confessed sounding sincere as he cupped my ass in his hands and I playfully slapped his chest and moved away .



"Way to ruin the moment you Douchedick. " I uttered and I stuck my tongue out at him. He was about to approach me when I pinched my nose and smirked.





"Nope ! You reek of death .. ! Shower then we can be all lovey dovey ! " I screamed shooing him away . He grabbed some dark clean clothes and smiled at me impressed before walking out the bunks. As if on cue Devin came in and I smiled wide.





He looked more masculine and I chuckled. His leather vest and shredded skinny jeans and black v neck and green and black hair all stuck to his hourglass frame.




"How was the last show?" I questioned and he smiled wickedly before walking over to his bunk. "It was amazing. Best last show , I'm just ready to be back in my own bed. " he exclaimed and I laughed in agreement. We both slid in our own beds and soon everyone but ricky did the same . It soon got quiet and I soon found myself seeping deeper into the sheets and falling into the darkness called sleep.








-THE NEXT DAY- I woke up alone , which was weird. I've been sleeping well cuddling with Ricky every night and I guess I've gotten used to it. I felt groggy as I got up and rubbed the sleep from my eyes. I slid out the bunk and walked straight into the bathroom.






I showered and brushed my teeth and hair and walked out to be met by a empty bus. I scratched my head in confusion before I heard a lot of commotion outside. I flung the door open to be met by blazing bright sun directly in my face.






I hissed like a vampire before shading my face and let my eyes get used to the afternoon sun . I saw all the guys unpacking and putting their bags in separate cars. I always thought that they all lived in that huge house but I was wrong.




They all lived in the general area but that huge house is just for pre-tour living. Now that tour is over , everyone goes back to their regular routines.






I walked up to them quickly since the hot pavement was buring the bottoms of my feet. "So this is it ?? I don't even get a goodbye you freaks?" I questioned slightly sarcastic and Balz chuckled. "Awww , I'll miss you Arl. You know you're my favorite. ! " Balz exclaimed throwing his arm over my shoulder and pulling me into a half hug. I giggled and hugged him back. "Stay in touch okay Half pint?" He questioned sounding concerned and I smiled and nodded in agreement. He pulled away and finished packing before giving all the guys high fives and final words before leaving in his car.







I hugged Ryan as he smoked his cigarette. "You know we're constantly gonna talk. It's gonna be like we never left. I mean there's Face time and Skype . You'll get tired of me. Trust me " he cooed sweetly and I smiled.




"I'll never get tired of my little hippie " I whispered flicking some of his long brown hair in the wind as he blew out a cloud of smoke before biting his lip.




"Hey now ! I'm a punk rock , hardcore hippie !" He yelled playfully flicking his hair and we both hugged before he got in car and left. I saw Devin approach me looking feminine and I smiled. He truly was a beautiful person with a beautiful soul.




I locked my arms around his neck and tangled my fingers in his hair as he locked his arms around my waist. "I'm going to miss you sooooo fucking much Dev. " I whispered in his shoulder and I could feel him laugh. "You'll see me soon . Just work on being healthy and happy. I'll always be here for you. " he confessed sounding sad and I smiled as we pulled away. He slowly got in his car and drove away. All was left was Chris and Ricky. I was soon picked up off the ground and slung over his shoulder.






"Chris! Let me down you Gothy Green Giant! " I screamed and he laughed loudly before pulling me into a tight hug. "I'll miss you sooo much Arry. Take good care okay?? I don't wanna lose you again and we end up not talking for years.. " he trailed off sadly and I kissed his clothed chest.



"I promise we won't grow apart.. not this time. " I whispered and he smiled wide before pulling away and getting in his car and driving Away. I turned and saw Ricky shoving the rest of our bags in his car. I was about to walk up to him when I heard a call of my name . I turned to see Jona and Lee running to me.





I smiled wide before being engulfed in a huge hug by them. "We're going to miss you , Mate !" They yelled in unison as we all hugged tightly and pulled away letting them leave. I saw them all get in there cars and drive away . All was left was Oliver and I saw him slowly approach me fiddling with his bracelets.


When we were less than a foot from eachother, he gave me a soft smile. "Hey BerryArry..." he trailed off sadly, as he tugged on his bracelets and bit his lip nervously. "Hi Oli. " I whispered and before it got any more awkward, I pulled him into a friendly tight hug. He gladly responded by hugging me tighter and I breathed in his scent.




Him being this close has become a favorite thing of mine but I can't be developing old feelings for him . Could I ? We pulled away and he lightly kissed my forehead lovingly before walking away. I gave him a soft smile as he walked away and eventually drove away. I turned on my heels and saw Ricky glaring at Oli.





"Don't even. . We're just friends and plus I'm with you ." I said reassuringly and I leaned over and kissed him passionately. He pulled us closer and deepened the kiss. We pulled away for air as he closed the trunk and we both got in the car and drove to his house .





When we got there I was shocked. In this neighborhood, everyone's house was white and Ricky's house was black . As we entered the house , I knew it was Ricky's. Tons of horror framed posters and dark drapes everywhere.



The walls were painted black and blood red . The house smelled of vanilla and cigarettes and I hummed in pleasure. It was dark , creepy and cozy. After finally putting up all our stuff we plopped down on the couch in exhaustion. As I laid on Ricky's chest , I chewed my lip nervously.



What if he doesn't let me go back to the agency? What if I never model again? I was chewing my lip so hard that it started to bleed.


"R-Ricky. ..?" I questioned looking up at him and he hummed in response as he watched the show on tv . "I kinda have a scheduled Modeling Job appointment today. .. " I trailed off and I felt him stiffen under me. "You're modeling ???? Today ???" He questioned sounding broken and I shook my head frantically. "No . No ! It's just a meeting to show that I'm still able to model. " I whispered and I could feel him rubbing his thumb over the healed over broken bones I had from the mosh pit.


He looked down at me with a concerned expression. "Are you sure about this?" He questioned sounding concerned and I hesitantly nodded.


He hugged me and huffed in submission as he let me get up. I looked back at him as I went into our room and I slipped on a plain bone crop top that made my hips show and plain tight skinny jeans and nude heels. I pulled my hair out from the bun and let the natural curls flow down my back.




I grabbed my phone and keys and before I walked out the door , I walked over to Ricky and straddled his hips, careful not to stab him with my heels.




"I love you okay ? I'm fine now .. I've gained weight and I'm healthy. . Im taking my pills daily and I'm fine emotionally and mentally. You have nothing to worry about. " I cooed sweetly leaning down and giving him a sweet slow loving kiss.





Our lips and tongues molded to eachother's and I could feel him smile as I pulled away . "Just be safe okay..?" He pleaded and he leaned up and kissed my nose. I giggled and nodded in agreement before walking to the door. "I love you" he confessed sounding sad and I smiled looking back at him as I opened the door. "I love you too" I whispered before walking out. As I got in the car and drove away , I finally made it to my new agency. Well it's Oliver's agency , as I walked into the building . I saw the usual scene . I quickly walked into the Office of the head photographer.






"Hello beautiful. Welcome back ! Now let's see if you still got it !" Alexander McQueen cooed . As we did all the usual rookie model routines . He congratulated me in being his next model.




I smiled wide. As I walked out with a happy expression it soon fell when I saw her walk into the room and lock gaze with mine. "Oi, So nice to see you Arlet ." She purred evilly with a hint of sarcasm. I dug my nails into my palm and eyed her with disgust. "Hannah ...." I growled lowly glaring at her as she smirked at me.

Notes

I just want to say thankyou to @Mrss_Motionless and @ComaWhite ... you guys are so sweet . Thanks for caring and sending the sweet messages and comments. Honestly you guys are just another reason why I can't leave this earth just yet. You're both amazing and thank you ♡♡♡♡♥



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